The greater the expectation for the future, the more afraid of how to deal with oneself after failure, which is the source of all problems, and as long as we have human intellect, this weakness will never be eradicated. Qing thinks that he is only a human being, and all that is released to the depths of his bones is the genes of monsters, but at least the only thing that can be sighed is that he has not lost his humanity, not completely relying on disguise and learning to imitate like Minglin, but he has no feeling for joy, anger and sorrow inside, and he really has the so-called emotions.

I don't know if it's good or bad, worry about the future, worry about failure, this emotion is like a heart grabbed by a big hand, and it is tightly pressurized and breathless. Qing stabilized his mind a little, and slowly exhaled the turbidity in his chest, the worry will make people see things that they can't usually see, which can motivate and lead people in the right direction, and it will also make people decadent step by step, gradually moving towards darkness, at this moment, before the answer is revealed, controlling emotions is a crucial move.

Calmly calming down, he shifted his gaze to the parchment scroll that had been on the table overnight, and the three spells were intact and faintly exuding magic. If you want to summon a servant in the future, then these three spells will be transferred to your hand, but at this moment, Qing does not plan to do this, one is to transplant the spell when everything is not collected, which is inevitably a bit too hasty, only have the spell and have no servant, which is very dangerous in the Holy Grail War where the Heroic Spirit gathers, which is the reason for the sin.

On the other hand, this year's Caster is not credible, or the vast majority of Caster is an untrustworthy existence, as the weakest combat agent, poisoning and trickery are simply commonplace. At this moment, the ghost knows if there is something hidden in the seemingly normal three-stroke spell, such as a poison that will penetrate into the magic circuit when inoculated with the spell, the kind that detonates the magic power of the whole body as soon as the magic power is used, or a more secret curse that parasitizes the soul without people knowing, and has a little attack during sleep or fatigue, and gradually eats away the soul in the state of the host's unnoticed, and is killed without knowing it----

So, although the spell is now obtained, it is not yet time to use it! Qing picked up the scroll on the table, tapped it in his hand, and then casually threw it into the table drawer. What is not used is what is useless, at least until it is used. Don't worry about the spell scroll anymore, change your clothes and get ready to go for a walk. The boredom needs to be relieved, it's not a matter of time, it's a matter of time or not, but it needs a little something else to wash it away.

On the other hand, it is not inappropriate to use the idle state at the moment to analyze the spell, and it is just a waste of time to go out and wander around, but in other words, doing things that require extreme concentration with a state of annoyance will inevitably lead to the occurrence of negligence, if things are not done well, they will not do it, and life-threatening things do not allow any negligence! So instead of risking negligence and consuming one thing, it is better to do important things after relieving your mentality.

Dressed in his usual attire, he walked through the apartment, and since it was daytime, he didn't have to worry about an unknown Servant attacking him, and as for the house, he didn't need any emergencies. The hut that has accumulated ten years of various compound magic tricks, as a place to rest and sleep, countless magic tricks crisscross it, and even the strongest Berserker may not be able to get benefits when he comes, but if the other party launches a treasure to bombard the entire apartment directly, then there is no way, even if he is the main owner in it, he can only choose to escape from the position in this kind of situation.

Walking on the street in leisure, the newly grown arm has a feeling of numbness and crispiness under the sun, and at the same time promotes the circulation of blood and the reorganization of magic circuits, the newborn arm is completely restored at a speed visible to the naked eye, and the strength of the limbs is further improved under the effect of magic, and this is what it should be like as a non-human, the broken arm is just a small injury, if this can't be recovered, then the fantasy genes that I have collected are useless.

Walking into a shopping mall without a purpose, it is convenient to live in the new city, which is the city, although the price is high, but there are many places to play, and there are many more stores than in Fukayamacho. The ghost sent a god into an optical store, Qing thoughtfully took off the glasses he wore every day and looked at his old-fashioned eyes, and then reflexively left the optical store before the shopping guide lady came over, leaving the clerk who froze in place with an embarrassed smile.

There is no doubt that you can buy more things in your daily life in a mall than in a convenience store. Qing who walked out of the optical store turned around and walked into the cake shop, to be honest, he hadn't eaten sweets for a long, long time, because he was not very keen on sweet things, so he had less contact, but it was rare to come to the mall once, plus there would be a lot of income in the near future, and it was basically not a problem to spend some money a little wantonly.

I casually bought something that looked delicious, took a mess of things, and said goodbye to the young, lovely and enthusiastic cashier lady and walked out of the cake shop. Eat slowly, wander around slowly, and soon Qing will lose the nature of continuing to shop, so he left the mall, because most of them sell clothes, and their demand for clothes is not very high, so they are not cold from the bottom of their hearts when they choose clothes.

I raised my hand and looked at the time on my watch, and before I knew it, it was half past three in the mall! Qing raised his hand slightly embarrassed to see that there were still a lot of bread, cakes and sweets---- there was no doubt that he bought too much, and he walked around the mall for an hour and a half, and he didn't eat all the way------ no wonder passers-by had strange expressions, but this is not a shameful thing, but at this moment, he needs a subordinate more than the eyes of others.

In the past, the best solution to this situation is to beckon the hydra to bring the extra things home, and the existence of the so-called entourage is dedicated to dealing with these things, and there is a feeling of a rich man. These are things that Qing has never tried before his death, although it is said that the entourage of that era can be seen everywhere, and some money and power can basically bring a lot of it!

And as the first knight back then, he naturally had a lot of money and power, and his fortune was considerable! But there has never been a retinue around him who dares to follow him, either he is afraid and can't walk, or he pees directly, and even the war horse looks like a ghost in this situation. At the beginning, he rarely restrained his arrogance, and there were only a few direct subordinates who dared to follow him, but those guys were all guard knights, not retinues who could do chores at all----