"Now that I think about it, we were too young and thin-skinned to stand the humiliation of others. When others say one or two sentences, they are easy to get enthusiastic and impulsive. But it's understandable that you're young and vigorous. ”

"What was the name of the opponent in the first round of our competition...... I can't remember it, but the man thought it was ridiculous and annoyed at the time. I probably think that we sent a woman on the field, and took the initiative to stand and fight him, and the words of ten minutes to end the battle were too contemptuous of him, and he was very angry, and the mouse was smashed. "Update the fastest mobile terminal: ://

"The momentum is very huge, but his strength is really not very good, Xiao Bu used the Protoss, easily made up for the four barracks in 8 minutes, and a wave of explosive soldiers killed him, directly destroying the snake stinging tactics of the Zerg player. When he came off the field, his face didn't mention how ugly it was. ”

"The second game was on me, and I wanted to say that I would call it well, but Xiaobu gave me a threatening look at that time, and I couldn't help it. At the beginning, the naked farmer went to the opposite base to build a house, and then the machine gunner medic cooperated with the rush, and the time was even a little faster than Xiaobu, and the game was over before the gas mine on the opposite side was replenished. ”

"There's nothing to be happy about winning the game, but I was really excited to see the faces of those Koreans like they had eaten."

"And then we just played and fought and fought for a few days, and we won the championship. It's really lucky, Boxer was preparing for the OSL during that time, and he didn't plan to participate in the SPL, so he didn't meet this great god. ”

"After winning the championship, we started to make a name for ourselves. After all, we are really lagging behind others in the e-sports project, and we have been ridiculed and looked down upon by others in the international community. When playing the game, if you say pinyin, you will be ridiculed. Especially the quality of the Korean people really dare not compliment, they don't say anything on the surface, they go to report us backhandedly, and use crowd tactics to bully them, which is unfair ......to them."

When Zhong Xiaonian recalled these past events, he didn't look like a middle-aged man in his thirties, dancing with his hands, and he was a child who was introducing his beloved things to others, and his whole body was glowing.

"Later, we participated in a lot of competitions, and our success gave hope to many young people in the country. We received a lot of letters, with young handwriting and sincere feelings, all expressing their love and support for us......"

Zhong Xiaonian's tone suddenly became low, "When we were about to go to glory and were about to face the first team of Goryeo at that time, KE, Xiao Bu suddenly received a threatening letter. ”

"The letter is simple, Stopdoing, ordie!"

"At that time, everyone didn't understand what it meant, just a boring joke made by a boring person, and quickly threw the letter aside."

"When we were about to rush to Goryeo again to participate in the top event WCG, and there was hope to win glory for the country in the world, all the Chinese young people who like e-sports lit a torch and told them that this road was passable and promising...... During the fight, a gangster carried a knife with him and stabbed Xiaobu by mistake...... "The fastest update on the computer side:/

"I hated myself so much for not going out with them that day because of a stomach problem. If I had been here, not necessarily ...... No, there will be no fight, and I will try to keep them sane and restrain their words and actions. Don't you just bow your head and apologize, I've done too much of this kind of thing, and I don't care about doing it a few more times for Xiaobu......"

"But I don't have a chance now, never again." Zhong Xiaonian's tears flowed down the bridge of his nose.

He picked up a tissue, lifted the frame of his glasses slightly, and wiped his reddened eyes underneath.

Zhou Fan hesitated for a moment and asked, "So...... What's going on in the end? ”

Zhong Xiaonian took a few deep breaths to calm down his mood, and continued: "Xiaobu failed to rescue her, and the gangster who stabbed her was a minor and was locked up for a few years, and now it should have been released." The rest of us were so sad that we almost didn't want to go to that WCG again. ”

But Xiao Wang said that what Xiao Bu wanted to participate in the most before her death was WCG, and she was extremely eager to prove herself in such a world e-sports competition, so that the parents who were angry and angry because of her suspension knew that even if she was an e-sports player, she could also be very good...... Actually, it's not necessary, we all know that Xiaobu is very good, very good, no matter what she does, she is the best......"

Anyway, we finally went, taking Xiaobu's portrait with us, and watching her smile forever freeze on her face, grief seemed to turn into strength. We thought it would be good to be able to win the second place, and that year, we won the first WCG championship in the history of China, although it was only an interstellar event, but it was also a championship, which was enough to prove the talent and strength of our Chinese people. ”

"As long as we are given time, we Huaxia people can do anything!"

But after returning home, I thought there would be a beautiful welcome, but I found that various media never mentioned this championship, or avoided talking about it, or changed the topic. And the business partners who originally supported and sponsored us also came to terminate the contract one by one. Having won the heaviest championship, our situation has returned to the darkest years of a few years ago. ”

"And what is even more tragic than that time is that at least five of us were still together at that time, and we could still talk and laugh and have fun in the midst of suffering. Now there is one less person in the dogwood, and there is one less person forever. ”

"Soon, we found ourselves that information was fading away and that there were fewer and fewer inquiries about us on the Internet. I thought that I could bring e-sports into thousands of households, so that those young people with dreams can bravely pursue their dreams, but all of a sudden it was all gone, gone, the hard work of the past few years, the hardships and pains, it seems to be a dream. ”

Zhong Xiaonian said as he spoke, tears flowed out again.

This time, Zhou Fan felt the same way and cried silently with him.

"After that, we each received anonymous letters, in which we were given a new identity and a job, as if to compensate us, and a bank card with a deposit of 1 million."

"More than ten years ago, there could be a million, which was a powerful thing. But if I had a choice, I would never ask for the money. Those glory and medals can't be bought for a million! The meaning behind those victories simply cannot be measured in money! ”

Zhou Fan nodded and said: "Yes, just like when I play a game, many people don't understand why I don't want to collect money to play fake matches, but that's not a matter of money at all!" A pure, clean arena, a competition to realize the value of life and break through self-pursuit, is what I crave, and it has nothing to do with how much money it is. No amount of money can buy the nervousness and concentration during the game, and the excitement after winning. Some people simply don't understand this. ”

Zhong Xiaonian said quietly: "Behind the glory, there is a loneliness engraved. ”

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