"I have no regrets." I said firmly, biting every word very hard, "Why should I regret it?" ”

Fu Ruyan put away her terrifying expression, lowered her eyes slightly, and her long eyelashes trembled slightly.

"Fu Ruyan, you can doubt something else, but you can't doubt my feelings for you."

What he didn't know was that under the quilt, my hands were shaking wildly.

It's not that the heart is weak, it's angry.

Fu Ruyan and I even have children, but now he is asking me if I regret marrying him?

Are you kidding?

If I regret marrying him, then why should I give birth to this child?

"It's good that I don't regret it." Fu Ruyan seemed to be talking to herself, "It's too late to regret it." ”

With that, he walked out.

I simply felt like I couldn't communicate.

However, tonight is the first night that Fu Ruyan and I have been together.

Fu Nianchu couldn't keep it in the baby room because he was too young to drink milk.

We have a small crib in our room, the kind that can be shaken, and it is also saved to coax and coax all the time.

Because of lack of sleep, I went to bed very early, and so did Fu Ruyu.

But before he could sleep for long, Fu Nianchu began to cry.

I was sleepy-eyed, and when I opened my eyes, I was a little dazed.

Fu Ruyan was also woken up, "What sound ......?"

"The child cried." I yawned a lot, "Bring the kid over." ”

"Oh."

Fu Ruyan got out of bed, his body shook for a moment, he carefully picked up the child, and the moment he hugged the child, the sleepiness also dissipated without a trace.

He put Fu Nianchu beside me, I leaned sideways to feed the child, and Fu Ruyu stared at me without blinking.

I was uncomfortable to look at, after all, it was a little shameful to do such a thing in front of him.

"Hurry up and go to sleep." I say.

"I'll wait until you're done feeding the baby before you go to sleep, and I'll have to hug it." Fu Ruyan said.

"The child has to wake up many times at night and doesn't take it back." I said.

Fu Ruyan nodded, "Won't that hold the child down?" ”

"No, I slept very carefully."

Actually, I'm not very honest when I sleep.

If it were in my normal life, I might really have to hold the child down.

However, the child woke up almost every two hours, and I was woken up almost before I was asleep, and sometimes I woke up as I fell asleep, and my posture never changed.

"Okay."

Fu Ruyan turned off the night light.

All night, Fu Ruyu didn't sleep well, and the child often cried, and I would feed it several times.

When the sky was bright, Fu Ruyan opened his eyes and said a little tiredly: "The child is so noisy." ”

"It's always been that way." I said.

Fu Ruyan looked at me apologetically.

"Then you won't be able to sleep well."

"Sleep with the child, and I will sleep when she sleeps."

But even so, it's not as good as sleeping eight or nine hours in one go.

"Why don't I find someone with a baby?" Fu Ruyan said.

"But the child still has to be fed by me, and it's not good to use milk powder, that's what our mother said." I paused and added, "That's what both of us said." ”

"I know, but now is an extraordinary time, if it is not the confinement period, but it is still the confinement period, this time is the most need to rest, if it is too hard, it is not good for the body. Now the milk powder is no worse than the mother's, just a month, and it is estimated that there is nothing wrong. Fu Ruyan said, "Besides, I don't want to see you so tired." ”

"I'm okay...... Just ......" I didn't say the latter words.

As long as you spend more time with me, no matter how hard and tired you are, it's okay, after all, it's our child.

"It's decided, I didn't know before, otherwise I would have looked for it a long time ago."

Fu Ruyan was neat and tidy, and he would do it after speaking.

He found an older and experienced 24-hour confinement wife.

Originally, I wanted Aunt Zhang to help, but after all, Aunt Zhang is old, so it's not good to stay up like this, and she is not a professional.

Before, there were a lot of news on the Internet about helping to watch the children but abusing the children, so our family was not very relieved, my mother and mother-in-law watched almost in turns every day, and secretly placed cameras in people's rooms.

I didn't know at the time, but when I found out, I asked her to remove the camera, after all, it was to spy on other people's privacy.

My mother withdrew without saying a word, because she had observed for three nights, and the woman was not impatient in the slightest, but very patiently coaxed the child.

"This child is so well-behaved, he cries twice when he can't eat milk, and he doesn't cry when he eats it." Aunt Yao said happily, her smile was very rich, she held the child and coaxed gently, "This is the most well-behaved child I have ever had." ”

My mother pinched Fu Nianchu's little face, and the meat whirred, "That's the cutest of my granddaughter." ”

Fu Nianchu blinked and looked at her.

"The child is not a picky eater, some have drunk breast milk, so they don't drink milk powder, but she doesn't, and she is quite happy to drink." Aunt Yao said.

"The child is still young and doesn't know anything, as long as he doesn't go hungry." That's what I thought.

"That's not, I've been to one before, it's similar to you, and I'm also thinking about letting the mother do a good job of confinement, but this child picks, just doesn't drink milk powder, and when he takes a sip, he finds that it's milk powder, so he screams and screams to change. At first, I thought the milk powder I bought was not good, but I changed many brands like this. So there is no way, it still makes the mother work hard for a long time, and when she is confined, more than half of her hair falls out. Ma'am, is your hair falling out? Aunt Yao asked me worriedly.

I touched a handful of my hair and said melancholy: "I didn't lose much, but the oil, the oil makes me uncomfortable, and I especially want to wash my hair." ”

"That's not good, I've been holding on for twenty days, and I'm going to be confined soon." Aunt Yao said.

I scratched my scalp so hard that my fingernails were covered with blood and dandruff, and I was sick to see.

Aunt Yao said, "You can ask your husband to wipe your hair or cut your hair short. ”

"Just cut it short, I'm uncomfortable." I said it neatly.

Aunt Yao went and found me a pair of scissors.

I'm really pressed by this hair, but I actually quite like my hair.

But in these 20 days, I really experienced what despair is.

I grabbed my hair and cut it with a click on my neck, and asked Aunt Yao to cut the back for me.

Aunt Yao doesn't know how to cut it, and it doesn't look good after cutting, but it doesn't matter, it's in confinement anyway.

When Fu Ruyan came back from the company, he was stunned when he saw me, he came over, gently touched my oily hair, and said with some distress: "Why did you cut your hair?" ”

"It's so oily, I can't stand it." I say.

"It's also good-looking, but I look younger, and those who don't know think I'm more than a decade older than you." Fu Ruyu said with a smile and a smile.

"You're exaggerating, so do I have to call you an uncle?" I asked, smiling.

"Now I think I'm old, it's late. If you can't get off the thief ship, you'll be my man for the rest of your life. After Fu Ruyan finished speaking, he hugged me tightly in his arms.

I listened to his powerful heartbeat and raised the corners of my lips.