Liu Mu, who was sitting on the chair, watched Bai Shu pour a glass of wine, then put it in front of Liu Mu, and said to Liu Mu: "Take a sip, every time I have something on my mind, I will take a sip, because this thing can instantly paralyze all my oral feelings, and then I will feel that the whole person is in a state of emptiness, although it sounds more like taking drugs, but this is really not a poison, it is just a way to decompress in real life, besides, I guess you will have a better way, right?" ”

"I'll sleep." Liu Mu pushed away Bai Shu's wine glass and said to Bai Shu: "No matter what I have on my mind, no matter what I have, as long as I can put it down after sleeping, sometimes it is not a good thing to live too clearly like you, you will think about how to solve it after it happens, and then how to get back face, these are common diseases of our human beings, even smart people like you can't restrain it 100%, you have to use alcohol to anesthetize all your spirits, This is actually very illustrative, but for me to sleep and dream, to be able to do everything I want, only in such a world, I can completely relax myself, do not deliberately care about the feelings of others, do not deliberately disguise myself, I am the real me in that world, and now I have to admit that I am pressed by a huge stone of reality, and sometimes I can't breathe, to be honest, your salary is really important to me, Because if I didn't have this salary, I guess in order to survive, I would have to go out to work or do some other things, in short, it would not be so easy. ”

"Do you think it's easy?"

"At least it's much better than moving bricks on a construction site."

"You've moved bricks?" Bai Shu subconsciously glanced at Liu Mu's hand with a pair of eyes, and Liu Mu also said to Bai Shu indifferently: "Since the dean left, I have been living alone, although that guy brought me out, it's just that the Sanda industry is sluggish, even if it is a champion's monthly salary, it is not much, and some of the money is earned by him desperately, this money is okay to support his family, why add a burden to me?" So I went out to earn money privately, that day I moved 1,826 bricks on the construction site, at the end of the day my hands were blistered, although my hands had blisters before, but there had never been such a large area of blisters, it felt like the whole hand was swollen up that kind of feeling, I was all broken in a fit of anger, when the contractor gave me money, I was happy for a while, and then I was about to shed tears when it hurt. ”

"How much?" Bai Shu asked softly at Liu Mu.

"Three hundred and twenty yuan, it should have been three hundred and thirty yuan, but I ate a lunch at the construction site at noon, and I was deducted ten yuan, and there was nothing at all in that lunch, only rice and water, and I asked for ten yuan, but at that time, I saw that three hundred yuan was already very good, so I didn't care so much."

"Then you continued to move bricks later?"

"Nope." Liu Mu smiled slightly, and said to Bai Shu: "When I saw that guy the next day, he saw the blisters on my hands, and then he asked me why I had blisters, I told the truth, and then he told me that if I wanted to make money, I would give him a game, and it was really a shame to practice such a good skill to go to the construction site to move bricks, although I have always insisted on not going to his ring to play, but I still think he is more right, such a good skill, it is indeed a pity to go to the construction site to move bricks." ”

"Then why don't you go to the game? Playing games is very profitable, and he is still your master, so naturally it is impossible to pit you, why not do this, but go far and far? Bai Shu looked at Liu Mu with some puzzlement.

Liu Mu raised his head, looked at Bai Shu's eyes, and then said softly, "Do you know how the old dean died?" ”

When Bai Shu heard this, his face changed slightly, and he finally got to the point.

"When I first learned Sanda, I really felt that nothing could be done, those guys who used to bully me didn't dare to do anything with me anymore, basically every time I was under my feet, and then I felt that this kind of bullying was very cool, so I took those guys like me and started to escape from the orphanage, escape from the place that made us sad, and then began to bully those children who we had never seen, and saw that those guys had parents, but we didn't, so we waited until they got out of school, catch them in the corner and bully them, beat them severely, and then ask them to take out all the change, if they don't take it out, continue to bully them. ”

"You really look like a bad boy doing these things."

"I guess if I had been like that at that time, I guess I would have been a moth in society now."

"So the old dean saved you from that self?" Bai Shu asked slightly.

Liu Mu raised his head and looked at Bai Shu, and then said: "Later, the old dean found out that we were always running out, so he looked at us specifically, whether we were eating or sleeping, we were all within his sight, at that time we were young and frivolous, and very rebellious, so the more he disciplined us, the more we wanted to get out of there, and then I heard that the parents of those children who were bullied by us called the police, and the police directly found our orphanage, and at first they still said that they would lose money or something, but we were all orphans, There was no money at all, there was no way, the old dean had to give up the land of the orphanage, but at that time we were really scared, afraid that the old dean would abandon us all after this incident, afraid that after this incident, we would not even have a home, at least after doing some wrong things before, there was still a place to sleep, but if we didn't even have a place to live at the end, that was the most terrible thing. ”

"And how did you solve it?"

"At that time, I thought it was the police's fault, so I went to the police station and fought indiscriminately in it like a madman, but unfortunately, after more than a dozen policemen subdued me, they sent me directly to the correctional center, and after educating me for a few days, when I came out, the most undesirable thing still happened."

"Why?"

"What the guy said, I was locked up and out, it doesn't seem that there is much punishment, but I don't know, the old dean went to the police station because of my business, and came back to the orphanage to announce the dissolution, but the old dean couldn't afford to get sick because of this incident, he never accused me of anything, but this matter, when he was sick, he slapped me hard, and then slapped himself, I always remember the scene where he slapped himself, I will never forget that look, that look that hated iron but not steel! Later, the doctor said that the old dean had uremia and did not have long to live, and then a good person was left with a box of white bones.

"The one around your neck?" Bai Shu's eyes were very powerful, and he saw the pendant hidden under the clothes at a glance, Liu Mu glanced down, and then took it out, the bottom of the pendant was a dagger-like object, Liu Mu took this thing and said to Bai Shu: "That's right, this thing was given to me by that guy, saying that it was a person who left, and it was useless to blame himself, since the old dean's life has come here, and I have become the evidence that he has lived in this world, then I must live with his ashes all the time, And you have to live well......"

A tear fell on the table, but Liu Mu didn't react at all, and said urgently: "Later, when I was in high school, I studied hard, in order to study hard and be admitted to a medical university, I was thinking, if I was the doctor at that time, if I could solve the uremia disease, would he not die......"

"That's why you're reluctant to do it? But where did you get your living expenses in high school? Bai Shu looked at Liu Mu curiously and asked.

"There is no other way, I have to fight in the ring, I made a lot of money for that guy in those years, basically every day after class, I don't go up to study at night, I go directly to the ring, and after the fight, I jumped out of the window and went back to the school dormitory, although those three years seemed more bitter, but I lived at least alone."

"When you go to college, you find out that you can stop playing, so you give up, and then that guy thinks you're treacherous and starts complaining about you, doesn't he?" Bai Shu looked at Liu Mu's eyes and asked.

The corners of Liu Mu's eyes were full of tears, and when he heard Bai Shu say this, he smiled slightly, and another tear fell, and said to Bai Shu: "It may be that people will be a little stubborn when they are old." ”

You see, I can't even afford to buy a new phone, I really don't have any money!

Big brother, I beg you to let me go! Truly I beg you! ”

"If you say one more word, I'm going to do something to you!" The driver turned his head and said coldly to Zhang Wei: "Don't worry, I just wanted to ask you a few questions when I caught you in the car, and it won't do anything to you, but if you don't cooperate, we will also do something out of the ordinary, you have to understand." ”