I want to hide your goodness, only I can see it, and tell my heart to the wind, only you can hear it.

――Excerpt from "Essays of Ling Zikai"

I like to call Kai a fool or a pervert because he's smart, and calling him a fool might be a sign of jealousy of his talents! He seems to be able to learn everything, and I once asked him why he can learn everything at once, and he replied that it is a powerful understanding, understanding the origin of things, and I said that he was boasting!

Calling him a fool or a pervert is also because he always says something inexplicable and inconsequential, making people wonder what he's thinking.

When he was in high school, he always said about other people's opinions: "Human beings like to judge things with shallow knowledge!" ”

I like to say to him, "Aren't you human?!" ”

Then he would reply, "Probably not!" ”

"......" I was choked speechless, and then I would angrily say to him, "Yes! You're not human, you're a fool! It's a pervert! ”

Sometimes he was even angry, and he would pinch him hard to get angry......

Once, he frowned lightly and asked me with a serious expression: "Do you say that there are absolute things in the world?" ”

Hearing his question, I replied, "No, right?!" ”

His brows were still slightly furrowed, and he continued: "Then the sentence I just asked you just now, isn't it absolute? ”

"Huh!" I was a little stunned and replied, "That's absolute." ”

He raised an eyebrow and continued, "Then what do you sue me for being absolute?" ”

I was asked again, and said angrily, "You have nothing to do, why are you studying these boring questions!" ”

When he heard what I said, he half-closed his eyes, turned his face away from me, and said to me, "Then you still answer me!" ”

I was speechless by him, so I had to pinch him hard to get angry......

He also often does some strange things, like a fool, so that people can't guess his mind at all, maybe really want to think of him, there is no essential difference between a genius and a madman!

On that day, the sky was overcast, the air was unusually stuffy, it was obvious that this was a precursor to rain, there was a dull Chinese class in the classroom, many people were drowsy, and he didn't even sleep! But he stared intently out the window on my side.

I don't understand what is so good about a large pile of blackened clouds!

There seemed to be a sudden flash of light outside the window.

I heard him muttering to myself, "It turns out that lightning can really be so beautiful, climbing in the clouds, as if it has spirituality." ”

Hearing his words, I was stunned for a moment, lightning? Spirituality? What is this? Worthy of a "fool".

Suddenly, there was a rumbling sound, which startled me, it turned out to be thunder, and then the heavy rain came down......

The bell rang for the end of class, and the dull Chinese class could finally end.

He suddenly said to me in a strange tone: "Beauty, do you like to eat green peppers?" How about I take you out in the rain?! ”

"You're funny!" I replied very politely.

After I finished speaking, he literally went down in the rain.

Watching him walk alone in the rain, his back was a little gloomy, and I was a little worried that he wouldn't be a psychopath!

Before the college entrance examination, he still looked like no one else, but I could see that he seemed to have something on his mind, and I didn't understand his mind at all.

I've forgotten my attitude towards him at the time, and what I said about myself, but suddenly one day it started, and I didn't see him again until after I finished the college entrance examination.

Maybe I said I missed something, so much so that we missed something, and in the end we were at the mercy of fate......

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It was our first date and he arrived earlier than scheduled.

We went to the movies, went to the Musical Fountain Square to see the fountains, and went shopping together on the pedestrian street.

In the north in August, the weather was unusually hot, not to mention that it was noon, we were walking down the pedestrian street, and Kai suddenly let go of my hand and ran away.

His actions really scared me, what happened!

I was still wondering, but he ran back with my favorite flavor of ice cream, and I felt very conflicted in my heart while holding a tissue and wiping the sweat from his forehead.

From every bit of his affection for me, I can see that his feelings for me are sincere, and this is the most serious thing he does as far as I know.

Careful care, considerate care, and a heartfelt smile at me, just like a big child guarding his most important thing, he guarded me, and I was very touched and happy.

But is this still the person I remember? That person who always has a cold expression, likes to think about some strange questions, and doesn't care about a qiē, but nothing can stump him?!

He is cold and ruthless, facing me like a child, which is the real him? Or maybe both!?

Woman, really a strange creature, get happiness and have to doubt, he is good to you, but he is confused, I am really stupid, but I am a woman!

Seeing that I was in a daze, Kai said to me, "Poetry, why don't you eat it!" It's gone! ”

"Oh!" I replied.

Since you can't figure it out, don't think about it.

There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, and the boat is naturally straight to the bridge. We still have time......

Anyway, he has already agreed to be his girlfriend, so let it be, don't ask for eternity, just want to have it.

……

Unconsciously, we walked to the river together, the river breeze felt very cool on the face, we sat side by side on the railing on the river embankment, blowing the river breeze, looking at the river, feeling this relaxation, I slowly leaned on his shoulder.

"You know what?" His voice was very soft, his eyes looked at the river, but he was saying to me, "When you slowly lean on my shoulder, I feel the light weight coming from my shoulder, this is the happiness I am bearing now!" ”

Listening to his words, my tears flowed involuntarily.

Is this happiness!

I was moved to tears by him again......

He took me by the hand and walked along the riverside, the sunset had already set, pulling our shadow long, although it had gone a long way, but I didn't feel tired, I really wanted to have a way, let us go down together!

He eventually drove me home, and when I got downstairs, he stopped me just as I was about to leave.

"Poetry, I like you!" He said to me seriously.

"I know!" I replied, "I like you too!" ”

It was our first date and the first time I said I liked him......