Last night, the code word was more than twelve o'clock, and I came back from kindergarten in the morning, and I took a look, and it was still ninth.

Don't get me wrong, I don't have any dissatisfaction with this ranking, on the contrary, I feel quite proud.

If we were to rank by subscription, we would have to rank at least a few dozen.

I think playing the monthly ticket list is the same as playing a game, winning or losing and ranking are not important, do your best, have a clear conscience, and leave no regrets, that's fine, right?

……

As of the new book month, I feel like I've done my best.

The seventh is on the shelves, and more than 400,000 words have been updated so far, which is more than the public chapter has been updated in two months, with an average of 15,000 updates per day.

If there was still a little manuscript on the shelves at the beginning, then by now, it has basically been exhausted.

Next is the challenge of more 20,000 words on the National Day, to complete it with quality and quantity, I think about it myself, I feel quite desperate.

But what I didn't say is my duty and my sincerity.

I have always believed that the author still has to rely on his works to speak, just like a stall showman, take out his conscience, show sincerity, and make a unique move, so that the onlookers can watch the excitement and be happy, I will bring out the bowl and let you give a subscription, vote for a monthly ticket, or even give a reward or two.

Fellow book lovers have indeed done their best.

[Super Storm] has opened the book so far, with the three alliance leaders of [Choking Heart], [CLV Tangerine] and [Broken ≯ Void], this is already the best result since I wrote the book, and I would like to sincerely thank the three alliance leaders for their strong support!

The collection is 23,000, the high order is 4,000, and the average order is 2,006, which is also the best monthly result of the new book in the past ten years of my book writing (I can't see the real data for the three book buyouts, but it should be inferior to this one in the same period).

To be able to win such a book that can't even get into the fine book on the list of new books on the monthly ticket list, and even to the sixth in the monthly pass, I know that everyone has done their best.

Since we've all done our best, there's nothing to regret.

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Over the years, I talked to some friends, and they all felt that it was becoming more and more difficult to write football essays at the starting point, and football was becoming more and more niche.

Seeing that there are fewer and fewer comrades-in-arms around me, sometimes I feel quite sad.

I have always believed that all authors who like to write about football are not only for that little manuscript fee, but also for a love in their hearts, and a dream that may be unattainable in reality.

This is true for the author, and so is the reader.

But how can dreams be so easy to achieve?

Our predecessors waited for more than 40 years to enter the World Cup, and now that our country has developed, the people have begun to become richer, national fitness has become a national strategy, and the sports industry has received more and more attention......

Maybe I've always been more optimistic, I think that the current Chinese football is like Japanese football in the late 80s and early 90s, after the country's economic level has developed to a certain extent, with money, it began to pay attention to the quality of the people and began to develop the sports industry.

Therefore, I have always believed that Chinese football is in the darkness before dawn, and the sun will soon rise.

I've survived the darkest period of more than a decade, and I don't mind waiting any longer.

I don't like to give up halfway, and I believe that perseverance brings hope.

I don't want one day in the future, Chinese football will rush into the World Cup again, but I will become a passerby who looks cold, and that will be my biggest regret.

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Do your best, leave no regrets.

This is the case for writing football essays, this is the case for rushing to the monthly ticket list, and waiting for the dream in my heart is also like this.

Football is a ninety minute game, as long as the game is not over, as long as we have not fallen, then we should move on, otherwise, what is the difference between us and those whom we criticize and hate?

Life never stops, and the battle doesn't stop!