Chapter 333: What I Can't Change
Three Kingdoms.
Twenty-five years of Jian'an.
Hanzhong Palace.
Dressed in a pale yellow royal robe, Liu Bei sat alone in the study, quietly watching the folds.
There are two dim oil lamps lit in the corners on both sides of the study, and the faint light sets off the place extremely oppressively.
"Ahem." A light cough sounded, Liu Bei clenched his fist in front of his mouth, coughed a few times, his health has not been very good over the years, and at the same time picked up the tea on the table with his left hand and took a sip.
But soon, the tea was gone, and Liu Bei felt that his throat was still a little itchy, so he said to the outside of the room: "Come on, pour a new cup of tea for the lonely king." β
Quiet, death-like silence, no one responded to Liu Bei.
Squinting at the pair of cloudy old eyes, Liu Bei clearly saw a person standing outside the study, a ....... Very familiar people.
After looking at it for a while, Liu Bei couldn't help touching his beard and said, "Is it Kong Ming?" β
"Bang." The door of the study opened, and Zhuge Liang, whose face was full of tears, stood in front of Liu Bei with a feather fan in his hand.
Seeing Zhuge Liang in tears, Liu Bei was instantly stunned, and his big hands hidden under the bookcase trembled.
"Lord ......." is thirty-nine years old, and the dignified Zhuge Liang called Liu Bei with a trembling voice, and the painful appearance made Liu Bei's heart ache more than once.
It's finally coming, is it finally coming?
Looking at Zhuge Liang's appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Liu Bei forced himself to show a smile, and asked gently: "Kong Ming, it's so late, is there anything wrong?" If it's okay, you can go back first, if there's something......" Liu Bei panicked, "If you have something, let's talk about it tomorrow, the lonely king is a little tired, a little tired." β
Liu Bei's gaze kept dodging, because he still had a glimmer of hope in his heart.
People are like this, they already know what the ending is, but they still can't help but have the last trace of anticipation for the cruel reality.
"Bang!" Zhuge Liang knelt down in front of Liu Bei, and shouted bitterly, "Lord, Jingzhou....... Lost! β
In an instant, Liu Bei's figure couldn't stop shaking, his face turned pale in an instant, and he laughed miserably in his heart.
"It's coming, it's still coming, this day....... It's here after all. β
"Where's Yun Chang?" Pursing his lips, Liu Bei asked in a trembling voice.
Zhuge Liang, who was full of tears, raised his head, looked at the man he had followed all his life, and looked at the man in front of him who was already dying, Zhuge Liang was really worried that Liu Bei would die of sadness when he heard the bad news, after all, ........ That's Guan Yu, that's the lord's best brother.
"Lord, no matter what you hear next, don't be too excited, you are only halfway through the great cause of the world." Zhuge Liang couldn't bear to persuade.
On the other hand, Liu Bei waved his hand calmly, his eyes were full of tears, and he trembled lightly, "It's okay, let's say it, no matter what happens, I can stand it." β
Zhuge Liang closed his eyes, gritted his teeth, and tears couldn't stop flowing, "The messenger of Shangyong just came to report that General Guan was fighting to the death with Cao's army in Fancheng, but LΓΌ Meng attacked Jingzhou, and General Guan heard the bad news and wanted to lead the army back to Jingzhou, but the Cao army broke through the camp, and finally ....... In the end, he was defeated by Maicheng and was besieged by LΓΌ Meng's army, and General Guan ....... Unfortunately, Guan Ping, Zhou Cang, and died together! β
Zhuge Liang finished speaking, but Liu Bei didn't seem to hear anything, he just stood calmly, motionless, but under that calm, there were countless pains.
Helplessly, he raised his hand, and waved in front of him helplessly, blinking his old eyes full of tears, Liu Bei lowered his head and said in a trembling voice: "Know, the lonely king knows, it's okay, if it's okay, you can go out first, let me, let me be alone for a while." β
"Lord!" Looking at his lord's back in an instant, and looking at his face, which was more than ten years old in an instant, Zhuge Liang let out a sad cry, "Lord, no matter what, General Guan is gone, we can't ...... You can't be rash! Otherwise......."
"Know, know, you don't have to say this, I, I ........ Aware. Liu Bei turned around, turned his back to Zhuge Liang, and whispered.
Zhuge Liang wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes when he heard this, "Lord, do you want to see the messenger of Shangyong?" He's outside the door right now. β
Tremblingly raising his big wrinkled hands, Liu Bei forced the pain in his heart and choked up: "No need, let him go back, I want to stay alone for a while, Yun Chang, Yun Chang maybe......"
Tears blurred his vision, and a bitter smile crept up on his wrinkled face, "Yun Chang may be able to come to see me in a while, if you stay here, he may not dare to come, let's go, let me wait for Yun Chang, let me see....... Look at him. β
"Lord!" Another cry of sorrow came from Zhuge Liang's mouth.
But he still retreated and left this place to Liu Bei alone.
"Bang." The door to the study was closed.
And the next moment, Liu Bei, who had been holding on for a long time, stumbled and fell to the ground.
"Ahββ!h The big hand clutched the position of his heart, tears flowed out, Liu Bei, who knelt on the ground, opened his mouth, and let out a silent roar from his mouth, his back was bent like a prawn,
"Ahββ!h The big hand grabbed his heart stiffly, and tears of pain spilled all over the old face of the hero.
Liu Bei knelt on the ground and cried, crying silently.
"Cloud Chief....... Cloud Chief....... Second Brother ........"
At this moment, many pictures flashed in Liu Bei's eyes.
Taoyuan is righteous, warm wine beheads Huaxiong, beheads Yan Liang and Wen Chou, passes five passes and kills six generals, and seals and seals gold...... Gone, such a powerful person, just gone.
Yun Chang, you have been a hero all your life, and finally ...... In the end, he died at the hands of the rats.
The terrible cry sounded faintly, and Liu Bei cried for half an hour.
........
Half an hour later, Liu Bei, with messy hair and red and swollen eyes, sat on the floor of the study like an old madman.
He knew what Guan Yu's ending was, and he had already been mentally prepared for the arrival of this day, but he just didn't expect that this day would come so quickly!
Nodding tearfully, Liu Bei, who was sitting on the ground, whispered in a trembling voice, "Let's go, Yun Chang, you can go with confidence, eldest brother will avenge you, eldest brother...... Definitely. The old man's fists clenched suddenly, and countless murderous aura emerged from the old man's tearful eyes.
But soon, Liu Bei's clenched fists were released, and the murderous aura in his eyes dissipated without a trace, leaving behind only endless sadness.
Looking up at the beams of the study, Liu Bei, with chapped lips open, and old tears, suddenly flashed another old figure in his eyes, looking at that person, looking at his lifelong enemy, looking at ....... That old friend, Liu Bei said with a wry smile: "Yun Chang is gone, are you, are you also fast?" β
"Cao Apu, you're leaving, aren't you? Hehe, hehe, we're all leaving, we're all leaving, we're all going to face the end of our lives. β
"But I want to see you, but I want to see you one last time, Cao Apu, old thing, I want to see you!" Liu Bei cried and shouted, tearfully shouting, and finally he nodded.
"But soon, I think Xiaowei ......."
closed his cloudy old eyes, and a line of tears slowly flowed.
"I think Xiaowei, it should be coming soon."
.........
Nowadays.
The white-haired Huang Xiaowei was like a dead man, lying silently on the big bed in his bedroom, with a stroller next to the bed, and a sleeping baby lying in it.
If you listen closely, there seems to be the sound of fireworks outside the window.
It's almost the New Year, and it's another year........ It's almost over, just this year....... It's too painful.
Wan'er is gone, Xiaojun and Meng Yao are also gone, and even he himself doesn't know how long he can live.
It snowed last night, and the snow turned the whole meadow pure white, and on that meadow, there stood two lonely graves.
Huang Xiaowei thought sadly, "Maybe, it may not take long to become four, right?" It won't be long before ....... It's going to be six, right? Hehe, it's just a matter of time. β
Sooner or later, he couldn't save them, he couldn't do anything, so he could only lie on the bed, like a dead man, motionless.
I don't know how long it was, and I don't know how long Huang Xiaowei lay down, but the voice sounded softly in Huang Xiaowei's heart, "Let's go to the Three Kingdoms." β
"Brush!" In an instant, Huang Xiaowei's lifeless eyes opened to the maximum, and he asked tremblingly in his heart, "For, why....... Why should I go...... Go to the Three Kingdoms. β
He said in a deep voice, his voice was very vicissitudes, "When it's time for them, go and send them, go and send them....... Let's make their last journey. β
"Bang!" Huang Xiaowei rolled off his bed, he was slumped on the ground, he was six gods and no owner, he was crying, kowtowing heavily, and pleading with him heavily.
"Help me, help me in the end, you can do whatever you want, you can do whatever you want, don't let them die! Please, I beg you! Huang Xiaowei knelt on the ground and kowtowed fiercely, begging him fiercely.
But at this time, he suddenly paused, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes, as if he had grasped some life-saving straw Huang Xiaowei, and said expectantly, "I know, I know!" There must be a way to save them, there must be! Isn't it okay to just let them die in history? Isn't that history-changing? I can find two random people to kill and let them die for him, so ......"
He ruthlessly shattered his illusions.
"Don't you understand it now?"
Suddenly, the surprise in Huang Xiaowei's eyes disappeared, his bright eyes were empty, and at this moment, he fell to the ground as if he had been drained of all his strength.
Tears welled up, and a trembling voice sounded low.
"I, I know, I understand, what I can't change is never history, it's ....... It is the destiny of each of them. β
History is not unchangeable, unchangeable, only fate.
He sighed, "Go and send them." β
Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Huang Xiaowei staggered up from the ground, went to the Three Kingdoms, and went to ....... The two old guys saw them off.
.........
In the twenty-fifth year of Jian'an, Cao Cao, the king of Wei Wu, was seriously ill, and on this day, two uninvited guests also came to the palace of Luoyang.
Huang Xiaowei, who was full of gorgeous hair, appeared in the palace of King Wu of Wei with Liu Bei, who was restrained.
Cheng Yu, who is also old and unbearable, has been standing outside the gate of the mansion for a long time, and when he saw the two of them coming, Cheng Yu saluted the two of them and said, "The two of you, please, King Wei has been waiting for the two of you for more than a long time." β
Huang Xiaowei and Liu Bei nodded and walked into the majestic palace.
Outside Cao Cao's bedroom, Huang Xiaowei happened to see a gray-haired old man who was taken out of the bedroom by two sergeants.
Seeing that Huang Xiaowei looked at himself with some puzzlement, because Liu Bei was present, Cheng Yu couldn't say it too clearly, so he had to say simply and clearly: "This person is Hua Tuo." β
Huang Xiaowei smiled.
Hua Tuo, yes, Hua Tuo.
Immediately, without thinking about it, Huang Xiaowei took Liu Bei to push the door into the bedroom and saw the old man lying on the sickbed, dying