Every time He Rou left, the housekeeper would go to report the situation to the old lady.

The old lady only replied lightly, and there was no superfluous reaction. It's not that she is indifferent, but that she felt that He Rou was a little pampered and arrogant. Because of her special care, He Rou revealed the news, and there will be secretly taken photos, why those rumors appeared, she didn't understand, but she didn't want to pursue it openly.

Some truths, if they are really broken, hurt each other's feelings. If you are injured on your body, you will also leave a scar after the wound heals, not to mention the human heart.

She avoided it, just to frustrate her spirit and make He Rou understand that even if she likes her again, there is still a difference between her and her daughter-in-law. In front of so many people, she had never called Yun Yao Mrs. Huo, the old man was old, but she knew very well in her heart that He Rou was unwilling to admit the marriage between Yun Yao and Yanchen.

It's just that their marriage is recognized by everyone, they are a legal husband and wife, and it doesn't matter if He Rou agrees with it or not.

"Old lady, tomorrow, if Miss He still comes, will I still stop me?"

"Two more days! Let her think it through for herself and calm down. These days, young people are always grumpy. He Rou's mother was kind to her, but He Rou couldn't feel that the Huo family had to be obedient to her because of this, this kind of natural idea made the old lady very disgusted.

Anyway, you should let her know that she did something wrong.

He Rou didn't know the old man's intentions, and after leaving with a disgraced face, she looked at this bustling city and suddenly felt extremely lonely.

There are many adults on the side of the road who take children out to play, everyone is cautious, she also remembered her life when she was young, at that time, she was really happy, seeing everything in this world is beautiful, not to mention that she would one day become a murderous woman without blinking.

She suddenly missed her parents: "Master driver, please excuse me, send me to the Paradise Cemetery in the west of the city." ”

That's where her parents are buried, and on a day like today, she should go and see them. This heart is empty, there are many words, she doesn't know who to talk to, go to see them, and let herself be quiet, it's good.

Armed with her mother's favorite flower, she went to her parents' tombstone and put the flowers down. When I looked up casually, I saw another ridiculous tombstone. The stele still has his own name written on it.

She got up and walked to the tombstone next to her, the tombstone was very clean, and she could see that people had often come to visit before, which should have been their thought that the person here was herself.

He Rou squatted on the ground and wiped her photo: "Although, I don't know who you are, you died for me for nine years, should I thank you?" Who arranged all this at that time, she herself did not know, and when she woke up, the person was already in a strange place, that ...... It is called the terrible base where the heavens should not be, and the earth is not spiritual.

"If I did die, wouldn't I be happier now? Why don't you tell me, what does it feel like to die? ”

She looked at the gray and white photo on the tombstone, and always felt a little awkward. Thinking of the limits of life and death that she had experienced again and again, she came back to her senses, and she hadn't thought about death. Trying to live until now, she can't think about dying now.

Sighing, she looked at her parents' tombstones: "Mom and Dad, I'm back." However, my life may disappoint you, my life is not perfect, and even my appearance has left a great flaw. Sometimes I think, I'm not the perfect daughter in your mind, if you were still alive, would you deny me? ”

Looking at the photos on the tombstone, He Rou's voice trembled a little: "In the past nine years, I really miss you." It's you guys who keep me going until now. ”

He Rou originally thought that she would hate her mother's former identity, because of her, the family would be in trouble. Of course, she also paid with her life for this, including her father's life. In the past nine years, she has been wondering, why does her mother have such a terrible secret?

Since she is not an ordinary person, why should she marry her father and harm him?

When she herself came to the step of her mother, she realized that the more she was like this, the more she longed for an ordinary life. It wasn't my mother's fault, it was only the people who were to blame.

Now that things have come to this, she can't accept it if she doesn't want to. When she saw the photo, she really saw that she missed the two of them so much.

She stroked the picture of her father on the tombstone, and said in a trembling voice, "Dad, I miss the food you cooked for me." In all these years, I have never eaten a more delicious dish than yours. If you're still here, wouldn't it hurt to see me like this? She smiled wryly, leaned against the tombstone, and whispered about her past life.

She remembered the time when she was most desperate, in the barren forest full of corpses, and she felt despair for the first time. Seeing her companions fall at her feet, she watched her best friends, fighting each other in order to survive. Probably nothing could be more cruel than this!

She was reluctant to do it, she couldn't bear to do it to her friends, and innocently told them that everyone was friends.

As a result, before he finished speaking, he was strangled by the neck from behind. When she felt that she was about to suffocate, instinct made her understand that this was the most real world. Here, there is the most cruel competition, and they just want to survive.

Only by living can she see her only relative and the lover in her heart.

It was this thought that sustained her to the end. In the face of Ali, she really couldn't do it. She was the only one of her companions who didn't do anything to herself, and she helped herself deal with others. So, they became the best friends. She believes in Ali more than anyone else.

"Dad, I've become such a person, I'm sorry! Are you disappointed in me? Now, even the people I love have been lost. I really love him, I have nothing left, Yanchen is everything to me. I wish I could be like you with Yanchen. But now that he has someone else around him, I really don't know what to do. ”

She knelt in front of the tombstone, covered her face and cried bitterly: "I'm really in pain right now!" I love him and I miss him. I can't wait to see him all the time, to be by his side. Having experienced life and death, I cherish every second of my life even more, and I don't want to waste my time. If you really love me, if you have a spirit in heaven, can you help me, at least, let Ah Xu help me. He's ...... now. Don't listen to me anymore! What am I going to do? ”