Ten days later.

In the living room of the room, Kasumigaoka Shiyu and Sawamura Eiri sat there, looking at An Zhe who was sitting on the balcony in a daze, and a trace of worry flashed in their expressions.

"Anzhe, he's in a daze again......"

"yes...... It's the second time, and I'm still standing in the kitchen in a daze when I make breakfast in the morning. Sawamura Eiri said softly.

He's been like this since he came back from outside some time ago.

The usually smiling expression has disappeared for some time.,There's nothing unusual when I talk to him.,It's just that when he's alone.,It's easy to get distracted.。

And、It seems that there will be nightmares at night.,That's what Kasumigaoka Shiyu found by accident.,She had seen An Zhe in her sleep covered in cold sweat.,So when she paid attention.,It's found several times.。

"What did he go through...... Kasumigaoka Shiyu frowned, a little unsure of what to do.

She has always felt that An Zhe is a very assertive person, and she always looks confident when she does things, but now this, has she been hit by anything?

Sawamura Eiri shook her head: "But I've never seen him like this......"

If you ask him and don't say it, it's really a hurry......

An Zhe, who was sitting there in a trance, suddenly moved his body, and his rational personality noticed the gaze of Senior Sister and Ying Lili, and sent a reminder to make An Zhe come back to his senses.

Seeing that the two were looking at him with concern, An Zhe, who knew that he was distracted again, hurriedly smiled apologetically.

"Sorry...... I've been a little tired lately, and I've been wandering all the time. ”

Kasumigaoka Shiyu looked at An Zhe, his smile was originally a little far-fetched, but he soon couldn't see anything wrong.

There are rational personalities, and they obviously can't see anything.

"Remember to tell us something, don't hold it in your heart."

The senior sister said uneasily, making De Anzhe shake his head and smile.

"Got it. I have something to do to go out for a while, so I won't send you to the club. ”

An Zhe said, took the windbreaker on the side, put it on his body and walked out.

I called a special rental car and left the capital all the way to a nearby small town.

The weather was very cold, the cold winter season was coming, and under the slightly cold wind, An Zhe came to an orphanage, stood at the door and looked inside.

In the courtyard, he could see a familiar figure accompanying many children, who seemed to like the girl very much, and were always around her.

She is Kurumi Tokizaki.

A child found An Zhe, and immediately happily called An Zhe's brother and ran over, and several little guys hugged his thighs.

An Zhena's dull expression showed some smiles at this moment, and distributed the various candies he bought to the children, making everyone cheer constantly.

After finally sending away this group of clingy children, An Zhe looked at the girl who had been smiling and looking at his side.

"You look a lot better."

Shizaki Crazy shook his head with a smile, came to An Zhe's side and grabbed his arm: "Come with me for a walk, the scenery of the fire maple forest on the mountain is very good." ”

As winter approaches, the maple leaves have begun to fall continuously, and the ground is covered with a fiery red.

An Zhe and Tokizaki Kurumi stepped on the fiery red carpet, and after the wind blew, many maple leaves would be blown down and swirl down from the air.

There was the laughter of children behind him, and An Zhe didn't speak, just walked quietly.

"I think I should go out for a walk."

Shizaki Kurumi suddenly said softly, making An Zhe's eyes condense slightly.

He was not surprised by the girl's decision.

At the end of that day, after stopping Kurumi Tokizaki's self-destructive behavior, An Zhe finally persuaded the girl.

The girl said that now her life will be used to pay for the sins she has committed in this life.

In the past few days, she has been doing good deeds and doing her best to help those in need.

So An Zhe already knows that soon the girl will leave, and the rest of her life will repay the evil she has committed in this life with good deeds.

An Zhe couldn't agree with such a result, but this was the only reason for Kurumi Shizaki to spare his life.

"When are you leaving?"

"Just tomorrow, An Zhe doesn't need to come to see me off."

An Zhe was silent and nodded slightly.

It was her own decision, and An Zhe was sure of the girl's thoughts, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.

If that's the best ending, so be it.

I have done so much hard work, and it has not been in vain.

"I'm relieved if you can think about it, but don't forget what I said."

Kurumi Tokizaki smiled gently, she was no longer thinking about going back to the past, because the rules of the world would not allow those people to be resurrected, and everything that was done would be meaningless.

An Zhe is right, what he can do now is to seriously repay that sin, no matter whether others will forgive him or not, he should do it.

The girl didn't notice the complexity that flashed in An Zhe's eyes.

The group of children came running over again, pestering Kurumi Shizaki to play with her. The girl smiled and nodded, and went around with the little ones.

An Zhe didn't follow, but walked to the top of the mountain and sat down on the rock, and saw the entire maple forest in sight.

The maple forest was like fire, making the mountains and fields seem to be burning, but An Zhe was not in the mood to watch the scenery.

He burned his soul and deceived Kurumi by lying to her that the rules of the world would not allow those people to come back to life.

But in fact, it was he who ruined Kurumi's efforts.

Those people weren't bad people, they were all innocent people who died in vain!

This is the reason why An Zhe is in a heavy mood.

No matter how much he said he didn't care, from the moment he made the action, he was condemned by his conscience.

Because what he did was no different from killing 150 million people with his own hands.

[Are you regretting it]

The voice of the rational personality suddenly sounded in the bottom of his heart, making De Anzhe's gaze slightly condensed when he looked into the distance.

Do you regret it......

No, it's just ...... I can't forgive myself for doing such a bad thing.

The lives of 150 million people were all vetoed by his own thoughts.

Easy to get...... It's as simple as destroying an ant nest.

The consciousness of the rational personality calmed down, and he could be regarded as understanding the cause of the suffering of the master personality during this time.

After all, An Zhe is not the kind of guy who doesn't take human life seriously.

As a strong person, he has respect for life, and his nature is not bad.

Obviously, he insists on his own selfishness, but he has been condemning himself in his heart.

【Heh......】

The rational personality suddenly laughed, as if with a hint of helplessness.

[Sometimes you will be entangled in some foolish things...... Why do you think that if you do that, you will be able to resurrect those people? What if the lies you say that you think are lies are not lies? 】