258 Dirty Hands (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
Luo Zhen didn't know if this was his own delusion.
However, at this moment, Luo Zhen did indeed feel a feeling of no high-spirited frustration from the mouth of the girl in front of him who was a sword envoy.
That kind of feeling is called gloom.
That kind of feeling is called gloom.
It's like no longer thinking, no longer being happy, no longer feeling everything around you, and giving up all the future of your life, the girl of the thin sword gives Luo Zhen the feeling that this is it.
That's why the other side says that.
"It doesn't matter."
The girl of the Rapier spoke in an indifferent tone.
"I'm not here to get the rest of the people to agree, and I'm not here to get along with the rest of the people."
So, why did the girl of the Rapier come here?
The answer is simple.
"I just want to do my best and then fall down when I'm exhausted."
The rapier turned her back.
"If my fate is to die at the hands of others, then that's fine."
If this is really the end of the girl, the girl will accept it calmly.
That's what the girl wants to say.
In such a situation, what to stand on, what to frame, although the girl didn't feel indifferent, but decided to give up all of this.
After all...
"In the end, they all have to die, no difference."
The girl left such a sentence and prepared to leave here.
Looking at the back of this thin sword envoy girl, although she didn't even know what the other party looked like, Luo Zhen still subconsciously understood.
I understand how pathetic this girl is in front of me.
Because...
"You're really like me before."
Luo Zhen almost blurted out such a sentence.
And this also made the girl stop herself.
If Luo Zhen was worried about the girl's personal safety, the girl would definitely turn a deaf ear and leave directly.
If Luo Zhen expressed contempt and ridicule for the girl's approach, the girl would definitely be indifferent, leaving Luo Zhen with a back.
At that time, this girl will become an insignificant passer-by in Luo Zhen's life, and a small victim in this world, falling at the end of the struggle.
However, Luo Zhen did not express concern for the girl's personal safety, let alone contempt and ridicule the girl's actions, but said such things as if he was looking at something familiar.
It was this sentence that changed the trajectory of the girl's life and made her stop herself.
Thereupon...
"It's very similar to you before...?"
The rapier girl didn't look back, but just muttered.
In this regard, Luo Zhen also nodded directly.
Then, Luo Zhen said so.
"There is no hope in sight."
"I can't see the future."
"All that can be seen is the predestined fate and the end."
"So I gave up the pursuit."
"So I gave up trying."
"It's just that before the end comes, I still want to struggle with all my might."
"That's what you think now, right?"
Luo Zhen said these words without the slightest euphemism, which made the girl of the thin sword bow her head.
Luo Zhen didn't know what the girl's expression was at this moment, and what her inner thoughts were.
But Luo Zhen can still understand.
The reason has already been said.
"I used to be like this, I can't help it."
Luo Zhen used such a sentence as a summary.
Yes.
No way.
The same was true of Luo Zhen in the past.
Before the "miracle", Luo Zhenke was a child who was destined to die at the age of two.
Although, because of special reasons, even if he was only two years old, Luo Zhen still had a complete mind and heart at that time, but it was for this reason that Luo Zhen clearly understood how unreasonable what happened to him was.
There is no possibility of salvation.
There is no way to be rescued.
Some just lie on the hospital bed, quietly waiting for death to come.
Therefore, at that time, Luo Zhen had given up hope and the future, and just tried his best to make the last struggle, but he had already accepted his irreparable end.
The girl in front of you is the same, right?
Even if you don't know what kind of person you were in the past, it's not uncommon for the other person to think and think now.
Being imprisoned in this game of death, that is, unable to leave, and unable to guarantee personal safety, how cruel and desperate it is for a girl is to be imagined.
Even if Akihiko Kayaba left the conditions for being rescued, after a whole month, the first layer of Ayn Grant has still not been attacked, but there are still 99 layers on it, and each layer is more terrible than the other, and the layer is stronger than the other, even if there is the idea of working hard, in the face of this data-based difficulty, how many times do players have to be on the verge of despair and death to get to the end?
Rather, can anyone really make it to the end?
At least, there is no such hope in sight at the moment.
The girl must be such a person, right?
There is no hope of leaving.
I can't see the light of salvation.
Therefore, she chose to struggle until she exhausted her last strength and fell down again, calmly, calmly, and without any fluctuations to accept her own end.
Isn't this exactly the same as Luo Zhen in the past?
In view of this, Luo Zhen can understand, and he can understand it even more.
"It's just self-defeating, isn't it?"
Luo Zhen was not sarcastic, let alone provocative, but stared straight at the other party's back, and said such words calmly.
However, it is precisely this attitude that has indescribable persuasiveness.
The girl of the thin sword envoy slowly moved her body and looked at Luo Zhen.
Although he still couldn't see the other party's appearance clearly, Luo Zhen could clearly feel that the other party's gaze was like a sharp sword, piercing his body.
"Then why are you alive until now?" The girl asked in a low and hoarse voice, "Didn't you give up?" ”
Luo Zhen has only one answer to this question.
"Because of miracles."
Luo Zhen's answer was too direct, but it made the girl stunned.
"Miracle...?"
The girl repeated blankly.
"That's right, miracle."
Luo Zhen responded briefly and truthfully.
This made the girl of the Rapier Envoy silent for a moment, and then sarcastic.
"That kind of thing... Not reliable at all..."
Hearing this, Luo Zhen also laughed.
"Maybe."
That's what Luo Zhen said.
"However, it is because many people are unwilling to give it up that they can finally get their wish."
Hearing this, the girl of the Rapier opened her mouth, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she gave up.
Because of Luo Zhen's words.
"Even if you want to do your best and then die, please don't do it this way."
Luo Zhen's tone changed back to laziness and frivolity, and he spoke like this.
"This is a death game, killing a player is equivalent to killing a living life, maybe the player who did it to you will have a psychological shadow in retrospect, and you won't be cheered up for a lifetime, at that time, you will not decide your own end, but the end of others, so, at least don't dirty other people's hands, how about it?"
Luo Zhen's words made the girl hold her breath.