Chapter 0764: Looking at the Rivers and Lakes (Third Update!) )
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I stared at Zhao Yawei.
She wanted to speak, but she stopped.
The eye sockets are still red, and the slight eyeliner and fundus of the eyes were originally painted at this time by her who slowly wiped off those traces with wet wipes, and she was a little less charming, but she became the Zhao Yawei I was familiar with, she took care of herself a little and sighed: "I don't know, who can tell what true love is like?" But I think that love is beautiful, and when I think of that person, I always have a sweet feeling, as long as there is a world where he is there, everything is fine, and without his world, everything will lose its taste...... But you and Jie, you are not with each other, don't you still have your own life? ”
I looked at her and shook my head and said, "This is the love you imagined, but everyone's imagination is different, so you don't know how pure the relationship between me and Xu Jie is!" ”
"What about Mo Jin, what about Han Yun?" Zhao Yawei stared at me and said lightly, "Love is a matter between two people, and it can't tolerate the existence of outsiders, so real love is also selfish, if you and Xu Jie don't think it's just a matter of two people, then this itself is a problem......"
I was stunned for a moment, and suddenly fell silent!
"Then you ......" I looked up at Zhao Yawei and said, "Since you are already very clear, why are you still shedding tears?" ”
Zhao Yawei's eyes darkened slightly, and she said with a complicated and helpless face: "If I can, I have been looking for imaginary love, Jie'er and I actually have different visions of love and life, but as time goes by, I gradually understand one thing, that is, the flock effect belongs to the thoughts of ordinary people, and women with feelings usually tend to choose a man who is not mediocre even if he is deviant, just like many men are meeting a goddess-like woman, It's the same to know that you can't get it, but you just want to be delusional...... This can also become Stockholm syndrome, even if you know that you are a victim if you send it, but you are still attracted by the difference of the other party! ”
I vaguely understood what Zhao Yawei meant, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "You mean that the mutual attraction between men and women is Stockholm syndrome?" ”
"No!" Zhao Yawei frowned and sighed, "True love is not Stockholm, only love with pain is Stockholm, because there is always one party who will rush towards the other party without hesitation even if he is hurt, which is also the meaning of moths to fire." ”
"So, you think that if I hurt Xu Jie, we are not real love, right?"
"Isn't that right? If you really love Xu Jie and regard your relationship as love, then you should only protect her alone, instead of constantly making her feel pain again and again, but there is no way to leave you, you have your own selfishness in your heart, this is no longer pure love, but possession! ”
At this moment, I suddenly felt that Zhao Yawei's words made sense!
Of course, I have feelings for Xu Jie, and they are very deep, but if I use Zhao Yawei's words, I do have the psychology of selfish possession, and I am reluctant to leave aside the other women around me, and I keep putting Xu Jie in my heart as a saint.
But if Xu Jie is really my only saint, why should I do it again and again, knowing that I will hurt her, but I will do it again and again?
In the final analysis, is it really not love between me and Xu Jie?
If not love, then what?
I raised my head, frowned, and asked Zhao Yawei this sentence.
Zhao Yawei also frowned, shook her head with a puzzled face, and said: "If I knew what this was, then I wouldn't be so miserable, so I think this is bad fate, and it is also Stockholm syndrome, knowing that it will be hurt, but I am still unconsciously attracted to approach!" ”
I smiled wryly and thought to myself, should this be my fault or not?
This is a difficult question to answer, for example, a group of boys fell in love with a very beautiful school flower, it is likely that the school flower is also stepping on a few boats, and then other boys who are not favored by the school flower, should they blame the school flower for being ruthless, or should they blame the school flower for being cheap?
Of course, there is a slight difference between women and men, and the reason for this is that if a woman steps on a few boats, it must be a rotten product, and although a man may also be considered a scumbag, as long as he is not married, in fact, the psychology of the general public will feel excusable, as long as the man is rich!
Belch...... Thinking of this, I suddenly remembered my current life, and couldn't help but subconsciously shook my head and laughed bitterly at myself: "I'm indeed scum to the extreme, it seems that no matter how I don't admit it, I'm really such a person!" ”
"Not necessarily!" Zhao Yawei stared at me and smiled bitterly, "There is a big difference between scumbags, for example, although you are involved in flowers and grass, but you are not the kind that is irresponsible after you are contaminated, at least as far as I know, if you don't really pay your sincerity, with that kind of character, you will definitely not drag mud and water with you, so a man like you, the most deadly poison for women, once you get it, it is too difficult to leave you, because after meeting you, everyone else becomes mortal, and it is difficult to ......."
"Hehe, should I be happy, or should I be speechless?" I stared at Zhao Yawei and looked extremely helpless.
Zhao Yawei stared at me faintly and said, "I finally talked about all the words today, I originally thought that when I said these words in my heart one day, I would feel very shy and embarrassed...... But it turns out that it will be so easy to say what is on your mind after crying! ”
"That'...... Does that mean you've finally let go? I looked at Zhao Yawei and asked.
"Hug me, and I'll tell you!" Zhao Yawei's cheeks suddenly reddened.
I hesitated and just opened my arm, but Zhao Yawei suddenly threw herself into my arms, squeezing hard, as if she was going to completely rub herself into my body, and whispered with a slight trembling tone: "If you can go back to the beginning...... When I was in that cave, if I had the courage now, I probably wouldn't have had so much more gratuitous heartache! ”
"Uh......"
I also suddenly remembered the scene in that cave, Zhao Yawei and I were alone and widowed, at that time it was snowing heavily, and Zhao Yawei's body was as white as snow and I was close to each other, thinking of that scene, it seemed that the air was really cold, and the body temperature was really high!
My eyes looked through the back collar of Zhao Yawei's dress, and her curve from back to hip was almost in full view, and the scene seemed to become more real at that time!
Realizing that Zhao Yawei's face was getting hotter, I couldn't help but push her away very lightly but very hard and sighed: "Teacher Zhao, since we have talked about all our thoughts now, you should know better than anyone that Stockholm syndrome can be controlled!" ”
"Hmm...... I know! Zhao Yawei stared at me and sighed faintly, "Now it's the best result!" ”
"Yes, it doesn't affect us, and it doesn't affect the relationship between you and Xu Jie, maybe it can only be pointed!" I said.
Zhao Yawei stared at me and smiled bitterly, "Okay, what I can do as a woman can only go so far, if I go down any further, I will become shameless, but there is another thing I have to tell you, the Lan family was destroyed by you, when Lu Qingfeng went over just now, he had already agreed to some requests from the elders in our family, so you should be prepared, today's Hangzhou has been surging, and our Zhao family ...... It's on Lu Qingfeng's side! ”
I was slightly stunned for a moment, and then said with a light smile: "More and more people are involved in this scene, and things are becoming more and more complicated, but because of this, life is exciting enough, because no one can predict the next step, so even Lu Qingfeng finally chose to find someone to stand by!" ”
Zhao Yawei nodded and stared at me and said, "Our misunderstanding has been resolved, I hope that no matter whether the family is friend or foe, you will always understand me, and don't deliberately embarrass and heartache for me again!" ”
I nodded and sighed: "Mr. Zhao, since you understand what love looks like and Stockholm syndrome, then you ......"
"It's late!" Zhao Yawei shook her head and said, "If you have loved someone, you will understand that no matter how you want to forget, you will not forget in the end, Stockholm syndrome may be cured, but once a person's heart has feelings for someone, it is a lifetime." ”
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