Chapter 0497 - The Obsession That Can't Be Taken and Allowed to Let Go (For the Father of the Three Soils, the Jade Peijia is even more present!) )

In fact, the decoration of the medical hall is already the end, only a few boxes and some decoration seals have not been removed, and the sanitation has not been thoroughly cleaned for the time being, in addition, the rest of the medicines and equipment are basically purchased, after going up to the second floor, I found a renovated box and pushed the door directly in.

After turning on the light, I took off He Qiang's clothes, and then went to the bathroom to wash the wounds on my body with warm water with a towel.

In the dim bathroom light, my entire upper body was crisscrossed with old scars and new bloody wounds, and some of the deeper wounds were still oozing blood, but although I suffered a lot of knife wounds tonight, none of them were serious, and this level of trauma is nothing to me!

I wiped the blood on my body and arms, and suddenly noticed a fragrance belonging to Han Yun's body, and turned around to find that she didn't know when she was standing at the bathroom door looking at me, with a distressed look in her eyes!

"Got the medicine?" I asked.

"Hmmm......"

Han Yun came over and said, "Why do you always get yourself bruised all over your body, alas...... Don't move, I'll help you disinfect with alcohol first! ”

I was going to turn around, but Han Yun pushed me directly to stop, she turned around and took the alcohol and cotton swabs over, and then opened the cotton swabs, used a few cotton swabs together, and wiped the wounds with alcohol for me, every time she wiped a wound with a cotton swab, my muscles would involuntarily tense, gritting my teeth and making a gasping sound!

Han Yun will always stop a little at this time, look at me with gentle eyes, and don't speak, and when my brows relax slightly, she will continue to the next wound, women are more suitable for doing this than men, it is obviously a painful thing, but she always looks at me with such gentle eyes, but it makes people feel a strange warmth in their hearts!

After wiping the wound in front of me, Han Yun turned behind me so that I couldn't see her, but after a while, I didn't feel the pain from the wound, but suddenly felt Han Yun's hand on my back and touched it, I subconsciously tensed up, Han Yun's hand suddenly took away like a frightened bird, and then I bared my teeth again, only to feel that the wound hurt again!

"What's wrong?" I asked with a frown.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing! Han Yun said in a low voice, "There's a little dirt on your back, I'll help you take it off!" ”

I said 'oh', and waited until Han Yun helped me wipe all the wounds, then I turned around and walked out of the bathroom, and then selected the medicine that Han Yun brought, and finally found herbs such as tendon grass and cold holly, mixed them together and boiled them on the medicine stove in the box, and then I took the opportunity to roll up my trouser legs, changed the gauze and medicine on the leg wound part, and pricked myself with silver acupuncture, then stopped and sat down to take a breath!

Han Yun was packing up the drugs in front of my eyes.

Originally, she was tall, and when I sat like this, I could only see her legs in black silk dangling in front of my eyes, attracting my attention and always moving involuntarily with her figure, suddenly Han Yun turned around and took a herb and wanted to ask me something, but she lowered her head, her cheeks suddenly turned red, and she looked at me and said, "What are you looking at?" ”

"You're dangling in front of my eyes, what else can I see?" I smiled wryly.

"Is it pretty?" Han Yun stared at me, bit her lip and asked.

"Hmmm......"

I nodded and praised, "You can be a leg model, with your conditions, I suddenly feel that you can actually mix well in the entertainment industry, maybe you will become an instant hit, and when the time comes, you will become a household name, that will be amazing!" ”

"Awesome what?"

Han Yun's eyes slid a gloomily and sat next to me with a wry smile: "'Instant hit' has a special meaning, and what qualifications do I have to break into the entertainment industry?" I can't sing and dance, and I don't know how to perform, where can a woman have dignity just by her body and face? Besides...... Even if it's really like you said, I'm desperate to become popular, and then wait for others to dig out all my unbearable experiences, and then let me lose face in front of the world? ”

I immediately knew that I had said the wrong thing, and I couldn't help but apologize: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I just wanted to compliment your figure, but I didn't expect it to be self-defeating!" ”

Han Yun shook his head and said, "I don't blame you, I just felt it myself!" I thought about it carefully and felt that even if a person like you is full of scars, you are worthy of pride, but a person like me, even if there is only one scar in my heart, this life is a shame......"

"Don't say that, the past is the past, not to mention that kind of thing is not something you want!" I comforted.

The medicine stove in the room began to heat up, making a 'gurgling' medicinal soup boiling, and bursts of medicinal incense wafted out.

Han Yun turned her head to look at me and sighed, "Aren't I starting over...... In fact, I know that some scars left on the body will make others feel shocked, but even if some scars are hidden in the depths of their hearts, others know and know, it is a flaw that cannot be ignored! ”

"You're still on the tip of the horns!" I said helplessly.

"Of course I'm not a!" Han Yun's eyes stared at me directly, and she bit her lip and asked, "If you don't mind my past, why are you always jealous of me?" ”

"Huh?" I was stunned and said, "Is there one?" ”

"Of course ......there is," Han Yun said as she bit her lip, the light in her eyes flickering.

I avoided her eyes and smiled bitterly, "Since you said this, then I'll talk to you...... Actually, I know what you mean, but you don't understand what kind of person I am! ”

"I understand!"

"You don't understand!"

I stared at Han Yun and smiled bitterly: "To tell you the truth, I've been asking myself a question recently, I'm asking myself, am I a scumbag......"

"You ......"

"Don't talk yet!" I raised my hand to signal Han Yun not to interrupt, then looked at her, and said with a wry smile, "I was originally an ordinary poor boy, others say that I am a toad, if it weren't for my sister Xu Jie, I might be a toad for the rest of my life, at most I can be a ruthless gangster......

"But you know what?" I stared into Han Yun's eyes and said, "I keep saying that I love my sister, I want to marry her, and I want to be good to her for the rest of my life, but ......"

Han Yun stared at me, hesitated and said with a wry smile: "But you are in love with another woman?" ”

I nodded, touched my pocket and wanted to smoke, but found that there was no cigarette in my pocket, so I had to say to her helplessly: "I'm only nineteen years old, and it's only been half a year, I have done something that I dare not face Xu Jie, I don't dare to call her now, I dare not face her always so gentle tone to me, but I always can't control myself, I can't control my selfish thoughts and my inner desires!" ”

"All men...... It's all the same, right? Han Yun sighed faintly.

"Maybe!" I lowered my head and smiled bitterly, "I'm too greedy, I eat from the bowl and look at the pot, so it's not that I want to be a saint in front of you, but I don't want to put my selfishness on you who have been hurt, do you know what I mean?" ”

Han Yun lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and sighed faintly: "So, this is a man, right?" Have you ever thought about what would happen if they knew each other in the future? ”

I spread my hands and said: "I don't know, but I just can't let go now, Buddhism has a saying that advises people to be able to afford to put it down, but I'm too obsessed, once I pick up something I won't put down, I think I may be selfish for the rest of my life, even if I am hated by them!" ”

Han Yun stared at me with a smile in her eyes: "It seems that you are really very greedy, but when you say this, it makes me even more embarrassed, since you are a greedy person, why didn't you do anything to me and continue to be selfish and greedy?" ”

Because of what?

I don't know!

I looked at Han Yun and thought for a long time before frowning and saying, "Because I think ...... You haven't figured it out, do you want a man, or a home? ”

Han Yun frowned slightly and thought for a while: "Then do you think that with me now, what I need is a man or a home?" ”