Facing the water glass in front of him without focus, Qing gradually fell into deep thought. My whole life has been silent in this strange circle called reality, no matter how much I can't let go of my heart, there is always a force that forces Qing to go in the wrong direction.

The palms of his hands are clenched into fists weakly, and his weak body makes everything he can do a fantasy, no matter how angry, sad, or unwilling he is, it can only be of no avail. It's like fate, a fate that can be controlled by manpower, but it is powerless to swing itself.

"Hahaha~~Hahahaha~!! ~---------”

Gradually, Qing chuckled, and her voice rose as if she were emotional! Leaning forward and laughing, a snow painting that originally planned to give up space couldn't help but stop, and turned to look at Qing who suddenly laughed suspiciously, all of which was extremely unbelievable.

Qing felt the look of confusion, but Qing didn't answer, and the laughter didn't stop for a moment. It's just a simple laugh, nothing mixed with anything, just laughter, laughing at the life that is fiddled with, laughing even if no one is invincible, you can only sigh helplessly--------

In the end, I still don't be tough enough. Be tough on yourself, tough on your opponents, but not tough on those around you. -----But what's wrong with all this? Qing has never done even a bad thing seriously, but in the end, it ended miserably. What's wrong?

Qing laughed vigorously, laughing at everything he did with a clear purpose! Laughing at the weird life of the drama! The sound of laughter lingered in the huge rooftop barrier, and through the barrier permeated the sky for a long time.

Finally, as if tired and exhausted, Qing's laughter gradually weakened and finally dissipated. But the corners of the hooked mouth still hung on Qing's cheeks, and there was no unwillingness, nor any indignation. The thin linen coat was the only thing Qing had to wear after he retired from his armor, but even thinner was his sagging shoulders and weak will.

"----- can say that this is the longest time I have laughed in my life, and looking back, I can say that I have forgotten my most important thing. -------- unknowingly discarded it, but never noticed. ”

Qing's gaze gradually cleared, and the turbidity caused by helplessness and choice gradually faded. Looking up at a piece of snow painting that looked at her stupidly, she said that she wanted Qing to calm down well, but the speed at which Qing calmed down was far beyond her phenomenon.

"---- you--are alright? Did --- suddenly have a wrong nerve, or did ---- go crazy? -------”

A snow painting cautiously approached Qing, who quietly watched her approach, smiling softly at the cautious woman in front of her. She very carefully stretched out her finger and poked what Qing called her stunning face, and Qing just watched quietly.

"I'm not crazy, you can rest assured. And even if I'm crazy, I'm no different from a normal person now, and if you feel uneasy, you can use a spell to roll back my memories to a day ago. ”

Qing stood up with the table and stood up in a shocked gaze from a Yuki-e! This is not to prove that Qing's strength is recovering, but that Qing is adapting to its own state. Although the body is weak, as long as the most basic physical strength is used reasonably, Qing can even start all over again!

"There are some things that I can figure out. To put it bluntly, pain is often imposed on oneself, and looking forward can only stop at the future, which has no meaning in itself. But I have to thank you, Master, for letting me out of my own cycle and seeing me as an ordinary person. ”

Qing slightly picked up the water cup and drank it all with some difficulty, and filled the water again. And now a snow painting is full of fog, and Qing said it as if he was only halfway there, but it seemed that there were other meanings in the words, layer by layer.

"Ah, hahahaha----- I think you've figured it out too--。 ---- ~ ---- what should I say? ------Congratulations? ----Ahahahaha------- I think it's better to forget it, I don't give any answers! ”

Ichijo smiled dryly, she didn't understand what Qing had figured out. She simply patted Qing's shoulder solemnly, and looked directly into Qing's eyes, obviously she was waiting for Qing to give an answer without nonsense as a party.

"Man has to go forward, the water has to flow downward, no one knows the end of the road, and the water does not know whether it will flow into the stinking ditch, everything goes in the right direction possible, and standing in this rapid, neither going up nor down the river, will always only increase the suffering."

Qing smiled and walked to the edge of the balcony and looked at the gray sky. Although all this creates depression, this depression can no longer enter Qing's mind again. Everything Qing has already figured it out. Qing just looked at the city in the gloom, standing in the cold wind of winter.

"----- a few days, the spell will completely cease to suppress me, and then I will keep my promise to go to the appointment truthfully, but not to die. I think a lot, in fact, there are some things that don't need to be distressed by the experience, if you want to keep going, try your best to make everything better! ”

Qing stretched out his hand and grasped the fist, just like before he was born, if he wants to become stronger, there will be no obstacle to the will Qing Wei to do it before! Like an inherent skill, the youth will break through all the ups and downs. Until you don't crave it.

A snow-painted expression blinked her eyes and described her feelings, she looked down at the spell on the back of her hand undeniably, the power of the spell blocked all of Qing's magic, but a new power was born to prove that Qing was not lying!

"Now, Caster. I now understand why the books say 'Humans can't beat the Servant'. Not only strength, but also cunning, even wiseness. I don't know how long I'll be resting on my laurels in a situation like yours, but I definitely can't laugh out loud or even be fearless. “

A light rain fell from the sky, making the city seem to be stuck in a thin mist, making it impossible to see everything. The barrier keeps the rain out, leaving only the breeze to change the air to enter the barrier.

Qing looked up at the sky, and directly above the sky was the location of the Great Holy Grail. This time, Qing felt that there was no need to wait, to get the Holy Grail, and to let things develop naturally. Yourself, to get involved.