"My dear Aldon Smith, what exactly have you chosen!"

Lu Ke's voice was like a heavy punch, slamming hard on Aldon's stomach, making his stomach begin to spasm, and he was almost about to vomit when he turned over the river and Haiti, he couldn't help but take half a step back, but he still refused to compromise and refused to admit defeat, "Get out!" Get the out of here! ”

Aldon roared at Lu Ke with a hideous face, his eyes were red, as if he had gone mad.

"Don't pretend to be a saint or a god in front of me, you are not qualified to come to me! All those hellish truths don't make sense! You don't understand what I've been through, and what right do you have to come and criticize me from above? Yes? You just want to look tall and kind, and you make a sad appearance there, but you actually look down on me in your heart! Hypocrisy! Disgusting! I don't buy it, I don't buy it at all! Fuck off! ”

Such hurtful words ruthlessly hurt Lu Ke's body.

Lu Ke felt deeply humiliated, he could leave, just turn around and leave, there was no need to worry about Aldon at all - the alliance can see the fall of geniuses every year, one less Aldon is not much, and one more Aldong is not much. If Aldon is eliminated from the professional arena, it will be his own choice.

But Lu Ke still stood firm, did not continue to endure his anger, and began to launch a full-scale attack on Aldong with cynicism and vitriol; When it comes to eloquence, Lu Ke has never been timid!

"Yes, the whole world owes you, and the whole world is the only one who is the most pitiful and the most helpless! The whole world is concentrating on hurting you! Your fate is the most tragic! No one can understand your pain! Everyone who comes near you is trying to show their pride! They're all just trying to feel superior from you! ”

"I don't understand what you've been through, and you understand what I've been through? Do you understand how hard it takes me to be able to stand on this pitch? Do you understand how much energy it takes me to be able to keep up with you? I really didn't even have the qualifications to be a sparring partner, I needed to keep working hard just to be able to stand on the court and become a sparring partner! Who of you, the pride of the sky, can understand my experience? ”

"But I didn't stand there complaining! Why? Because this is the path I chose, no one forced me, and I had to bear the consequences of my own choice, instead of standing there and blaming all the mistakes on others. You know, I never felt like I was better than you, even if you were in trouble for a while, we were equal, we were friends, we were comrades-in-arms, but now I look down on you from the bottom of my heart. ”

"You're so small! I don't even bother to be in the company of you because you don't deserve it! ”

The simple and simple words, like a sharp blade, pierced Aldon's chest fiercely, and when he raised his head, he saw the contempt and disdain in Lu Ke's eyes, which instantly broke Aldong's last line of defense.

Lu Ke didn't seem to notice it, and continued to sprinkle salt on the wound, "I thought that you chose to take the initiative to enter the nursing home, just because you accepted yourself calmly, chose to face the difficulties head-on, and then start again." But what do I see now, your only thought is that I'm on top? If it makes you feel better, I don't mind, because we're not friends anymore. ”

After speaking, Lu Ke didn't pause anymore, bypassed the coffee table, and strode towards the door, ready to leave.

Under Lu Ke's aggressive attack, Aldong was crushed.

Seeing that Lu Ke was about to leave, Aldon tried to stop Lu Ke, but he didn't have the courage, he just retreated again and again, struggling with all his strength, and let out a desperate cry, "I don't know!" I do not know! God, I don't know anything! I don't know why things are the way they are! I don't know what I'm supposed to do now! I don't know what the future holds! I do not know! ”

Lu Ke's footsteps stopped at the door, and turned to look at Aldon, who was falling apart.

He did not expect to see such an Aldon, but ...... He didn't expect Aldon to get to where he is today. Perhaps they are all averting catastrophe, but they are all destroying their own lives with their own hands, and then trying to prove that they are still alive. After all, they are just a bunch of ordinary people.

"I'm scared now, Bambi, you know? I'm scared to get back on the pitch now, I'm scared to face other people right now, I don't know what else I'll be able to do! I don't know if I'll be able to do well! I don't even know if I'll be able to finish the ramp and the takedown! ”

Suddenly, Alton raised his head and looked at Lu Ke, his eyes burst out with a paranoid light, as if he had gone mad, "What's more terrifying, do you know?" I wonder if I'm going to do it again? Am I going to do it again when I leave here? I don't have confidence in myself, Bambi, you know what? I don't believe in myself, I can't believe it! ”

Aldon looked down at his hands with incredulous eyes like this, and couldn't help but tremble slightly, just vetoing himself sentence after sentence.

Lu Ke opened his mouth and tried to comfort him, but found that he couldn't say anything. This is true for alcohol and/drugs/drugs, once you are addicted/addicted, how many people can really get rid of it completely? And how many people can swear that they will never do it again after they quit?

Reason, not difficult. At this time, Lu Ke can say countless big truths, sing some chicken soup for the soul from above, encourage Aldon, let him regain his strength, and return to the arena to fight hard, which is not a difficult thing, but he has no way to answer Aldon's question.

At least one thing Alton is right: Lu Ke can't understand his situation 100%, because he hasn't experienced what Aldon has faced, and he still can't empathize with it after all. The self-confidence and pride of the pride of the sky are their capital, but the pressure and pain of standing under the spotlight for a long time are bound to rise.

But that's life, it's either to be defeated or to be won.

With a long exhale, Lu Ke's tone and attitude slowly calmed down, looked at Aldong, and said sincerely, "I don't know the answer to your question." Maybe you'll never do it again, maybe you will; Maybe things will happen again, maybe the future will be even worse. Sometimes, even you can't control it. ”

Aldon buried his head in the palms of his hands in frustration and frustration, and could not see his expression, but could only judge his emotions from the green tendons that emerged on the back of his hands. The pain of struggling reminded Lu Ke of the three weeks when he was injured and suspended, and those bitterness and suffering can only be savored by personal experience.

"But I know that we will always be there for you. We're teammates and we're friends. No matter what happens, this will not change, unless......" Lu Ke's words paused slightly, and then you could see that Aldon's finger movements were also stiff in place, which meant that he was listening, "Unless you choose to give up." We won't give up until you give up. ”

Aldon still held his head tightly and did not speak, but the irritable and surging emotions around his body were slowly precipitating, like the blue sea and blue sky that gradually opened up after a storm: the waves were still raging, but the mania was gone.

"Is it like Ryan?" Aldon's voice came in a muffled voice, "But I can't be as strong as Ryan. ”

Ryan Baldwin.

Although he is out of this world, his influence on this team is permeated in every way.

"Who can be as strong as Ryan?" The smile on the corner of Lu Ke's mouth couldn't help but rise, as if he remembered something, he also chuckled directly, and then said his thoughts, "I think, except for Ryan, no one should believe that we can complete a perfect season." ”

This is a parable......

But Aldon had no way to refute it, and he let out a sneer helplessly, and then recalled it carefully - at that time on the Super Bowl stage, Lu Ke's firmness and obsession now seemed to be completely like a paper tiger, just barely supported in front of them, and then he couldn't hold it anymore, his shoulders began to shrug violently, and he laughed lowly.

I was still tense just now, but now I can't help laughing, crying and laughing, as if I am a nervous disorder.

Aldon raised his head and looked at Lu Ke again, his whole face was red and embarrassed, but he didn't have any scruples, and said with a smile, "To be honest, in fact, in the final of the National League, I felt that we were going to lose; When the power went out in the Super Bowl, I really felt like I was going to lose, and I didn't even want to play in the second half, and the only thought was to end this disaster quickly, which was really a shame. ”

Now thinking back to those scenes at that time, I still remember vividly, but there is a sense of absurdity, I just feel that I was really suffocated and suffocated at that time, Aldon himself couldn't help but laugh, laughed and laughed, and his expression became sincere again.

"I'm such a guy who can't afford to lose, right?" "At the time, I really wanted to run away because I was so desperate that I almost vomited. Alton fell into his own memories, the focus of his gaze dissipated, and then refocused on Lu Ke's eyes, "But you didn't give up, did you?" You led us back on track and marched towards victory. You refuse to surrender, right? Or is your heart scared? It's just that you're better at covering it up. ”

Lu Ke showed a smile and said seriously, "Because I think it may be more humiliating to give up there; It's better to give it a go, even if I lose the game, I can pretend to be chic, at least I can retain my handsome and dashing image, and then the ladies will still be willing to scream for me. ”

I didn't expect you to be such a Bambi!