Hehehe, hehehe, why? Why the hell is that!

Li Longji shouted loudly in his heart, why? Why do I have to pay the price when I have enough power one day, when I have the qualifications to be above everything, and that price is to kill you with my own hands....... Hehehe, ahahaha!

In the end, do I have to step on your bones to sit on the throne?

In the end, do I have to wear out the last bit of tenderness in my heart in order to achieve the hegemony of the emperor?

Tears flowed, wetting Tang Minghuang's hands, and his handsome face was unprecedentedly haggard.

And at this moment, Li Longji's deep eyes opened illusory.

"Sister, what's your name? Where to stay? Will I ever see you again? ”

"It's decided, when I grow up in the future and have the qualifications to like you, you will dance to me again!"

The words he said when he was a child and the promises he made to her poured into Li Longji's heart like a tide.

"Give me time, give me a chance! I will definitely marry you, promise me, and in the future, let me be the one who watches you dance. ”

When he grew up, the promise he made was so solemn, and for a while, he just lived for that sentence.

But all this dissipated with the red wedding dress.

On that day, the figure in the big red wedding dress, like the sharp sword called reality, shattered the beauty in Li Longji's heart, and it was from that day on, he began to become ruthless, and he began to become unscrupulous.

Can...... But did he really want to sacrifice her? Was he really going to kill her for the throne?

No, no! Don't, I can't live without her, I can't lose her, I ...... Li Longji hugged his head in horror, and now he looked like a frightened puppy, with helplessness and fear in his eyes.

But if I don't sacrifice her...... But if I don't kill her, will I succeed? Then I can still complete the ...... in my heart Dream? Hehe, I don't have any dreams anymore, all I have is desire, and some are just desire.

But can I really sacrifice her for desire? I can really .......

Just when Li Longji was against himself, and he was crazy with himself, without warning, a distant and vicissitudes of voice sounded in his heart.

"Is this a difficult choice?"

"Boom!" Suddenly hearing this unfamiliar voice, Li Longji instantly took away the fragility on his face, he quickly stood up from the bookcase, his sharp gaze, and swept to every corner of the study with fear, as if he wanted to find a hiding place for the comer, and the tip of his right foot was also a little closer to the long sword on the ground.

"Who? Get out of here! Li Longji glanced at the study with his eyes, and quietly reached out to touch the brush on the bookcase, only when he held something in his hand, Li Longji's uneasy mood could calm down.

"Hehehe, don't look for it, you can't find me, because I'm you." He played a joke with him.

"Nonsense! Come on, come on! Li Longji didn't believe his words at all, and immediately lifted the long sword on the ground with his toes, held it in his hand, and shouted out the door at the same time, hoping that Gao Lishi and they could rush in quickly and help him find this guy who was hiding his head and tail.

But at this moment, no matter how Li Longji shouted, there was no movement outside, Li Longji looked at the moonlight outside the window, and he found that he could still see Feng Wen and their figures kneeling outside the door, but no matter how they shouted, they just didn't move, as if they didn't see or hear.

He even saw Wen Changqing, who was kneeling in the crowd, yawning.

Suddenly, an invisible big hand seemed to grasp Li Longji's heart, making him breathless.

The faintly jumping candle flame in front of the desk in the study also became strange in Li Longji's eyes, and the cool breeze blowing outside the room was as terrifying as the aisle of a Yin soldier.

Forgetting, disappearing, the current self seems to have lost touch with the whole world, no, it should be said that the current self seems to be forgotten by the world.

Cold sweat dripped down the bridge of his high nose, and he was already in a mess at this time.

Because this is a power that is not familiar to Li Longji, this is a powerlessness that makes his life and death only exist in the thoughts of others, and he doesn't know what else he can do now.

Finally, Li Longji found out, and he found that the voice seemed to really sound from his heart.

"You, who the hell are you!" Li Longji asked in a whisper.

"Me? I remember I just said, I am you, or to put it simply, I am the desire of your heart. ”

"Desire? Are you the desire of my heart? Li Longji smiled and blinked, "Do you think I will believe it?" ”

The voice is cold and calm, an indifference that transcends the time of the species, he came from distant antiquity, he came from the withering heyday.

"Believe it or not, and you should also know why I appeared, why I appeared in your heart at such a time, think about it carefully, just now, is the so-called love in your heart the upper hand, or desire has the upper hand?"

Li Longji was speechless, and the cold sweat flowing from the tip of his nose made him very uncomfortable, but all this was far less intense and impactful than this person's words.

"Don't you know what kind of person you are? Do you really think that you are a man who can give up his desires for the sake of a certain woman? ”

"There are such people, but it will never be you."

"You know yourself, you know yourself better than anyone else, in order to achieve the desires of your heart, you can do whatever it takes, in order to achieve the desires of your heart, you can also sell everything! Including your biological father, that's why you didn't tell him you were going to mutiny, right? Because if you lose, your father may take the initiative to stand up and bear everything for you, and if you win, then you can directly bypass him and ascend to the throne. ”

"Even your own biological father can be used, and now, let me ask you again, is that choice difficult?"

Li Longji has never been so panicked as he is now, even if he has lost his mother and her, he is not as afraid as he is tonight.

In front of this voice, he was like a girl who had been torn off all her clothes, and he appeared in front of him honestly, and in front of this voice, he had no secrets to speak of.

His mask, his hypocrisy, were torn off by him, he uncovered his true face, and even dug out the darkness in his heart, showing all the invisible things to the world.

"It's not that it's difficult, it's that you can't do it at all! Do you know I've .......?"

Li Longji's pale defense was ruthlessly interrupted by him.

"Did you know that I've lost her? I have lost everything, I have lost the last tenderness in my heart, but I want to protect her, I must not abandon her for my own desires! You want to say that, right? You want to continue to deceive yourself with that so-called gentleness, to hide your cowardice and insidiousness, right? ”

"You should know very well that if you don't get rid of her, people outside won't follow your orders, and if you don't get rid of her, you'll have to live the same life as before."

He may be right, he is the desire in Li Longji's heart, because that voice is like the call of desire, the temptation of desire.

"Do you really want to go on like this? Do you really want to taste what it's like to be taken away from everything? Think about your dead mother, think of your father who was kicked out of the palace, think of yourself, think of the treatment you suffered when you lost your heirship, think of your unwillingness to bow down before the power. ”

"The person on the throne wants to kill you, you can only say" Thank you, Your Majesty " The person on the throne wants to take away what you see is more important than your life, and you can only stand aside obediently and watch her being taken away. You should know why, and you should know what the root cause of all this is! That is, you have no power, you have no rights! ”

"Now, the power is in front of you, the power is in your hands, as long as you reach out and hold it, then you can no longer have to live that life that is controlled by others, you can have the majesty of an emperor, you can sit high on the dragon chair, let others thank you before they die, let others personally dedicate to you what they value more important than life."

"You can be the most powerful person in the world, and you can take whatever you like as you like, as long as you nod your head. Isn't that the life you want? What are you still hesitating about, go for it, follow the guidance of your heart, do what you have to do, to fulfill your desires. ”

This person's words made Li Longji illuminate Li Longji's dark world like a meteor, he was like a devil, bewitching his ears to his heart's content, digging into his anger and desire to his heart's content, go for it, do it quickly, let go of the ridiculous tenderness in your heart, get what you want, and get the supreme right in this world.

And Li Longji's eyes also saw a lot of things at this moment, he saw his mother who was given death, saw his father who was kicked out of the palace, remembered the warmth and coldness of the world during that time, and remembered the doorman who escaped cleanly at home overnight after losing his heir status.

The twelve-character worldview formed at the age of fifteen also emerged in Li Longji's mind.

Rights are everything!

The throne is everything!

He will not allow anyone to snatch his beloved things anymore, nor will he allow himself to continue to kneel at the feet of power.

He's going to step on power!

Li Longji's gaze swept to the door of the study, swept to Feng Wen and the others kneeling outside the door of the study, fifteen years ago, the scene of the door scattering appeared in his eyes again.

No, this situation will never happen again, I, I Li Longji, I want, I want ........ Li Longji's eyes became more and more blood-red, his panting voice became thicker and thicker, his fists gradually clenched, and he ......

The girl with her head slightly sideways, revealing half of her beautiful face, smiled softly at him, "You'll know when you grow up." ”

At the critical moment, the girl's appearance squeezed into Li Longji's dark world, and the face that captivated the country and the city vividly grabbed Li Longji's half of the leg that was about to step out.

"No, don't, I don't! I don't want to step on her to climb to the throne! Li Longji roared weakly.

"Ugh." A long sigh rang out, "You're really infatuated enough, okay, then let's talk about something else, let's talk about the word I just said, "cowardly." ”

"Actually, you noticed it a long time ago, but you don't want to believe it, but now I can tell you clearly that she has always had someone she likes."

With a bloodless, white paper-like face, Li Longji's bright and tearful eyes froze in an instant, his body swayed, and he knelt on the ground.

The voice hadn't stopped, and the piece of softness in Li Longji's heart was heavily inserted into the last knife.

"Your infatuation seems to be in the wrong place, and you are also in the wrong place."