Chen Mu opened the diary, the book was very thick, and the cover was brown skin.

Chen Mu remembered that this was a birthday gift from her father when she was in the first year of junior high school.

It's a little tangled.

Diary, after all, is someone else's privacy, can you really read it?

But now the crisis is serious, in case Chen Yifei doesn't come back at night, something really will happen.

At this time, don't be pedantic, Chen Mu hurriedly browsed quickly, and the front was full of some daily life, which had no effect.

Looking at it, Chen Mu's speed slowed down, because the content behind this made Chen Mu too moved.

"Today, my father went to Germany to see a doctor, and there are only me and Chen Mu at home, he has changed recently, he has become a hard student, he doesn't do anything except write questions and read books every day, don't go to basketball, don't go to play, work so hard."

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"Chen Mu took the monthly exam this time, he was the first in the grade, he is really a genius, he has improved by more than 100 points in a month, everyone doesn't believe that he can, I believe it."

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"Chen Mu was admitted to high school, the third in the city, and his efforts will really pay off, and his parents are also very happy, saying that he is sensible."

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"I'm going to take the high school entrance examination today, and in the examination room, I remembered a question, I can't get the first in the grade, and I can't get the first in the city, and the highest is the top 50, and I can't get a bonus.

High school will not give me tuition waivers, and there will be no bonuses in college, maybe, there is a better choice besides going to college, maybe, I am a little worse in the exam, and slowly regress, my parents will not let me go to college.

In that place in the university, let the annoying Chen Mu go, after all, he already owes a huge amount of 500,000 yuan, and there are two more people in the university, and my mother may ask those hated relatives to borrow money again, that look, I am really distressed, I refuse to bow to my uncle, I hate them. ”

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"The results of the high school entrance examination are out, just higher than the admission line of Chen Mu's school, and the grades have to slowly regress, and when I graduate from high school, I will go to work, find a job to manage food and housing, send the money back, and let Chen Mu go to college, he is a genius, and he still needs to study for graduate school and a doctorate, and when he graduates, the family will be able to live a good life."

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Chen Mu read this monologue paragraph by paragraph, his nose was a little sour, Chen Yifei actually deliberately took the test, she obviously knew it, she could obviously enter the key class, and she could obviously be among the best.

Chen Mu never thought of this, never thought about the financial pressure of both of them going to college, and never thought that Chen Yifei would choose to give up by herself and give him the opportunity.

Hold back your tears and look down.

Fellow table Lele said that her sister is a game streamer who makes a lot of money, and she sent her fruit mobile phones and tablets, which is a little envious.

I asked Lele, what does this game anchor do, and what does he rely on to make money.

Lele said that the game anchor is to turn on the camera to play games live, her sister is good-looking, thousands of people watch it every day, and those who are happy to watch it will send rockets, a 500 yuan, and her sister can get more than 200.

Lele said, you are much better looking than my sister, if you are an anchor, you will definitely earn a lot more than her sister.

I wasn't convinced, but I didn't refute it. ”

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"Lele persuaded me to start a live broadcast again, she said that she has a computer at home, she can start a live broadcast, and it doesn't cost a penny to try.

I hesitated and kept telling her to think again. ”

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"I thought about it for a long time and decided to give it a try, but deep down, I also wanted to go to university.

High school students don't have time to work, and their parents won't let them, but the live broadcast only needs to be for an hour or two, and someone can watch it, just play and watch it, and you don't need money anyway. ”

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"I was so nervous to start a live broadcast for the first time, but fortunately, there was no one in the room, so I just had to play the game seriously.

After playing a game, there are a lot of barrages, a lot of young ladies, a lot of saying that I am in love.

There are a lot of people who want to contact me, and if you ask me where I'm from, of course you can't say it, what if someone from the school knows. ”

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"I really received a gift, a rocket of a few hundred yuan, this person doesn't need money to give a gift, and he actually gave something worth 10,000 yuan.

If there has always been such a person, then Chen Mu's tuition fee will be no problem.

I want to send a washing machine to my mother, in fact, I can do my own laundry, but my mother won't let me, her hands wash the clothes so roughly. ”

Chen Mu finally couldn't help it, a tear fell, Chen Yifei actually cared so much about this family.

I'm really not a thing, I actually suspect that her money is coming from the wrong way, why can a selfish person like herself have such a sister.

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"The classmates in the class said that he could play League of Legends, and he was so good that I couldn't even beat the man-machine, but those viewers always encouraged me.

I don't want to be a vase, I want to learn this game, I want to be better than the boys!

Playing games in Internet cafes feels really special, but in order to play well, they are all necessary sacrifices, and the money spent by others to entertain them must be written down, and when the gift money is sent, they must be returned. ”

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"A lot of people's barrage, so disgusting, so obscene, what are they putting in their heads?

But there is no way, all the gains in the world have to be paid, and it is difficult to find a job that can earn so much money just by being typed and said a few words, and it is difficult to find it all over the world.

I'm going to insist, I can, just when they don't exist. ”

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Chen Mu closed the diary, his heart was mixed, and he couldn't describe the feeling.

I thought I was the one who worked the most hard for this family, but my sister was just a spoiled little princess, self-willed, and not good at studying.

But the fact is that Chen Yifei is the one who wants to carry the entire mountain with her thin shoulders.

and also has to bear his own misunderstandings, his parents' incomprehension, the eyes of his classmates towards poor students, and the ridicule of barrage.

She seems to be burdened and borne heavier than herself.

Obviously said okay, I'll shelter from the wind and rain, you just need to be a carefree little fairy, why did it become like this, you would think about blocking the wind and rain and hardships for me.

Chen Mu walked out of the house, he already knew where Chen Yifei was.

Next to the small lake in that park, I said in my diary that when I was in a bad mood, I would go there to see the moonlight, the lake, and the ducklings swimming around, and my heart would be calm.

Chen Mu decided to be real, take responsibility, win the world championship as quickly as possible, cure his father, and let the family return to the happiness of the past.

And Chen Yifei should return to campus, take the university she wants to go to, and be a carefree beautiful girl.

I won't allow any difficulties to bother her anymore, I'm going to be a sister!