219 For the sake of self-belief (ask for subscription)

"Today..."

For a moment, Matthew was a little speechless.

From Matthew's eyes, Luo Zhen even saw a lot of vacillation and complicated emotions, which made him a little speechless.

As an experimental subject, Matthew was not allowed to move freely in the Chaldea until two years ago, when he was granted permission and met Rogen.

Since then, Matthew has relied on Rozhen as his own.

Luo Zhen could imagine how Matthew felt when he disappeared in the Chaldea for more than three months before.

Otherwise, Matthew wouldn't have rushed over and hugged himself as soon as he saw him.

Now, he has only been back for less than a few days, and he will disappear again tonight, so how can Matthew not feel uneasy and shaken?

(I'm really...) )

Luo Zhen scolded himself for realizing this, and was ready to say something to Matthew.

However...

"Seniors don't need to change their decisions just because they are afraid of my feelings."

Matthew stared at Luo with a serious expression as if he had seen through what Luo Zhen was thinking.

"Matthew..."

Being stared at by Matthew so seriously, Luo Zhen almost held his breath for a moment.

In such a situation, Matthew spoke.

"I know that seniors will do everything they can to do what they have to do, and you have been such a person since the beginning." Matthew looked directly at Luo Zhen and said, "So, I don't want to drag my predecessors back. ”

"But—" Luo Zhen's tone became hesitant.

Looking at Luo Zhen like this, Matthew's expression suddenly became very gentle.

Then, Matthew made such a confession.

"I have always regarded the foundation of humanity as a job and an obligation, because it is my responsibility to continue to exist in the Chaldees."

Matthew bowed his head and said so.

"I know very well that I am not as loving as a doctor, fighting to save all mankind, nor am I as determined as the director, fighting for the survival of human reason, and I myself do not regard the survival of all mankind as an event that must be solved, but as a subject."

In other words, Matthew is fighting only for himself, not for others.

"So, when I was at the peculiar point, I was really shocked to see everyone who was a regular servant."

Matthew's voice echoed slowly.

"Miss Joan of Arc who acted to save her country even when she was betrayed by France."

"Miss Mary, who still loves everyone even when she is executed by the people."

"Even though he knows that his loved one is being treated unfairly, he still silently supports the other party."

"Even though she knows that the future cannot be changed, Miss Elizabeth still vetoes her completely depraved self."

"And Miss Kiyohime, although it's a little strange, but she still loves for her own attachment."

"Everyone's beliefs, reasons, and starting points are different, but I was deeply touched by everyone and realized that I must have a reason to fight."

"It's not just about getting a job done, it's definitely having a point here."

As he said this, Matthew smiled at Luo Zhen.

"I'm sure my seniors must have thought the same way, right?"

Hearing this, Luo Zhen replied without thinking.

"Of course."

If this were not the case, Luo Zhen would not have worked hard for the great goal of saving all mankind.

There is something you want ahead of this path.

Only by confirming this will people go for it.

"I also want to be like my predecessors and take my destiny to myself."

Matthew showed a sense of existence that he didn't have in the past, and he said it firmly.

"Therefore, even if I still have to rely on my predecessors in the future, I will do what I can do when my predecessors are not there, train myself harder, improve myself, make myself stronger, and become a contract servant worthy of my predecessors."

As he spoke, Matthew stepped forward, took Luo Zhen's hand, and held it in the palm of his hand.

At this moment, Luo Zhen saw some shadows of Joan of Arc in Matthew's body.

This is not to say that Matthew is similar to Joan of Arc, but that this girl, like the legendary saint, gradually understood love and tolerance.

"I will work hard for my seniors."

Matthew poured out from the heart.

"Please also ask your seniors to stick to their own practices for the sake of their own beliefs."

Such a voice came into Luo Zhen's ears, and it was incredible to clear all the troubles in his heart.

Including those brought about by the mysteries experienced in the peculiarities.

Recalling that before the appearance of the special point in Fuyuki City, when he was worried about whether he should participate in the battle, it was the same girl in front of him who cleared his mind and let himself make a decision, Luo really thought so.

"I've always been saved by you, Matthew."

Luo Zhen said this involuntarily, with an expression on his face that had finally relaxed.

Seeing this scene, Matthew also smiled.

"Because, I'm always saved by my predecessors."

The girl's words without scheming, I believe, will always stay in Luo Zhen's heart, right?

The two of them didn't say anything more, just held hands, turned their heads together, and looked out the window.

Even though it was still dead and dark, both of them seemed to see a bright future, as if looking at a beautiful blue sky, and there was no trace of gloom in their expressions.

"Fu!"

Fufu, who had fallen to the ground at some point, looked up at this scene, as if she felt a little dazzling, and as if she felt happy, she let out a soft cry.

Even if the outside world is dark, it's still warm.

…………

After returning to the room, Luo Zhen changed into a Chaldean uniform, put on the kimono he had brought back from the Karakuri world, took off his gloves, and touched the ring on his hand.

"Which door should I open?"

This time, the purpose is the same as last time, I want as much time as possible.

In that case, returning to the world of Karakuri might also be a good option.

After all, at the beginning, when he went to the world of Karakuri, Luo Zhen directly went back to become a baby, proving that there is a big gap in the speed of time between the two worlds, Luo Zhen has been there for a full fifteen years, and Chaldea has only passed more than three months, and the "door" that has been opened once will no longer affect Luo Zhen's body, and going there is undoubtedly the best choice.

Pity...

"As long as the door is opened once, the passage between the two worlds will be opened, so that I can pass through it freely, and the speed of time between the worlds will gradually approach until the time ratio of the two worlds is the same."

So, right now, the flow of time in the Karakuri world should be slowing down until it is exactly the same as Chaldeans, right?

In this case, Luo Zhen can't choose to return to Karakuri.

"You can only choose new worlds."

But if he goes to a new world, Luo Zhen's body will be affected again, and if he returns to his infant life again, he will not necessarily be picked up by luck, and it is more likely that he will starve to death on the street.

"So, this time, we have to choose a world with a more appropriate time flow rate."

Specifically, it is a world that does not turn itself into an infant who cannot move on its own, and that is much faster than the Chaldeans, even if it is slower than the flow of time than Karakuri.

Thinking of this, Luo Zhen relied on the power of "miracles" to observe the speed of time in one world after another, and chose the most suitable one among them.

"That's it."

At the same time as Luo Zhen made his decision...

"Zheng!"

The Vortex of Light appeared in this room, taking Rogin away from Chaldea once more.