Chapter Ninety-Six: Disappointment and Despair
Shangguan Wan'er and Huang Xiaowei walked into the gate of the community side by side.
At this moment, the time has come to half past twelve, everything is quiet, and the whole community can no longer see a single lit house except for the dim street lamps released.
Shangguan Wan'er followed behind Huang Xiaowei in silence, and Huang Xiaowei asked very relaxedly: "Is Wan'er's movie just now good?" ”
Shangguan Wan'er replied a little absentmindedly: "It's okay." ”
"Oh, it's okay."
After saying this, Huang Xiaowei suddenly didn't know how to continue talking, mainly because he felt that something was wrong with the girl next to him, and his emotions didn't seem to be too high, could it be that the movie was too ugly? Well, quite possibly.
Huang Xiaowei didn't speak, which also meant that there was a complete silence between him and Shangguan Wan'er.
Shangguan Wan'er didn't speak, it was because her mind was all thinking about what the voice had said to her just now, and Huang Xiaowei didn't speak because he was thinking, he was thinking about how to talk to Shangguan Wan'er for a while.
With a deathly silence, Huang Xiaowei and Shangguan Wan'er came to the gate of their villa, but just as Shangguan Wan'er was about to push the door and enter, Huang Xiaowei stopped her.
"Wan'er, wait and go in again, little viagra wants to ask you something."
Shangguan Wan'er glanced at Huang Xiaowei strangely, nodded, and said softly.
Huang Xiaowei took out the cigarette in his pocket and lit one, squatted in front of the villa gate, swallowing clouds and spitting fog, Shangguan Wan'er also squatted beside him, and now Shangguan Wan'er was full of questions, I don't know what Huang Xiaowei is doing.
After taking a puff of cigarette, Huang Xiaowei in the night opened his mouth slightly, spit out a big puff of cigarette, looking at the full moon hanging high in the night sky, Huang Xiaowei smiled softly, his eyes were illusory, and he fell into recollection: "I remember two years ago, you were only five years old, only a little older, and you didn't reach the position of my knees." ”
Huang Xiaowei said with a smile: "Wan'er, do you remember when you first came, you cried like a little cat in my arms, and you had to go like a little heel worm wherever I went at that time, for fear that I wouldn't want you." ”
Speaking of this, Huang Xiaowei smiled bitterly, "Wan'er, you may not know that the day I rescued you, my whole body was blinded." ”
Shangguan Wan'er listened to Huang Xiaowei's words, and listened to him talk about the past, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, "Why?" ”
Huang Xiaowei sighed, "Why else, you don't know what the situation was at that time, Brother Ying, Lao Meng, Lao Cao, Lao Liu, the four of them have just arrived, and they don't know anything about modern times, what about me, and I'm almost an unemployed vagrant, you said that you suddenly threw a child to take care of me, can I not be blinded, and I'm not afraid of your jokes, I can't even take care of myself." ”
Shangguan Wan'er smiled sweetly.
Huang Xiaowei continued: "Those four bastards are okay to say, you can get over by eating some bubble noodles, but you can't do it, such a young child has just lost his relatives, let you eat instant noodles with us, can I bear it." ”
"At that time, in order to buy you delicious food, I secretly deducted the food expenses of those four guys, enough for them to eat instant noodles for three days, and they didn't even dare to add a sausage.
At this time, a touch of tenderness appeared on Huang Xiaowei's face, "But fortunately, it didn't take long for your sister Xiaoqing to come, my wife is really a white rich beauty, even if the family is bankrupt, it is a big deal to spend money on you, and it can even be regarded as a death, but do you know, in the first few days when your sister Xiaoqing came, I don't think she is too pleasing to the eye, nothing else, you are too close to her, alas, if you want to say that your little viagra is not good at all, I love to be secretly jealous, seeing that you stick to her every day, I am really worried that you will be abducted by that stinky girl, Don't want little viagra anymore. ”
Shangguan Wan'er heard Huang Xiaowei mention how good Dongfang Qing was to her before, her eyes completely dimmed, how could she forget how Dongfang Qing took care of her before, it can even be said that Dongfang Qing, who appeared by Shangguan Wan'er's side during that time, replaced the role of Shangguan Wan'er's mother very well, and even in the following days, Shangguan Wan'er has always treated her as her mother.
Can......
"Little viagra, what the hell do you want to say?" Shangguan Wan'er didn't want to think about Dongfang Qing, so she simply asked clearly.
Huang Xiaowei threw away the half-smoked cigarette in his hand, and looked at the girl in front of him who was illuminated by the moonlight like a fairy in Guanghan, and a wicked smile appeared on Huang Xiaowei's face.
"Wan'er, you see that Little Viagra used to be so good to you, that is, he treated you as his own daughter, should you tell Little Viagra if you have something?"
Shangguan Wan'er was stabbed in the heart by her daughter's two words, and she forced a smile and said, "I can have ...... What can I do? ”
Huang Xiaowei's face twisted, "Hey, it's boring, is it really when your little viagra is blind, okay, okay, I know that girls are generally more shy in the face of this kind of thing, then your little viagra will ask directly, ....... Do you have someone you like? ”
"Boom!" Huang Xiaowei's words were like a thunderbolt that suddenly exploded in Shangguan Wan'er's heart, and the pretty face with a flowery face was bloodless in an instant, Shangguan Wan'er's eyes widened, and she looked at Huang Xiaowei who was looking at her with a wicked smile in disbelief, and her heart was even more chaotic.
He...... He knew, he ...... Know me.......
Before Shangguan Wan'er could remember and react, something happened that caught her off guard, only to see Huang Xiaowei reach out and hug Shangguan Wan'er's jade shoulder, looking at Huang Xiaowei's action, Shangguan Wan'er's heart gave birth to a sweetness for no reason, this is the first time since she grew up, little viagra has taken the initiative to approach her so much.
Hehe, Shangguan Wan'er is destined to be disappointed, no, desperate.
I only heard Huang Xiaowei ask jokingly.
"Wan'er, don't worry, your little viagra is very reasonable, if you like someone, you like someone, it's not a big deal, little viagra just wants to ask who the person you like is? How is he doing to you, is it good, when can you let little viagra meet him, hey, I explained in advance, I am not gossiping, I am purely thinking about you, and I want to check for you. ”
Huang Xiaowei hugged Shangguan Wan'er, patted her fragrant shoulder, and continued to talk eloquently: "You know, you are treated like a daughter by me, for your marriage, of course I want to have a snack on your little viagra, but I am not here to let you get married now, your current age is still a little too young, you need to wait a few more years, if you still like that man after waiting for a few years, then little viagra will personally officiate the wedding for you, and when the time comes, you will give birth to a big grandson, then your little viagra will be beautiful." ”
"Hey, Wan'er, say, who is the person you like, one day take the time to let little viagra meet, well, no, no, no, you better tell me what kind of person he is first, so that little viagra can have a psychological preparation."
Shangguan Wan'er was silent, her jade hands clenched together, and her delicate body trembled lightly.
Every sentence Huang Xiaowei just said can be described as a heart-wrenching sentence for Shangguan Wan'er, and every sentence is bloody.
She didn't expect it, she really didn't expect that Huang Xiaowei would actually react like this after guessing that he had "other" people he liked.
How could he be so ....... Can't wait for ......
Huang Xiaowei's last question, Shangguan Wan'er answered, tears and heartache.
"He's a fool."
Huang Xiaowei was stunned by Shangguan Wan'er's answer, and then laughed: "I understand, yes, even if that person is excellent in your eyes, he must be a fool, I think that's how your sister Xiaoqing called me back then." ”
In the next second, Shangguan Wan'er, whose face was full of tears, suddenly pushed Huang Xiaowei's hand away, and shouted at him with uncontrollable tears: "He is a fool, he is the stupidest person in the world!" ”
Looking at the tear stains on the girl's face, looking at Shangguan Wan'er, who had never spoken loudly to him like today, Huang Xiaowei couldn't help but be stunned, he didn't understand what was wrong with Shangguan Wan'er.
"Wan'er...... You...... Why are you crying. ”
Huang Xiaowei stretched out his hand to help Shangguan Wan'er wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, but Shangguan Wan'er, who kept surging tears in her eyes, pushed away his outstretched hand and staggered to her feet.
For a girl who loves someone deeply, there is nothing cruel in the world when the person she loves tells her one night on a certain day that if she has someone else she likes, he will help her check and even help her organize a wedding.......
There is no greater mourning than death.
Shangguan Wan'er's heart was already dead when she heard Huang Xiaowei's words just now.
Choked inhaling, Shangguan Wan'er turned around, turned her back to Huang Xiaowei on the side, and dropped a sentence with a trembling body: "I don't have anyone I like." ”
Huang Xiaowei was slightly stunned, and then laughed again: "How is it possible, Wan'er, don't lie to little viagra, what's the matter, why are you still full of me." ”
"I said I don't have anyone I like!!"
Shangguan Wan'er couldn't control her emotions anymore, and the girl turned around and roared desperately at the man sitting on the ground.
Immediately, he ran into the villa crying.
Until Shangguan Wan'er ran into the villa, Huang Xiaowei didn't react, and sat on the ground in a daze, his expression mixed with a little doubt and ...... Distressed.
He wondered, why did Shangguan Wan'er's reaction be so big, didn't he just say something that adolescent boys and girls will experience?
These are doubts, what really makes Huang Xiaowei feel distressed is not Shangguan Wan'er crying, but the look in her eyes when she just turned around and roared at herself.
With the help of the moonlight, at that moment, Huang Xiaowei clearly saw Shangguan Wan'er's eyes.
Covered with tears, staring at his big eyes, Huang Xiaowei ...... Seeing despair, seeing heartbreak, and even ....... Sad.
The girl turned around and ran into the villa crying, which made Huang Xiaowei's heart twitch subconsciously.
At this time, Huang Xiaowei, who was sitting on the ground, touched his chest expressionlessly.
"It's so uncomfortable, it seems to hurt a little, this is ...... Why? ”
"Is it because Wan'er is crying, so I'm distressed? No, it should be that look, it should be the back of despair in the disappointment. ”
Huang Xiaowei's empty hands once again flashed with a light that ordinary people could not see.
An ethereal, vicissitudes of life voice sounded softly.
"That's guilt."
"Alas...... You've never had anything other than affection for her, it's a pity for that infatuated woman. ”