"Brother, I'm leaving!"

The day before school started, in front of Tangerine Tangerine's house, Su'er stood outside the door with her own box, looking at her brother Tangerine standing in the entrance, her eyes were red.

Also looking at his sister, Tachibana asked, "Don't you want me to send you to school?" ”

Su'er shook her head, "No need. ”

"Really?"

Laughing, Tangerine raised his hand and patted Xu'er's head, has it grown up?

- By the way, how old does he think of his sister in his heart? Eighteen years old, okay? They're all adults!

The hand was withdrawn, and the orange orange opened his arms to Xu'er and smiled faintly, "Do you want it?" ”

"Yes!"

Nodding vigorously, Su'er threw herself into her brother's arms, and the accumulated uneasiness made her unable to hold back tears, and all her words finally turned into a kiss on the side of her face.

also kissed her sister lightly on the forehead, and Tangerine wiped away her tears and said, "Silly girl, what are you crying about, isn't it just going to class?" It's not that I won't come back! ”

"Hmm!"

Withdrawing from her embrace, she looked at her brother and said, "Okay, then I'll go to school!" ”

Smiling, Tangerine said, "Well, stay safe on the road, and remember to send me a message when you arrive!" ”

"Good!"

When he walked to the elevator with the suitcase, he turned around again and said, "Brother, you have to go to class tomorrow!" ”

The expression became extremely unnatural in an instant, but Tangerine could still restrain it immediately, just smiled at his sister and didn't give any reply.

Seeing her brother like this, Su'er, who was a little puzzled, frowned, and then ignored it, walked into the elevator, and went downstairs.

- My brother should go to class well, otherwise, can he stay at home?

Thinking like this, Su'er feels that this is almost the case, and now that his brother has decided to give up OE, then he really has nothing to do if he stays at home.

Sending Xu'er away, the door closed, Tangerine returned to the room, a little confused, he stood still in the center of the room, his eyes scanned around, the indescribable loneliness came from all around like a tide, drowning him, and when he sank, he couldn't even see a straw......

"Little Joy ......"

Once, there was a person who agreed to be with him forever, once, there was a person who wanted to be the mistress of this house, once......

When the orange orange squatted down at a loss, Xiaobai in the nest seemed to feel something, and jumped up and down to the orange orange, rubbing his body on the orange orange's legs, and sticking out his tongue to lick the orange orange's fingers.

"Huh?"

When I opened my closed eyes, the darkness was dispelled, and when my vision was clear, I saw Xiaobai "smiling" at him.

Meow Woo –

smiled, but his eyes were full of tears, and Tangerine picked up Xiaobai and hugged him into his arms.

It seems that he can feel the mood of the owner, and Xiaobai, who usually likes to make noise the most, is very quiet at this time, honestly lying in the arms of the orange orange, and from time to time rubbing the hand of the orange orange with his head.

Holding Xiaobai like this for a while, Tangerine, who found that his legs were numb, could only get up from the ground and put Xiaobai back into the nest.

After touching the little white head, he also went to the next door to touch the big white who ate and slept after eating, compared to the little white, the big white is more lazy, and the habits shown by the two of them are in stark contrast to their owners.

Getting up, the orange flung behind him, and when he passed in front of the mirror, he couldn't help but glance at it, and found that tears had rolled down from his eyes that had been filled at some point, leaving tears on his face that had not yet dried up.

Raising his hand to wipe it away, Tangerine felt his throat choke again.

"If Xiaole knows that I have become so crying, I will probably be laughed at by her!"

Sitting in the back, Tachibana looked out the window numbly, and there was a book in front of him, "Sword Art Online" Ayn Grant, which was a complete set of books that he and Su Yile bought back that time in order to welcome the arrival of the ideal completely stealthy VR world, but Su Yile only read the first book, and even the first book has not been finished!

Pick up the book and open it, and immediately a small bookmark slips inside, mostly sandwiched between the first few pages.

Stunned, Tangerine reached out to pick up the bookmark, and saw that there were words written by Su Yile at some point, Juanxiu's font, the most?? Husband-sama [shy]!

Taking a deep breath, his slightly trembling fingers put the bookmark back, Tangerine closed the book, gently placed it on the table, pulled his eyes out of the window, looked at the pale blue sky through the glass, his body slowly leaned back in the chair, unwilling to move again.

When that tenderness revived in his heart, it was as if he had been enchanted, and chains stretched out from behind him to entangle him and hold him in place.

It was not so much a restraint as a restraint on himself, immersed in a familiar tenderness, which he even longed to never wake up, and that tenderness was like a poison, which made him indulge in it, and would uncover the cruelest scars after the tenderness, making him feel pain, but he couldn't stop it!

Since when has it become so painful to be alive?

He was not a strong person from the beginning, he was ruthless just because he got rid of the superfluous things, when his soul was traumatized, he subconsciously chose to protect himself, closed his eyes, covered his ears, couldn't see anything, couldn't hear anything, it didn't matter if he was paralyzed in this way, at least he was happy when he closed his eyes!

He's a waste like this, because he starts to give up on himself when he loses the person he loves the most, and he doesn't even qualify for the title of "nonsense", it's just that those so-called strong people are not qualified to judge him for anything, because, no one knows what it means to be strong!

If you lose your beloved, you can still behave as usual, and still live with a smile, is this strong?

When the soul collapses with death, is it wrong to break off the self and choose to leave with attachment? Isn't that strong?

Have you ever known how many people who want to commit suicide put a knife to their neck, only to let go because they don't have the courage to kill themselves, and how many people regret it because of fear when they jump off the rooftop?

Is it really easy to want to die?

Don't say such stupid things, because you just shake your lips and put a bottle of paraquat in front of you, do you really have the courage to drink it knowing it's a highly toxic pesticide?

Don't explain anything, don't dare is don't dare!

It's really not easy to want to die!

In the same way, don't define what it means to be strong from a narrow perspective, do you know what it means to be strong? Is it so simple that you don't shed tears when you hurt and continue to live with a smile when you lose your loved ones?

This world is free, but it is also restrictive, people are living according to the conventional concept, and doing things that go against the concept, that is deviant, that is, monster!

Only, who said that conventional ideas are necessarily correct?

Not absolutely, of course!

People live according to conventional ideas and do what is so-called right under the framework of this society, for example, live with a smile, but what about those who can leave with a smile?

No one is qualified to criticize them, because they have the courage that those critics are far from being able to match! ()

Please remember that the first domain name of this book is:.