Chapter 65: Preparing to Leave
The power of faith, Xiyue is stored in his own idol. When it is full, it also overflows and disappears into the air. Xiyue was not distressed at all, for her ancient god, this kind of power was not worth cherishing at all. Even the Buddhas in the West don't care much about these forces, they want believers, not for the power of faith, but for merit.
As mentioned before, even if it is an immortal Buddha, it is impossible to pay attention to every mortal all the time. Only by believing in them can we convey people's prayers to the gods and Buddhas with the power of faith. Only after the gods and Buddhas know that they can save the suffering and gain merit.
Of course, these scattered faith powers are not all wasted, they will soak the temple, make the temple full of more divinity, and all evils will be eliminated. This is also why those temples where incense is flourishing, ordinary demons and monsters don't even dare to pass through the gate.
After a few days of cultivation, Xiyue has an extra divinity on her body, which is given by the power of incense. This divinity will make people who see her admire, and they can't help but worship her and surrender to her. This divinity is close to demonism, except that this power is full of sacredness. It is said that the Buddha can speak the lotus flower and cross people with one word, and this kind of divinity is indispensable.
However, in Xihe's memory, this divinity is not a good thing. Immortals pursue detachment, unrestrained, and there are many people who cross the world, and they also have to be stained with cause and effect. Just like Guanyin, his cultivation and ability are not worse than those of the Buddha, but because of this cause and effect, he can only obtain the bodhisattva fruition.
There is also the Jizo Bodhisattva who is not empty in hell and swears not to be a Buddha. Crossing the sky and hell, what a great wish, how much compassion. Let's not talk about whether he can cross the endless reincarnation, even if he crosses the empty hell, the monstrous cause and effect is not something he can bear. Hell is not only about Buddhas, but also about immortals. But the cause and effect of the Heavenly Dao, as well as the cause and effect between the immortals and Buddhas.
Xiyue has gained a lot in the past few days, she has seen all the hardships in the world, she understands it, and she understands it a lot. There is a feeling of enlightenment and feathering.
The divinity on his body was washed clean by Xiyue with his own Taiyin immortal light. She didn't want to gain a lot of followers as soon as she went out, and developed the Lin family into her own followers.
The current Xiyue is a little more ethereal and ethereal, and her eyes are still beautiful, but she is a little more profound, which is the thorough understanding after seeing through everything and experiencing the red dust.
Xiyue walked downstairs, and she hadn't appeared in front of everyone's eyes for several days.
"Miss."
"Miss." The servants greeted each other, and the eldest lady, who was still thinking about the closure for a few days, finally gave up.
"Xiyue." Liu Yun happened to be in the living room when she saw Xiyue and walked over.
She looked Xiyue up and down and said, "Xiyue, I haven't seen you for a few days, I feel that you are different." ”
"What's different, is it getting ugly?" Xi Yue made a rare joke.
"What's the matter, it's become more beautiful, and there is a feeling of ethereal dust. You weren't originally beautiful like a mortal, and now it's even more not, I thought you were a fairy. Liu Yun is very good at talking, but what she says is really true.
"Let me be proud for three minutes." Xi Yue said with a smile.
"I'm not boasting, I'm telling the truth." Liu Yun made persistent efforts.
When you talk to someone who can chat, you're in a good mood.
"By the way, Xiyue, Gu Liang has been here several times in the past few days, haven't you seen it?" Liu Yun got down to business.
When Xi Yue heard this, the smile on her face retreated, "I don't see." ”
Xi Yue said very firmly, there is no room for anything. Xiyue didn't want to see Gu Liang and didn't want to see him. She would rather see Xu Heng than see Gu Liang.
Xu Heng may only like his beauty, but at least his heart is sincere. Xiyue doesn't blame Xu Heng for being superficial, after all, there is no outside, who wants to discover your inside. Xiyue turned out to be a face control, so she understood Xu Heng.
But Gu Liang is not, what he likes is not Xiyue's people, nor Xiyue's beauty, and he has never been sincere to Xiyue. Gu Liang is just like his name, the whole person is cold. If it weren't for that thing being too important to Xi Yue before, Xi Yue wouldn't have agreed to go to the auction.
Thinking about it now, Xi Yue feels ashamed. But she has no regrets, nothing to regret. She just felt that she was stupid, what did she do with so many scruples, if it was really that thing, she would grab it, what was the big deal.
"Did something unpleasant happen to you?" Liu Yun asked, she wasn't for Gu Liang, she was just worried about Xi Yue.
Xi Yue said: "It's nothing, he still has so much energy, he can affect my mood." ”
Liu Yun breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good." ”
If it makes Xiyue sad, then she is wrong. At the beginning, she still wanted to match Xiyue and Gu Liang, and she did so. Fortunately, Xiyue recognized it quickly. As for what the reason was, Liu Yun didn't ask much. After all, Xiyue and her are not related, so it's not good to ask too much. She also made up her mind, she will not be involved in Xiyue's affairs in the future, at most she will mention it.
"There's something I want to tell you." Xiyue said.
"What's the matter, you say." Liu Yun said.
"I'm ready to leave Shanghai."
Liu Yun was taken aback, and hurriedly said: "Why is it so sudden, is it because I am uncomfortable living here, or because I am not doing well." "Could it be that their family has too many troubles, and Xiyue is annoyed?
Xiyue said: "No, I have a very happy time here. But I still have things to do, and I can't stay here forever. I had been staying here because I didn't have a clue, but now that I've found my way, I'm leaving. ”
Xiyue lived here very happily, a hundred years of seclusion, she thought she was used to being alone, used to loneliness. But after arriving at the Lin family, she realized that she also needed warmth and home. She covets the warmth of the Lin family and the life here.
She could have left a long time ago, but she couldn't bear to. Xiyue felt that she had an almost eternal life, and it would be nothing to delay for a few days, years, or even decades.
But in the past few days, she has seen all the sufferings in the world, listened to thousands of prayers, and understood a lot. Among them, there is a decisive decision, otherwise this will eventually turn into an obsession, and the Lin family will also become her shackle.
Xiyue and them will eventually be separated at the end of time. Here, Xiyue will not and cannot let them live forever, which is also contrary to nature. They don't necessarily want to live to watch the death of the people around them, which is too cruel. She will remember the Lin family, these people who have warmed her years, and that's enough.
The fairy road is destined to be lonely, since she has taken this road, she has to learn to give up some things, she has to learn to look down on all the prosperity in the world, and see through the seven emotions and six desires.
"But it was so sudden, we're all used to you." Liu Yun didn't know what to say, she was really reluctant to Xiyue.
"This day will come later, just a little earlier or later." Xi Yue comforted, "There are cars now, there are trains, and there will be planes in the future, how convenient it is to travel, I will come back to see you when I have the chance." ”
"And when are you leaving?" Liu Yun knew that she couldn't stop Xiyue, and there was no reason to stop Xiyue.
"Three days later." Xiyue said. Preparing to leave was her temporary idea, and some things still need to be explained. For example, there are temples, such as two small turnip heads.
"So fast, Yuan'er and Xin'er must be very reluctant." Liu Yun said.
"I will accompany them well in the past two days, and I can't bear them." Xiyue said.
Liu Yun nodded: "If you want to leave, I won't live with you, you must come back to see us in the future." If you settle down, give us a call and we'll see you later. ”
Xiyue nodded, she didn't know how to answer, maybe this goodbye was forever. But Xiyue expects it to be forever.