【A stream near Wanfo Mountain in the center of the capital city of Yangyue Province】

["On that day, my brother gave me the meaning of living with nothing. ”

A girl in a straw hat and a floral dress sits by a brook in the shade of a tree.

"That day, my brother's gentle words have never been forgotten......"

The sun is clear, and the shadow cloth stone is covered with pink petals flowing down the clear stream.....

The girl's jade-white legs were immersed in the stream, and she whispered something slowly.

"I remember my brother's smile for many years on that day......"

She smiled sweetly, as if something happy sounded, leaned over, and reached into the stream with her little hands, trying to grasp the drifting petals.

The petals swirled through her fingers and drifted towards the other end of the stream.

"That day started..... I've always liked my brother....."

She whispered, her pretty face flushed slightly, as if she was savoring something happy.

A gentle breeze blew through the water of the stream, wrinkling the surface of the stream, blowing the girl's inky hair, and blowing her white skirt......]

.......

My name is Ji Shen, well, a good student at Yangyue Provincial High School who has excellent character and learning, and never molests girls.

Although my reputation is not very good.,Known as the first pervert in school.,I often make some perverted speeches.,Inexplicably there are a lot of super beautiful girls around me.,I also turned the club I established with my own hands into a personal harem.。

But be assured, these are all misunderstandings.

Whether it's a school flower, a senior sister, a sister, or a school grass (pseudo-mother?) I haven't pushed it down once.

I'm also a virgin.... No, maybe it's a little worse, I haven't even experienced the feeling of being in love.

The school's ten prohibitions strictly say that I don't want to fall in love, and I don't have the heart to borrow ten guts.

That's the way it is, anyone who has been with me for a long time knows that I'm not a pervert - it's all misunderstanding, misunderstanding!

Tonight, I'm at my desk thinking about the next activity of the Psychological Research Department.

I turned on the computer, and the fluorescence of the computer was reflected in my pupils.

Holding the mouse, I searched for the terms one by one.

The last proposed research activity was a "homosexuality" study, which was relatively successful, and through the interaction with the beautiful girl Xia Yuke and the reading of a large number of materials, we learned a lot of information, and also interpreted the psychology of some homosexuals.

Although at the end of the day, the research inserted some irrelevant content, and I fought some solo battles against the criminal gang of the Night Oni, but it was good that the bond between me and Xia Yuke was strengthened through that experience.

This midterm exam, I have improved a little, but I am still in the middle of the stream.

There is still a lot of time after the midterm exams, and there is still a research to be done this semester.

So, what's the best thing to do?

Sitting in front of the computer, my fingertips tapped the mouse lightly.

The screen kept jumping in front of my eyes, huh..... After the psychology of homosexuality, what kind of sexual psychology does Freud have?

I looked for it in Baidu Encyclopedia, and my eyes swept through the entries one by one, and suddenly I was attracted by an entry.

——[Criminal Psychopathological Psychological Defense Mechanism]

(Reverse Psychology)

[When the heart encounters unacceptable impulses or conflicts that violate social norms, the true intention is lurked in the subconscious, and an attitude or behavior that is completely opposite to the desire. This mechanism is abnormal and can lead to personality change, emotionality, masochistic tendencies, obsessive-compulsive disorder, stress disorder, sexual dysfunction, multiple personality, etc. 】

Ahh

[For example: A girl falls in love with her own brother, but knows that it is against social ethics, so she shows disgust for him and stays away, but the inner contradiction gradually deepens, so she kills her brother and makes her disappear from this world to put an end to this unruly love]

I tapped the mouse, sweat seeping down my spine.

Khan, this doctrine is really interesting and wonderful.

I remember that in the anime, this attribute is called sick Jiao.

There are also girls in the anime who are similar to the above description.,Usually treat the male protagonist gently and cutely.,But because of some stimuli, it will awaken and blacken.,Take a firewood knife.,Become a terrifying murderer.。

What impresses me a lot,It's an anime called [Day on Campus].,The first ten episodes of the female protagonist have been submissive.,Not active after dating the male owner.,And the male owner is too scum.,Desire is not satisfied.,Just mess around with other girls.,It's famous.,In the end, a girl (female number two) who was pregnant by him killed the male owner.,This female owner is also completely degenerate and blackened.,Killed the female number two on the roof with a machete.,And cut off the male owner's head as a collection.....

I don't know if this doctrine can be studied.

I hesitated, and then scrolled down, trying to have as many options as possible and sift through the better studies.

Closing the entry on [Criminal Psychopathic Psychological Defense Mechanism], I continued to rummage.

That's when a very different and fresh piece of content caught my eye.

——[Love Psychology] - [Unrequited Love Psychology] and [Love Delusion]

Quite an appealing entry.

[Unrequited Love]:

[Unrequited love refers to the one-sided love and longing between men and women. It is also a metaphor for only one of the two parties to have a desire or passion. Unrequited love is a preparatory stage for love, but it is also possible to stay in such a state completely and not get the necessary development. Unrequited love is also a state of mind that most people experience. Unrequited love is not a disease, but excessive unrequited love can lead to a serious psychological disorder and become unrequited love. 】

Well, how to put it, it's not like I've had an experience of unrequited love.

It seems that it started when I was in the fifth or sixth grade of elementary school.,I like a girl in the next class.。

I don't know if she likes me or not, and I don't dare to confess.

I just looked at her from afar, and when I saw their class, I couldn't help but look for her, and I would be very happy to meet her in the cafeteria near the school.

But we never had any conversations, I didn't even know her name, and finally I happened to know that she was already dating someone else - my heart was about to break - and then in junior high school, after changing places, this tragic history of unrequited love was gone, and it passed away with the wind.

After that, my second personality awakened, because of this second personality, I couldn't interact with girls normally, and I had resistance to women in my heart, and I didn't have the experience of unrequited love.

Alas.

When I recall these things, I can't help but feel a little sad.

"Forget it, I don't want to."

I said to myself, flipping through the pages.

[Delusional Love]:

[Delusions of love are the distorted beliefs that the patient firmly believes that a person who does not like them is very fond of them. And often distort that many words and deeds of the other party who reject themselves are actually a test of themselves. It is a type of schizophrenia, commonly known as nymphomaniac, whose main manifestations are the loss of normal reason, often naked instinctive activities, and shows a decrease in higher intentions (work, study, etc.) and an increase in lower intentions (sexuality, appetite, etc.). Some of these patients secretly fall in love with each other, hide in a secluded place, and reverie alone in a daze and delirium; Some patients have fetishes; There are also patients who are self-inflicted, believing that the opposite sex/same sex has developed love for them, so they think about it, can't sleep, can't eat sweetly, and even find each other entangled. 】

Do you like delusions?

Well, this has something to do with narcissism.

Although I have had unrequited love, I have never had the experience of being delusional.

When I was in elementary school, I was a super scumbag, and I was ordinary-looking, shorter than the average child, frail and sickly, and very withdrawn with no special skills.

My brain is a little slow, and every exam is the last to be handed in, even if the teacher wants to fill out a questionnaire about what kind of fruit I like, I have to think about it for a long time.

It's impossible for the other person to like me.

That's what I thought from the beginning, because I really didn't have a place for the other person to look at.

Naturally, there is no such thing as "delusional love".

I lay down at my computer desk, reminiscing about the past.

Ignore the first one I saw [Criminal Psychopathological Psychological Defense Mechanism].

The second one I saw - [Unrequited Love] and [Delusion of Love].

Can you look into it?