Chapter 895 forcibly misinterpreted a wave of confession
The sound of the jet sounded, and the figures of Mikasa and Armin flew up from under the wall, and found An Zhe standing at the top of the wall staring into the distance.
"I knew you're here."
Ah Ming said in this voice, if you can't find An Zhe, just come to the wall to find him.
An Zhe turned his head and looked at his two partners, chuckling at the corners of his mouth.
"You can't see the world outside inside the walls, it's too high."
Ah Ming sighed lightly and followed An Zhe's gaze, although the remnant sun is indeed spectacular and beautiful, but if you look at it often, it won't be interesting, right?
"Hmm, the outside world......"
Ah Ming groaned softly, and An Zhe sighed: "Yes, sure enough, I still don't like this place." ”
"Hah, nobody likes this place."
Ah Ming said with a smile, and let De Anzhe also be stunned for a while.
His eyes moved slightly, but An Zhe found that there seemed to be something wrong with Mikasa on the side, and his expression seemed to be a little fragile.
Blinking, An Zhe glanced at Ah Ming, and the two sneakily stepped aside.
"Amin, what's wrong with Mikasa?"
"Well, I don't know exactly what to do, it's just that it's a little stuffy from the beginning."
Armin answered, and after quietly glancing at Mikasa, he whispered, "However, maybe because of what happened just now, I remembered some bad memories." ”
An Zhe was slightly surprised, as if he understood something, and nodded slightly.
"Well, blame me for ......."
Mikasa wasn't the kind of person who would often show that kind of weak look, and it was obviously the sad things of those people before her, which also brought back bad memories for her.
Ah, why do you want to listen to those people sing......
Thinking like this in his heart, Ah Ming had already nodded, said hello and left, comforting Mikasa for this kind of thing, he felt that it was more appropriate for An Zhe to come.
Mikasa on the side was still strange because Amin had left suddenly, and saw An Zhe walking to her side.
"Don't tell me, even you want me to comfort you."
He said with a slightly helpless expression: "Just those guys make me feel bad." ”
Mikasa was stunned by An Zhe's words, and his eyes dimmed slightly.
"Sorry to worry you, I'm fine, I just remembered something bad."
An Zhe looked at Mikasa steadily, and only exhaled for a long time: "It's strange that you can reassure people like this...... I can see that you hate this cruel world just as much as they do. It's just that you're more numb than those people. ”
The girl suddenly raised her head, as if she had been told by An Zhe, and her eyes were a little stunned.
"Don't be surprised. During the time I spent with you, I felt it more or less. An Zhe turned his head, not looking at Mikasa's gaze, and said softly.
After all, he's been paying attention to this girl, and he's been here for so long, and he's learned a little bit about Mikasa in this world.
The biological parents were killed, and the adoptive father and adoptive mother also died in the giant mouth, this girl's experience is so distressing, but her strength is also so moving.
It's just that this strength is built on top of hatred......
Mikasa lowered his head, and his expression slowly returned to calm: "You know everything." ”
"Well, you're my important partner."
The girl did not answer, but walked to the wall, and looked at the dimness of the sun, which had sunk below the horizon, and the cloak and crimson scarf fluttering.
"Anzhe, you understand...... This is a cruel world where only the victors can survive. And I'm just a rootless ping in this world. Why am I here...... It turned out that it was just as you said, just to keep that memory of them......"
The murder of relatives has already made him desperate, and the adoptive parents who finally recognized it died so tragically, his life is really good!
Mikasa closed his eyes, his fists clenched tightly, making his bones crack softly.
An Zhe's heart shook slightly, but to this day, he still hasn't been able to change some regrettable things.
For Mikasa, he was too long late.
But all this is irreversible, what can I do?
Taking a deep breath, An Zhe stepped forward and grabbed the girl's clenched fist, her strength was very strong and she didn't look like a girl at all.
"But in this world, there must be something you've been looking forward to, isn't it? That's why you've been fighting, you've never given up. ”
"yes...... What am I expecting......" Mikasa said softly, "I don't even know what I'm looking forward to, I'm already numb to the world." ”
"I'm looking forward to doing it all over again. Because I felt too much unwillingness in my life, I was unwilling to be able to do anything at that time. Because this is the winner's world, you want to do it all over again, as a winner. ”
An Zhe was silent for a while and said softly, causing Mikasa's body to shake, and his pupils couldn't help shrinking.
Regarding the change in Mikasa's demeanor, An Zhe saw it clearly in his eyes, and couldn't help but show a faint smile and speak softly.
"Mikasa, your knife is still tight, isn't it?"
The girl's arms trembled slightly, and An Zhe knew that it was caused by her too much force.
His words seemed to poke Mikasa's heart, and she grew up in hatred in this world.
Because he has too much unwillingness to his fate, and because of his dissatisfaction with the self who watched his biological parents being killed and was so timid that he didn't act at all, it was also because of his own inaction when he saw that his adoptive parents were about to die in the mouth of the giant.
That's why I want to change so much.
If you have the choice to fall again, you must hold the weapon in your hand and fight with all your might...... No matter how weak you are, you can't give up from the bottom of your heart.
It was because of my timidity and inaction in the past that I was who I am now.
Mikasa came to his senses, and the fragile look on his face finally disappeared, and with it came the tenacity of steel.
"Well, it looks like I'm trying to open it. If you want to change so much, let's go to battle. If you win, you'll be able to see a new world. ”
An Zhe said with a light smile, but he didn't talk about this heavy topic anymore, and stretched out his hand.
"Hmm~~ It's not early, let's go back."
Mikasa blinked, but shook his head slightly: "Even if it's as you said, but now, where should I go back from here?" I've ...... Homeless ......"
An Zhe tilted his head, came to the girl and stood still, and gently straightened the crimson scarf for her.
"What a stupid thing to say, don't you have me? A partner is also a kind of relative! Because partners are brothers and sisters who share life and death. Forehead...... Siblings, do you understand? That's what family means. ”
In the twilight of the night, the boy tilted his head and said something strange and forcibly distorted to the girl.