I was sitting at the bar at Cinderella's Bar, next to Sister Siyi's friend, the singer Xiaoying.

"Sister Xiaoying, can you tell me something about Sister Siyiyi?"

I held the lemon cola brought by the bartender, took a sip, tilted my head and asked the singer Xiaoying next to me.

"Oh....."

She couldn't help but be a little surprised when she heard me talk to her.

"Little brother, how many things do you know about Xiao Si, because some things are not good for her, it is ** ......"

Xiao Ying also took a glass of wine, tilted her head at me, and asked in a charming voice.

Oh.....

Judging by the glint in her eyes, she probably knows something about Siyiyi, but since she said so, she wants to confirm whether I have the qualifications to know Siyiyi's information.

"When Sister Siyi was twelve years old, I knew all those things between her father and me....... I mainly want to know what Sister Siyi has been doing since then, and what happened...... I don't know what could help her. ”

I bowed my head and said with a somewhat gloomy expression.

"Alas....."

Xiao Ying couldn't help but sigh when she heard me say this.

"Since you know Siyiyi's biggest **, then you are also a person worthy of her trust, I am willing to tell you more."

Xiao Ying smiled a little bitterly and said this to me.

"Hmmm......"

I nodded.

"Siyi, I do regard her as a sister, because she is so different from us and worthy of our admiration."

Xiao Ying said this with a glass of wine in one hand and a cheek in the other, looking ahead.

"She told me something about her, and since her father betrayed her and made her have sex with the disgusting old man, she didn't think of him as a father at all, and the old man used to come to the door and bring other bad people to do very excessive things to her...... Xiao Si couldn't stand it anymore, she tried to call the police, but those police didn't accept her case, she wanted to find other relatives to help, no one wanted to help her, even if she went to the orphanage, but the orphanage didn't recognize her as an orphan, and didn't want to adopt her. ”

Xiao Ying said so lightly to me, and I couldn't help but clench my fists.

I can't relate to the feeling of being alone.

Although I am different from the average rich brother, the tutor is very strange, my parents raised us until we were six or seven years old and began to let it go, if Ling, my parents would give her some money, and for me, the future heir of the Chamber of Commerce, I was able to support myself poorly, only provided me with room and board at home and paid the school fees, as for the rest of the money, I need to get it by completing the tasks of the Chamber of Commerce.

And Siyi, no one will offer her anything.

No, not to mention the material things that were offered to her, she couldn't even get love.

Everyone saw her as an abandoned and broken plaything, and she, a twelve-year-old girl, wanted to turn to the world for help, but couldn't get anything.

In the last little period of her life, she was almost always absent from school, and her story somehow spread in school, and she was humiliated and ridiculed when she went back once or twice....... After graduating, I don't know exactly what Xiao Si did, in short, she just worked and studied part-time, trying to stabilize her business, living in a part-time job shop or sleeping near the alley of the old city street....."

Xiao Ying said this to me, and I saw that gradually, her eyes were filled with tears.

"Regarding men, Xiao Si's performance also makes us admire...... She has countless suitors, almost all of the old streets know her name, and there are many rich people who are interested in girls on this street who want to take care of her.... But she didn't accept a single one. ”

Xiao Ying continued, taking a sip of wine.

Didn't accept a single person?

Hey, hey.... She invited me to take care of her at the bar, but it was really a joke.......

However, there are many boyfriends who see Siyiyi, and there are many who have developed a deep relationship with her, so why not accept those rich people......

"Why?"

I couldn't help but ask.

"Uh-huh....."

Xiao Ying stared into my eyes and took a sip of wine.

"Because she's insecure, because she doesn't want to lose to fate again."

Xiao Ying exhaled slightly, her red lips opened slightly, and she said slowly.

"Xiao Si.... She has always wanted to take charge of her own life, if she has been relying on a man, she has no sense of security, so it is better for her to choose the people she is interested in to date, cheat some money and status from them, and gradually convert other people's things into her own strength, she doesn't want to become a man's prey, she wants to turn a man into her prey.... Then go and rely on your own strength to dominate your destiny, and never want to lose to fate again. ”

Xiao Ying said to me slowly, and after saying that, she raised her head and took another sip of wine.

“.......”

I was a little stunned.

Don't want to lose to fate again?

I can't say whether what Siyiyi is doing right or wrong now, but when I think of the reason why she did it, I feel that I can't hate her, but there is a feeling of sympathy and admiration.

But......

"Do you think I should help her materially?"

I settled down, held the glass of lemon cola, and said to Xiaoying.

Oh, yes...... Although I don't have a lot of money here, I still have the remaining 20,000 yuan to do the task, Si Yijiao finally finished junior high school under this condition, and she relied on the provincial experiment, the first school in the province, but if she has been focusing on cheating money from other men or selling songs to work, she can't concentrate on relying on a big one.

And if you tell Ling about this, Ling will definitely be willing to help her, Ling is not like me, she can spend Dark Moon's money at will, even if it is to let Si Yiyao live a comfortable and rich life, it is a simple matter.

"Don't."

And when I asked Xiao Ying this question, Xiao Ying quickly told me her opinion.

"Huh?"

I was stunned.

"Little brother..... I said it, Xiao Si she has struggled until now because she doesn't want her fate to be in the hands of others, if you go directly to help her, she won't necessarily accept it, and she won't necessarily be grateful to you..... Because she can't let you help her unconditionally, she's not the kind of person who will accept handouts and handouts....."

Xiao Ying said this to me slowly, and I lowered my head.

"Hmm.... I see, it's me thinking too much. ”

The corners of my mouth flashed a smile of relief, that was Sister Siyi's life, she has lived until now, it is the belief in fighting against fate that supports her, and I went to give her charity, undoubtedly destroying her belief, what is the difference between it and those unscrupulous rich businessmen?

- "If you really want to help her, understand her more, and if one day, if you like her, don't care about her past, and marry her well." ”

At the end, Xiao Ying said this to me.

Then, as if she was about to go on stage, she left shortly after saying that to me.

I sat alone in front of the bar for a long time, drinking lemon Coke, thinking about Xiaoying's last words.

Someday.....

If one day, I fall in love with Siyiyi, this girl who has never wanted to lose to fate.

Am I willing to accept Siyi's past and be with her?

Answer.....

I don't know now.

I'm a person who can't be sure of my heart.....

Shaking the glass of half a lemon cola, looking at the swaying figure on the stage, I said to myself so in my heart.