Speak from your heart

There was originally a chapter tonight, but then I saw the words of some book friends, and I couldn't calm down for a long time, so I simply took a day off.

This passage was written and deleted, deleted and written, I am a person who is easily influenced by others, and when others say a word, I will be depressed for a long time. During this time, I was already very tired and tired, and I didn't sleep well last night, but I had to get up at six or seven o'clock to start writing. Then I wrote this passage for a few hours at night, and I felt that it was inappropriate to write it, so I deleted and changed it. If you don't write it, your heart will be even more entangled. I can already predict that I will definitely lose sleep tonight and lose energy tomorrow, but the two books are at a critical stage and I have to write them, but if they are not written well, it will take more time to change, a vicious circle...... The more you think about it, the more terrifying it becomes.

Let's explain it again! I've explained on the rest of the occasions why I started the new book, but I've been asked. Some people even said that they were secretly writing a new book in the first half of the year, otherwise why did the new book have three changes, but the Hero Prison did not.

It's not that complicated, and the new book I only planned to write after I saw the essay www.biquge.info Biquge. I didn't open it so early.,I didn't plan to open an online game.,The original plan was to open a new book fantasy.,And it's going to wait until the end of the Hero Prison to open it.,I'll talk about it when I'm better off my condition.。 I'm a very lazy person, some things can be delayed, and the reason why I opened this book so early and came out in a hurry is a very vulgar reason - there is no money, and now there are only a few hundred readers left in the Hero's Prison to read it, which is basically equivalent to no one, so I open a new book to make money to live. Recently, Biquge www.biquge.info published an essay, and the reward was very generous, and a new book was opened with the prize money of the essay.

There are some things that are not waiting for me, and if you don't give it a chance when the opportunity comes, you may never have it again. The essay will end this month, and if you don't prepare, you have to bite the bullet, and I don't know if I can get that bonus, but if I don't give it a go, then there is no hope at all. So I worked overtime to catch up with a new book this time, got up early and wrote it greedily, and it took me a month to write a manuscript of more than 20,000 words, and it was distributed within three days of opening.

What followed was an even more painful two months, when the new book was not saved, and every day it had to be written and published. Hero Prison has also written more than 2.7 million words, which is becoming more and more difficult to control, and I have to go back to the front to check how it was written before and whether there will be conflicts, so many words I have forgotten a lot. It can be said that the Hero's Prison has been written very painfully, and every chapter you can see now is written after a long period of suffering.

There are too many foreshadowings buried in the settings written in the previous article of the Hero Prison.,These are the shackles I put on myself.,Originally, I had the keys to these shackles.,But after half a year of breaking.,I forgot where to put the keys to these shackles.。 To write this Hero Prison now is to dance in shackles.

This is the price of breaking off, many authors break the change, the reason why they can't pick it up anymore is because there is too much content in the previous text, and they haven't written it for too long and even they have forgotten the content, and even if they review the previous content again, they will forever lose that kind of consistent feeling, and the feeling of writing is wrong.

It's impossible for Prison of Heroes to be as smooth as it used to be, and I've spent months renovating it, finding out the foreshadowing and important information and registering it, and listing each character in a tabulated list, which has never been so hard in writing a book. But even so, the content written later does not have the flavor of the previous article, after a rope is broken, re-tie a knot and connect it, this knot will always be there, and it will never be as smooth as before. Now I can only stumble and stumble and write it out in pain.

Friends who can't stand it, please don't watch it, it's not good for you and me. Because the more people are dissatisfied, the greater the burden and the heavier my heart becomes. I just want to finish it quietly and not hear anything, or I won't be able to bear it. If you really want to read it, you can wait until this book is finished and then read it in one go.

In fact, whether it is the Hero's Prison or the new book, they are all my children, and I love them and want to raise them as adults. Hero Prison is a rebellious child, sixteen or seventeen years old, it is difficult to discipline, and I had an illness at its most important time, and I didn't take care of it for half a year, so that it has too much generation gap with me, and there are too many incomprehensions. I'm raising it with this generation gap now. The new book is a newborn baby that can develop at will, without shackles, can write whatever comes to mind, and can even wear the clothes worn before the Hero's Prison, hoping that it will grow gently and happily. In addition to the two of them, in fact, I also had two children who died young, "Refrigerated" and "Fairy Poems".

The path of writing is actually very difficult, and as far as my current novels are concerned, none of them are smooth - "Refrigeration" died young, "Fairy Poem" died early, "Hero's Prison" continued to live, and "Master of the Underworld" was born prematurely. When a qiē is good, I don't have the strength to write a book; When you have the strength to write books, your life is unsatisfactory; When life is going well, there are problems with the body; The body is just stable, and a child is born prematurely......

But no matter what, I have no way out, I can only survive like this. Life has all kinds of ups and downs, and fate may play tricks on me. I fell into the abyss again and again, climbed again and again, and fell again...... In the process of falling again and again, as long as I didn't fall to my death, I would be able to learn to fly sooner or later. (To be continued......) I1292