"But love is never worth it."

Ye Qing nodded a little sleepily: "Yes, I admit that you are more suitable for my brother than me, and you can also bring my brother a better life, but I still don't want to give up." ”

"I don't want to confess to him in that place, because I don't want him to slowly wake up to all this afterwards, impulsiveness can cover up a lot, but it can't solve everything."

"He chooses you, it means that he will have a more stable and comfortable life, he has slowly shown his talents, even if I can still beat him happily today, but in the end he will still catch up with me, and even surpass me."

"I never wanted to live a life of peace, and I always wanted to fulfill those unrealistic fantasies, I don't know how long I can live, and even I suspect that I won't live long, you asked me to sacrifice the ten years of life to the golden scale, I didn't care too much at first, I was so young, even if I estimated at the bottom, there were many decades to squander."

"But I now understand that what the golden balance should have taken away is not my physiological lifespan, but my lifespan in the long river of fate."

"No matter how long I ever lived, when I was willing to make that exchange, I would have died ten years earlier than I should have died."

Christie looked at Ye Qing and didn't speak, then nodded.

"You don't want me to know that, do you, if a mere human can wreak havoc or almost kill an ancient god in ten years, I should be proud."

"I never understood why my existence was so huge, that even the Mosayer wanted to eat at my existence, I was never happy about it, but I was a little relieved only when the arrow was fired."

"Yes, the place that used to change the future was almost as cumbersome as a burden, and finally there is something that can be dedicated."

Ye Qing laughed: "So say it." ”

"We'll all let Ge Sheng choose by default, but can that idiot realize."

"Just as he chose whether or not to become a disciple of Chivalry, choosing either of us means choosing two almost completely different lives for him in the future."

Ye Qing didn't speak.

Or rather, she had nothing to say.

In fact, for a long time, she had always thought that Christie, a person who was extremely rational, chose Ge Sheng only because he was the most suitable.

As for the timely and considerate help to Ge Sheng, it was just like taking care of his fiancée's sister and his fiancé's younger brother.

If it was more suitable, Christie would change it like a plug.

But Ye Qing finally admitted that Christie was right.

I never knew her, let alone tried to understand her.

When Christie said those words, she really understood for the first time that the other party really liked Ge Shengcai's choice.

In this way, Ye Qing realized at this moment that it was obviously me who came first, and this sentence was really unspeakable.

So Ye Qing sighed and said, "Yes, I really don't know you. ”

"But I know my brother, Ge Sheng."

"He's actually a very cowardly guy, obviously the girl has such a good relationship, but he rarely likes a certain person."

"I used to be afraid that he would like Ziquan, you have seen a very good girl, and it is because he is a very good girl that I am a little scared."

"The relationship between them is far above friendship, it can be described as the friendship of Jinlan, when I built the Friends Club at the end of the summer, I actually had a moment of careful thinking about not wanting Ziquan to join the club."

"But then I gave up, and I told myself to trust him, to believe in my feelings."

"In fact, it turned out that I was right, Ziquan and my brother maintained a very comfortable distance just right, and a girl like Ziquan is hard not to like her."

"There is another person who is the Third Highness, my brother who knew me almost at the same time."

"Yes, I was still young when we first met, and I even thought that the toys that belonged to me were my toys, so I was very angry with him at that time, and it wasn't over until a long time later, after that big thing happened, so I recognized him as a brother, thinking that no matter what his relationship with others is, I am his sister for life, and this is the only thing that will not change."

"It's the one thing I did right between us, but it's also the most wrong."

"But I don't regret it, but I'm a little happy."

"I proved that I really liked him, not that my sister liked my brother's like, but that my mother liked my father's like."

"I've wanted to monopolize his relationship with him since the time of His Third Highness, but I quickly understood that friendship is not exclusive and I must share it."

"Then I chose family affection to maintain our relationship."

"And then I met you."

"The ultimate thing you've taught me is that there's so much to share in this world."

"But love alone cannot be shared."

"By the time I understood this, I was already in today's tournament."

"It was at that moment that I decided not to say anything."

"Because it's not necessary, and it's stupid."

Ye Qing looked at Christie and spread his hands: "Yes, like you said, I did it, although I don't want to admit it, but this is the truth." ”

"There's no need for him to know too much, and there's no need to know about the fact that I am also engaged to him."

"I'll just tell him that I like him too, and hopefully it's enough to take your place."

"But not in that place, where he might promise and regret."

"Love is such a thing, you can regret it, but you shouldn't regret it."

Ye Qing's words were safe, honest but with an extremely cold taste, like swords together, but the day was warm and warm.

She came this time to have a showdown with Christie, but the showdown also has a showdown, Christie was already invincible, but Ye Qing pulled all this back.

Christie looked at her and smiled slightly, but didn't say a word.

She held out a hand and made a faint gesture of continuation.

Ye Qing nodded.

"I once said that whoever wants to be my sister-in-law has to be someone who has my approval."

"I used to dislike you very much, the cold and profound, the way the world is under control."

"But slowly I realized that although you don't want to show yourself like this, it's just that you don't bother to hide it, and even want to hide yourself in this way."

"I slowly got a little bit of agreement with you, and even somewhat understood why Yi Lanshan called you a simple good person."

"A lot of people have disliked me for being childish, for always wanting to do something unrealistic, for always wanting to make the world go the way they want."

"But the only thing to be happy about is that even so, I still managed to do a lot of things, with the help of those people."

"So, I didn't understand until a moment ago why you were a simple good person."

"You've done a lot of things that aren't good people, and I've found out a little bit during this time, because when the opponent is you, it's not too much to prepare."

"But I gradually find that you want a good outcome so much, but the world hates you so much, although you can see the past, but the future has never gone according to your ideas, forcing you to prepare more back-ups, more remedies."

"That's why you're getting more and more afraid of being exposed to the world."

"The complicated but simple relationship between you and me and Ge Sheng, you really did as you said, did not do anything superfluous, let it slowly go down according to the most basic trajectory, just for that point."

"I should thank you immensely and respect you."

"So I can finally say that, whatever I thought and said at first, but now I have to admit it."

"To me, you are the one who deserves my brother more, and you are also the one who can be recognized by me."

Looking at Ye Qing's expression, Christie spoke, her words calm but cold.

(End of chapter)