Chapter 175: True Meaning
"Small and narrow, the only thing you can entrust in your life is yourself, when you no longer cherish it, how many people do you think will be moved by your ridiculous dedication? Dreams, ideas, fantasies, these are just empty words, and the seemingly lofty ideas in your heart alone are just stupid! Only being alive is truly meaningful! ”
Egg sat leisurely at the table, clasping his hands, seemingly unconcerned about Qing's statement. His eyes didn't flicker, and not even the muscles on his face moved. These words are from his heart, not a single fiction, or this is his outlook on life-------
"You're right, it's only meaningful to be alive. -----But the heart is dead, and even if you live, you can't feel alive, like the walking dead. To give up everything, just to save a piece of flesh that is corrupted to the bones, and never even be able to muster up the courage to meet the friend you promised------ such a life is actually more humble than death---------"
Speaking in a deep voice, the only eye that could move stared straight at the one who had been by his side to help him, and now he was familiar and strange, and he missed the most real Egger in his heart. ----- what kind of experience he had, Qing didn't know, but if he could say such things, he must have experienced the despair that changed his life------
"------ hum ~ hahahahaha~~~ is more humble than dead------ this word is just a shackle put on by others! Because they don't understand the pain!! Do you think I'm humble?! Yes! It's just this birdman! ”
Not at all, quietly looking at the angry and crazy Egg, he seemed to have been touched to the bottom line. Qing and he have experienced five years of cultivation together, adventuring together, and experiencing life and death together. From the bottom of my heart, I revere him, because he can deal with it calmly all the time, and he also creates a happy atmosphere to light up the night. It is not only a partner in life and death who shares adversity, but also a leading teacher on the road of life.
"Hehehe~~ It's like this birdman----- I want to forget everything all the time, it's because of humility, I can't do anything-------- huh~--- you lie here, I'll go outside and be alone quietly -------- disturb ---"
He slowly pushed open the door and stepped out, closing the wooden door softly. The room was also silent, no sound, no life. Only a ray of sunlight projected into the room from the window, and only the sound of Qing's own breathing was quiet.
I looked at the allusions depicted on the roof, but I didn't think about what I saw. Egger's surprising anger this time is not a deliberate anger at all, this is real, humble from the bottom of his heart-------------
As the minutes ticked by, silence flooded the room. ----- I wouldn't agree with him. Obviously you have already got it, but you have to throw it away with your own hands, and you have to tear it apart with your own hands when you say you want to protect it. Qing can't do it.
When people care about thinking, time will pass very slowly, and just a few seconds can make countless thoughts cross their minds. People are afraid of loneliness, but Qing has become accustomed to this kind of never-day waiting, and this time it will also be marked by time!
The shroud-like straps were wrapped in layers on the body, and the magic in the body was also wrapped. The amount is very large, like a mountain and lake, but it can't withstand the consumption of its own battles. In addition to the large amount of endless consumption of mana, the high-intensity body will also consume a certain amount of mana. ---- Egger is right, if you give up and discard everything from today onwards, the mana consumption in your body can support you for a long time, but if you put on a battle armor and wield a sword, your magic power will also be squandered.
Living a radiant life, you can wear honor and accompany her. For a while, ---- hid in an uninhabited open space, quietly watching the world in a daze, sitting alone and watching. The path of ------- life forever is like this, maybe it's a momentary hothead, maybe it's after a long period of consideration, when you stride forward, don't think about looking back. Denial and doubt will only lead to nothing, even if it is evil, to the end, because only the victor can rewrite history. So there is only justice in the world, and how much evil there is, no one cares, some are just choices. However, Qing had no intention of turning back from the beginning!
Every breath passes, eight seconds pass. Life also passes for eight seconds, which seems insignificant, but it is extremely cherished. The room was still silent, and the sun's rays shifted with the flow of time. Qing didn't estimate how many seconds had passed, because when there were no moving objects, time could not be remembered.
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The night was very quiet, a piece of darkness. Artoria had been here several times this day, each time with a warm smile, but she had to interrupt this happy time because of the heavy kingdom things, and left in a hurry. This is the happiest day of my life, and I can look at her happy.
"Hey! ~Long time no see! Green. ”
Morgan? Qing looked at the woman who appeared inexplicably with some doubts, but her elusive green was obviously not shocked, the only thing that puzzled was that she hadn't seen her for a while, after all, she was a somewhat clingy girl.
"Long time no see, Morgan. I'm sorry I may not be able to sit or stand up to greet you this time, I don't think I can control my body at all, so please understand------"
Qing, whose head was almost wrapped in a mummy, could only shake her eyes and look at Morgan in a purple mage robe, now she was dressed less than before, even like the messy appearance of staying at home for months. But the box she was holding in her hand gave people the feeling that she was going to get goosebumps on her body!
"I saw your duel in the crystal ball, and I lost badly, but it was also the most real you, an empathetic knight. So I'm here to show you something like this, and I think it will help you a lot now! ”
Morgan was in a hurry, didn't mean to talk nonsense, and directly put the box on the stool next to Qing. And his fingers quickly swiped across the box, chanting this incomprehensible incantation.
"Maybe you'll be angry, but it doesn't matter. Actually, I knew what you really looked like when we met, and I also knew that you need magic to survive, when the town was destroyed by dragons, I always thought you were a heroic spirit summoned by the world, but then I learned that you are still growing. ---”
Morgan was a little reluctant to look at Qingtou's gaze, after all, he had been deceived for so long, and he was still a party, so it was reasonable for Morgan, who was a participant, to look so weak-hearted.
"But don't worry! Although I am stingy, but you saved my life, I will not break my word for this kindness! Since then, I've been working on the question of how long you've been here, and it's been a big problem, but I've made a breakthrough today, so I'm here to show you the results! ”
Morgan opened the box and emitted a burst of light, and when Qing's eyes adapted to the sudden light of the night, what caught his eye was a delicate gold coin, which was engraved with a lot of incantations, layer upon layer, just like the entire gold coin was superimposed by the golden incantation!
"I call it [Morgan Gold Coins], and it's still experimental, but it already has some effect on stabilizing magic and soul. Although it is a forbidden spell such as necromancy to work, it has always been a problem that it cannot be filled with magic. It runs out layer by layer until it's gone. ”
Morgan put on his gloves and couldn't wait to shove the gold coin into Ao's immobile hand and help Qing clench his fists. The effect of the gold coin also appeared, and Qing could clearly feel this feeling of being preserved in this world with the help of cause and effect, as if the world was controlling and existing in this world!
"It's more than half smaller, but I feel a lot better than before, at least the feeling of being light and leaking is gone. ---Thank you Morgan, this gold coin is amazing, I never thought you would be able to ------ really thank you-------"
Qing's words paused, because he couldn't answer her at all, and reciprocating her would only increase his sadness. Qing also clearly saw the loss and gloom in Morgan's eyes, but she smiled then---------
"I know~ These are just my personal thanks! However, the extent of this gold coin is obviously not enough! You must wait for me, until I truly heal you. After that--- could you please give me a proper answer? -------”
Her eyes were dim with anticipation, just as she saw the light and the black hole under it. She smiles softly and can tolerate everything, but she is also extremely easy to break her heart. Looking at her smile, she was silent, and there was no way to answer---------------
"Ahhh~ I knew you would be like this. It doesn't matter anymore, you just need to know! I! Morgan! It will make you live in this world well! I know what you're looking forward to, and I'm jealous, but I'm not going to give up! Remember! ”
Morgan smiled very happily, she is a persistent person, even if she encounters difficulties, she will not back down, so it is precisely because of this that she wants to destroy this into pieces with her own hands, and Qing really can't do it. ---- it's not fair to her, but is it fair to her not to? ---------