Chapter 168: Suffering

Just as we were about to leave, my dad's voice came from upstairs: "He Chu! ”

I guessed that he was going to talk to me at length again, so I hurriedly urged Fu Ruyan to drive quickly.

Fu Ruyan started the car, and my dad shouted again: "Your mother has an accident!"

With a bang, I leaned forward by the sudden sudden braking, and I almost flew out without a seat belt.

Fu Ruyan's cold eyes rolled, and her handsome face faced me, "Your mother doesn't really do anything stupid." ”

I panicked, but my mouth was unforgiving: "Probably not, right?" With her temperament, how dare she threaten me with her own life? ”

"He Chu! He Chu, come up quickly! "My dad was still yelling on the balcony.

I was more and more flustered by my dad's shouting, but I still didn't give up my heart and left like this.

Fu Ruyan and I hurried up and saw my mother lying on the ground with a deep mark on her forehead.

My dad said we had just left, and my mom rushed to the cabinet and banged into it.

Fu Ruyan picked up my mother without saying a word, hurriedly went downstairs, and drove towards the hospital.

My mom wasn't a big deal, a slight concussion, nothing serious.

Fu Ruyan also took the opportunity to let my dad go to check the condition, my dad's condition has always been up and down, nothing has improved, but it has not deteriorated again, otherwise I have to continue to operate.

"Xiao Chu." In the ward, my dad was coughing and talking to me: "Your mother...... is also too worried about Xiao Jiang, so he will speak to you a little heavier, don't hate your mother. ”

I looked at him with a blank face.

"You just promise Dad, save your brother, you don't want to watch your brother die in prison, right?" My dad said and grabbed my hand, "I'll kneel for you!" ”

Seeing his body gradually facing down, I was so frightened that I hurriedly supported his body, "Dad, what are you doing, aren't you embarrassing me!" ”

"Xiao Chu, my parents really have no choice. If you have an idea, we won't come to embarrass you, Dad knows, you have paid a lot for our family and me. If it weren't for you, Dad would have died years ago......" My dad said, his eyes red, not like he was playing the emotional card with me.

"Your brother has become like this, because your mother dotes on him too much. It's not like Dad didn't remind me, but things have developed to this point today. Dad has nothing to promise you, let alone say anything to make your brother change his ways. But please...... For the sake of our blood relationship, please save your brother. "My dad was full of tears and sadness.

I looked at my dad like this, and my heart felt like a pinprick, "Why do you use blood ties to press me every time you encounter something." If you know that I am also your child, why do you treat me differently? ”

"It's a bit too much to say that it is treated differently. He Chu, our family is not rich, and it is not easy to raise two children. When you were young, your mother liked boys, but I didn't expect you to be a gentleman. I didn't want to have it anymore, but I didn't expect to get pregnant again later, and your mother found someone to tell the fortune, saying that this baby must be a boy, and your mother said that she didn't want to fight anything...... I simply gave birth too. ”

My dad leaned over and slowly told me about the events of the year, "The head of the family has changed from three to four, and life is even more difficult." In order to make your life better, I go out early and return late every day, just to earn money for food. Later, when you grow up and know how to do housework, you know that you can help us share the burden, and we feel a lot better. ”

"Dad never expected you to do anything, just thought that you could marry a good man in the future. But I didn't expect you to be so ambitious and work early. In fact, there is one thing that you have not been clear...... Dad's illness has long been found out, but the family has no money, and I keep saying, or don't treat it, forget it, but your mother won't let me. Later, your mother found out that you had made money and wanted to treat me, so she kept asking you for money. ”

I looked at him in disbelief, "So you mean that all the money my mom asked me to leave when I was in college was for you to see a doctor?" ”

My dad nodded, and pulled out a cloth bag from my mom's bag, which contained quite a few lists.

"Dad knows you may not believe it, Dad has brought these, you can take a look."

I trembled and stretched out my hand, flipping through them one by one.

My dad was right, the dates on it speak for themselves.

"Dad didn't know that you had such a hard time at that time, and you couldn't even eat. Your mother was also in a hurry at that time, the family was supporting the two of them to go to school, and because of my illness, I borrowed money everywhere, and my relatives were afraid of us borrowing, and we owed a lot of debts, so after hearing that you were working, I desperately asked you for money. Junior ...... As long as we have the slightest room to maneuver, we will not pull down that face and ask the child for money. My dad choked up.

I slumped down in my chair and couldn't recover for a long time.

Until just now, I always thought that my mother wanted me so much salary when I was in college for He Jiang.

I didn't expect ...... But for my dad's illness?

"Why didn't you tell me sooner......" I asked in a shudder, I really knew that when my dad was sick, he was already in his senior year of internship.

"I won't let it, I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it. It wasn't until you had an internship and a job that I asked your mom to tell you. My dad said in a low voice, "However, there is one thing to say, your mother does treat He Jiang better than you, and it is also because she does like boys more." But Dad loves you, Xiao Chu, Dad has never treated you badly since he was a child, right? ”

Listening to my dad's words, my mind drifted to a long, long time ago.

He was right, my mom didn't like me very much, but my dad really didn't lose me.

One of the more impressive times was when our family of four went to the park to visit, He Jiang was making a fuss on the road to eat sugar gourds, my mother bought him a bunch, I also wanted to eat it, but my mother didn't let me, saying that the family didn't have much money, and my dad had a big fight with her because of this matter, and finally pulled me away, and took out a tattered dollar from his pocket to buy one for me.

One of the things my dad said to me most often when I was a child was: "He Chu, you live in a very ordinary family, but you can't be ordinary." You have to study hard, and you will be talented and good-looking in the future, so that you can find a good family, and you will have a good life in the second half of your life, without worrying about food and clothing. Also, know how to be sufficient. ”

Now that I think about it, the sentence "What else are you not satisfied with" that Dad once said to me when Fu Yang and I were arguing about divorce was actually making me endure it as much as I could.

Because, he once experienced the despair of having no money and even being sick.