Chapter 353: It's better to die than to live

The bank card on the table is like a big joke at this moment.

I asked mockingly, "Mr. Gu, what do you mean by this card?" ”

"I know that there is no such thing as a free lunch, and this is not a tribute...... If it's not enough, I'll make it up to you later. Father Gu said anxiously.

"You better keep this money yourself, as you said, she will be my brother and sister in the future, and I will naturally be good to her." I pushed the card back.

Father Gu looked at me in a daze.

I stood up and said, "Take your leave." ”

With that, I walked out.

Father Gu said anxiously: "Don't tell Sisi that I came to Beicheng to see you!" And the conversation between us! ”

Without looking back, I said, "Got it." ”

Out of the café, I breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at the time, there was still some time to go to work in the afternoon, I took a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

There were more than a dozen bodyguards standing at the door of the ward, all of whom must have been hired by Fu Yang.

Gu Sisi's situation was better than I expected, she was nestled in bed, watching TV, her eyes were a little unfocused, and she didn't know what she was thinking.

I was holding something in my arms that covered my face.

Gu Sisi saw me and said in a low voice: "When you come to the hospital to see the patient number, do you have to send flowers?" ”

"Then I'll give you lollipop flowers." I walked over with a smile and handed her what I was holding.

Gu Sisi's gaze swept over, and he froze.

I wasn't holding roses, not lilies, but a bouquet made of lollipops.

"It's awesome that you like." I said.

"Thank you......" Gu Sisi reached out and took it, it was not too heavy, and put it directly on his lap, "I thought my sister would never come again." ”

"I've been busy lately, and I haven't been able to make time." I sat down next to her, "How are you feeling?" Is it better? ”

Gu Sisi said: "There are no arms or legs, there is no layer of membrane, and the rest is fine." ”

The topic suddenly became very heavy, and I was thinking about how to change it, so she asked me, "Has my father come to Beicheng?" ”

I remembered Gu's father's words and didn't speak.

Gu Sisi laughed self-deprecatingly: "How could he come...... He must be ashamed to have a daughter like me now, I should be a disobedient pawn. ”

"Don't think like that, your dad still loves you very much." I took her hand, and it was cold to the touch.

"Love? If he really loved me, how could he bear to throw me in this strange city and marry a man I had known for less than a month! Gu Sisi's emotions were a little excited, "What if...... If my mom was still alive, she would have tried desperately to stop my dad. ”

"Don't think so, he might be too busy, and he will definitely come to see you in the future." I say.

"What can you do if you don't see it...... The wood is already in the boat, and I really can't escape now. Gu Sisi leaned back, staring at the ceiling with blank eyes, "It's painful to live, and you can't die if you die." ”

"In this world, there is never a shortage of people who live more painfully." I said, "You should cheer up now, not be so sick." Because no matter what, there is still hope in life. ”

Gu Sisi muttered, "But why...... I don't think I can take it anymore...... Is it because I haven't been wronged since I was a child? ”

I was speechless, not knowing how to answer.

For a girl, and a girl like her is not very old, the first time is a beautiful thing, but she is so ......

Abandoned by his father, he was going to marry a beast that was not as good as a pig or a dog, not to mention ruining his life, at least half of his life would be gone.

When it didn't happen to me, I was always able to take it lightly.

People are like that, and I'm no exception.

I said things like "It's better to die than to live", in fact, so that she can save a life.

If your life is gone, it's really gone.

But as far as Gu Sisi is concerned, she was already dead on the day she was captured and forced by Fu Yang.

"I've been thinking a lot these days, I want to die, I'm thinking about it, but I don't want Fu Yang to have a good time. Why? Why am I the victim, and I am the one who dies in the end? Shouldn't he be punished? Gu Sisi's tone was quite excited: "Why should I make him better, why!" ”

Hearing her say this, my hanging heart also relaxed a little.

It's good to have a heart for revenge, at least she won't think about seeking death anymore.

"Yes, we're not going to make him feel better."

After I left the hospital, my head was buzzing.

Sometimes I really hope that Fu Yang can live a good life, but his temperament is too floating, and it is estimated that no woman can control him.

And in his heart, there has never been a woman more important than power.

Even Qin Lili, whom he has loved for so many years, has no good end.

What's more, Qin Lili's death may have something to do with him.

Things are getting messier and messier now.

——

Grandpa learned the news of my pregnancy from Fu Ruyan, and he was very happy, and shouted for us to go back to the old house to have a meal together.

I actually didn't want to go, but Fu Ruyan said that I had to go this time.

I couldn't help it, so I simply cleaned up, put on loose clothes, and put on a light jacket, and then got into the car.

When I was in the car, I said coldly, "I want to learn to drive." ”

Fu Ruyan asked lightly: "Do you think it's troublesome to take a taxi?" ”

"It's nothing, I just want to learn how to drive." I say.

Fu Ruyan said: "Then you have to wait until you give birth to learn." ”

"Okay."

I leaned against the window and stopped talking.

Soon arrived at the old house, and there was no bustle in the living room, but everyone was already sitting there.

Fu Yang leaned back on the sofa and kept playing with his mobile phone, while his mother-in-law was beside him, peeling grapefruit for him, and stuffing a mouthful into his mouth from time to time.

Gu Sisi was far away from them, and didn't say a word in the corner.

Fu Ruyan and I walked over and said to the grandfather on the main seat, "Hello grandpa." ”

The old man looked very happy, beckoned me to sit beside him, and patted my hand, "I heard Ruyu say, you have a child." ”

"Well, it's only been a little over a month." I nodded, and I couldn't help but be happy when I mentioned the child, which was the crystallization of my love with Ruyu.

"Good! All right! It seems that before I die, I will be able to hold my great-grandson! The old man laughed, it was the first time I had seen him so happy.

Fu Yang raised his eyes and said sarcastically: "Don't be too happy, it's not clear if this is your great-grandson." ”