Chapter 240: The Meaning of Dreams and Reality
Xia Xin looked at the secluded lake, and his voice was both near and far.
"I think he's going to be disappointed in you,...... It's not because you lost the game, it's because you got him wrong, and you got one thing wrong from the beginning, and your brother didn't want a national championship. ”
Xia Shiqi said, "Are you an idiot?" He looked at Xia Xin, "Do you think you will know my brother better than me?" ”
"Of course, you must know your brother better, but I think I know more about the creature called 'brother', after all, I am also a brother no matter how I say it."
Xia Shiqi retorted disdainfully, "Obviously I don't have the calm and reliable feeling of my brother at all, it's pitiful to be your sister." ”
Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "...... Well, it's really unreliable, but we've been brothers for more than ten years, so it's not a little experience. ”
"My sister and I are actually similar, we have flipped over rubber bands, played all kinds of chess, and often played games together, but the difference is that my sister and I play more casually, because she will find it interesting whether she loses or wins, whether she kills or is killed, she will laugh very happily, I think,...... Probably because it's fun to play with me. ”
Xia Shiqi glanced at Xia Xin and complained, "You are so thick-skinned, maybe she is just trying to perfunctory you so annoying." ”
"Whatever you want."
Xia Xin shook his head and stared at the lake quietly, reflecting the bright lake under the silver moon, his eyes seemed distant and profound.
Xia Shiqi could see a soft and warm light in his eyes, and he felt that the light was somewhat similar to his brother's eyes.
Xia Xin continued, "I think that whether you lose or win, it's not as important as that guy's smile, as long as it can make her smile happy, I will be willing to do it." ”
Xia Shiqi turned her gaze and also looked at the lake, "That's just yourself, you disgusting sister, don't compare yourself with my brother." ”
"But you just said that your brother and you often play games together, whoever kills you, he will definitely kill someone to avenge you, I know that he actually values you more than winning or losing, because this kind of practice is very irrational, forcibly killing, and it is very likely to lead the team to annihilate, so that the game that could have been easily won will become difficult, you should also understand it."
In fact, Xia Xin just did it today, but fortunately he won.
Xia Shiqi naturally understands this truth.
"I actually hate the feeling of losing, especially when I have the strength above the diamond, but I have to lose to the bronze hand repeatedly, which is really unhappy, and it took a while to get used to it, because ...... Although I lost the game, I gained something more important, and I think your brother is the same. ”
"So I said you're mistaken, what he wants is not for you to help him win races, win national championships or anything, he just wants you to be happy."
Xia Shiqi was obviously a little shaken, her eyes trembled, she turned her eyes away from Xia Xin's eyes, and retorted with trembling lips, "You don't understand, that's my brother's dream." ”
As if to convince herself, Xia Shiqi added, "I want to inherit his dream and help him complete it." ”
Xia Xin calmly stated, "No one can inherit such a thing as a dream, what you complete by yourself is called a dream, and what others complete is just someone else's dream." ”
These words hit Xia Shiqi's weakness, Xia Shiqi suddenly sank her little face, her eyes were red, she glared at Xia Xin angrily, and said loudly, "If you don't talk nonsense to me, you won't understand, because you don't have dreams at all, what's the difference between a person like you who has no dreams and salted fish, do you think you will understand my brother's dream." ”
Xia Xin looked at Xia Shiqi calmly and said, "I really don't understand, but I also know that his dream is definitely not to make you miserable and sad, when the dream will make you sad, what do you think he will do, is it for you to continue, or do you want you to do something to make you happy, do you really think he will want you to help him complete any dream?" ”
Xia Xin's calm words were like sharp arrows with thorns, piercing Xia Shiqi's heart one by one, it was very painful, and it was so painful that it was difficult to breathe.
And it's hard to refute.
Xia Shiqi's beautiful eyes were suddenly dyed with a layer of crystal mist, looking watery, her mouth was flattened, and she shouted almost hysterically, "Then you say, what should I do, and suddenly tell me confidently, that's not what my brother wants me to do, then what do you say I'm going to do, then what did I do in the past, woo~~"
Xia Shiqi bit her lip and suppressed her crying, like an angry lioness, her eyes were fierce, and she glared at Xia Xin angrily, and Xia Xin suddenly denied all the efforts she had made in the past.
"I, I, I don't know, I guess I want you to be happy." Xia Xin was a little panicked.
Xia Shiqi scolded as if she wanted to vent, "It's obviously a scumbag, sister control, a salted fish, and dare to run over and say wild words, you are less self-righteous, my brother is a thousand times better than you, woo~~"
Crystal tears rolled down her cheeks, and the little face sobbed and sobbed, but the stubborn way she bit her lip was pitiful and distressing.
"Yes, yes, your brother must be better than me."
Xia Xin said guiltily, why did he make a girl cry again, "I'm sorry, I just think that since the first time I saw you, I felt that you have been very unhappy, as if you were bound by something intangible, maybe...... It's me who is too self-righteous, then, then I'll get out first, you, don't cry, I'll get out right away, non-stop. ”
Xia Xin was just about to get up, but unexpectedly, Xia Shiqi hugged him, buried his little face in his shoulder, and cried bitterly, "That's ...... You...... What do you want me to do, you scumbag, wow~~"
Xia Shiqi cried like a child as if she wanted to vent all the grievances in her heart, but soon she noticed her gaffe, afraid of being heard, and bit Xia Xin's shoulder, and her voice was much quieter.
Only a soft choking sound sounded by the lake.
And...... There is also a little bit of Xia Xin's painful gasping voice.
Xia Xin was very depressed and found that he had been bitten again......
I don't know how long it took for Xia Shiqi to calm down, and her choking was not so intense.
Xia Xin asked tentatively, "Let's cry, cry, can we concentrate on crying, can we not bite." ”
As soon as the words fell, Xia Xin found that Xia Shiqi bit deeper as if she was deliberately retaliating.
“……”
Xia Xin could only look at the other side of the lake expressionlessly, thinking in a mess that he could write a book in the future, called "On the Relationship between Girls' Teeth Biting Force and Figure".
Yes, if you are bitten a few more times, you will probably be able to summarize the relationship and make some extra money by publishing books.
Xia Xin gently patted Xia Shiqi's back to comfort her, he is better at this kind of thing, just like patting him to sleep at night.
It took a long time for Xia Shiqi to lift the little face of the pear blossom with rain, and asked with a little crying, "Is there a tissue?" ”
Xia Xin replied, "Is it okay to wear clothes, anyway, I have already soaked 2 liters of tears." ”
It doesn't matter if you add another liter.
Xia Shiqi met his request very understandingly, unceremoniously leaned over to his dry shoulder on the other side, used his clothes as a towel, leaned over his little face, and wiped his tears back and forth.
Xia Shiqi probably calmed down, and said softly and tactfully, "I take back my previous words, let's admit that you are a good brother, and your sister is very lucky." ”
“…… Thank you. ”
Before Xia Shiqi said that it was pitiful to be Xia Xin's sister, but in fact, Xia Xin didn't pay attention to it at all.
Xia Shiqi lowered her little face, her little face that was hot and crimson because of crying was dyed with bright colors, and her soft voice like a feather sounded, "Then what do you think I should do?" ”
Probably such a serious consultation with Xia Xin made her very unaccustomed to it.
Xia Xin thought for a while and said, "I don't know, I think you just need to do what you want, don't force yourself to do what you don't like, do what you want, don't do it if you don't want to, it's as simple as that." ”
"But I don't really want to do it."
"If you don't, you just need to know that if you're happy, he'll be happy."
Xia Shiqi pouted, and retorted a little unconvinced, "It's really like what a salted fish said, a meaningless life, a meaningless life." ”
Xia Xin smiled, "It's meaningless, it's meaningless, who stipulates that chasing dreams must be meaningful, health and happiness are meaningless, if health and happiness are meaningless, then I hope that myself, my sister and I will never be meaningless, that's enough." ”
What Xia Xin has been chasing is this meaningless meaning, and this meaningless meaning is quite far away from him.
Xia Xin secretly said in his heart, night and night, you are the meaning that has supported me to this day.
Xia Shiqi raised her little face, looked at Xia Xin in a daze, her beautiful eyelashes trembled, and said, "It's really a worthless conversation, and in the end, nothing has been solved, you incompetent brother." ”
“…… Right. Xia Xin smiled bitterly.
"But it helped me a lot unexpectedly, at least a little bit like my brother."
“…… Thank you. ”
"No thanks, when I say a little, I mean a little bit the size of a mung bean, and the other points are terrible."
“……”
Xia Xin was speechless, Xia Shiqi seemed to have returned to her usual Xia Shiqi, and her mouth was still unforgiving.
Xia Xin stood up, "I'll be relieved to see that you're okay, then I'll go back first." ”
Xia Shiqi also stood up, her slender and delicate body stood gracefully, her beautiful pale yellow dress swayed lightly in the wind, and half of her white and lovely palm stretched out from the warm cashmere sweater, and pulled the hem of Xia Xin's clothes with her index finger and thumb.
Xia Xin looked at her suspiciously.
Xia Shiqi stared at the ground, hesitated for a long time, and then raised her little face, her watery eyes blinked, and she pouted, with three points of weakness and three points of shyness, and said in a voice like a mosquito, "You...... Can you kiss me like my brother did? ”
She saw her brother's shadow from Xia Xin, and she hadn't seen her brother for a long time.
At first, she spoke so harshly, but now that she asks this kind of thing, she is ready to be ridiculed by Xia Xin.
However, Xia Xin was just stunned, turned around, faced her, and responded softly, "Okay", and didn't say anything more.
Xia Shiqi's little face suddenly turned even redder, raised her little face, slowly closed her beautiful eyes, and waited quietly, her neatly curled eyelashes trembled gently, showing that she was very nervous in her heart.
Reflecting the moonlight, the little white and red face is as attractive as a ripe and juicy peach, and the delicate skin can be blown and broken.
Xia Xin's heart was unusually quiet, and he didn't have any superfluous thoughts, because seeing the petite and delicate Xia Shiqi would always make him think of summer nights.
He bowed his head slightly, leaned over his face, and kissed lightly on his delicate little face like the pilgrim who was heading towards the Holy Land, with purity and the bright moon in his arms.
I only heard the sound of a "click", like the sound of the shutter of taking a photo.
Xia Shiqi took two steps back quickly, and raised her mobile phone to Xia Xin, which clearly reflected the photo of Xia Xin's face under the night sky with her back to the moonlight.
Xia Shiqi's little face was already as red as the sunset on the horizon, but she still tried her best to make a stern expression, glared at Xia Xin, and said, "I photographed it, hum, this is the evidence of the crime, if you dare to leak the shameful thing I cried tonight, I will call your girlfriend and say that you kiss me and want to force me, you know the consequences." ”
"Don't, that's going to kill you, anyway, this is different from what we said, you asked for it."
"I didn't," Xia Shiqi actually denied it on the spot, and then glared at Xia Xin angrily, "You salted fish, birds, beasts, scumbag, in short, I will keep the evidence of the crime, if you dare to talk nonsense outside and affect my image, you just wait for death." ”
After Xia Shiqi finished speaking, she ran away quickly, leaving Xia Xin alone on the spot.
“…… Am I tricked? ”
…… Anyway, the script shouldn't be like this.
Isn't it supposed to reflect a beautiful brother and sister relationship, shouldn't she be shy to say thank you like a mimosa, what went wrong halfway?