"Is this an excuse for losers?"

"I lost, I don't need any excuses and reasons, because what can be foreseen is that I will lose everything, including life, people are going to die, and if you don't listen to me, I will be a loser after all!" Bai Yujing sat down, and then sighed like a collapsing mountain, "In this game, the loser loses everything......"

"If you're willing to tell me more about it, I'd be willing to keep talking nonsense with you." I stared at him, who had no fighting spirit, and said with a sneer.

"Let me keep some of the dignity of a loser, right?" Bai Yujing raised his head, stared at me with complicated eyes and said, "Although I foresee your future path, maybe you can go further than me, as the person I think is destined to be the opponent, at this time I hope you can go further......"

How far is it, Bai Yujing and I can't talk about this question anymore, because he has already lost his fighting spirit by admitting defeat and conceding defeat, and even the desire to survive seems to have been lost.

The situation in Jingzhou is in a fog.

After leaving Bai Yujing's office, I knocked on Guan Cangyue's office door, and the moment Guan Cangyue raised his head and looked at me like an uncle from the neighborhood committee in the conference room, his eyes were as sharp as a sword!

"You still haven't dispelled your thoughts?" Guan Cangyue stared at me and asked lightly.

I was slightly startled in my heart, felt the strong oppression, and forcibly nodded calmly and said, "I'm sorry to disappoint you, I am indeed not this material!" ”

"Advance or retreat is your own choice, do you know what the difference between the strong and the weak is?" Guan Cangyue stared at me and asked.

I know that there must be 10,000 thoughts in the hearts of 10,000 people about this opinion, Guan Cangyue didn't really want to ask me this question, he just had something to say to me, so I shook my head directly and waited for his answer!

"The strong are fearless, the sea is crossing, the weak are cowardly, and the peak is resting......" Guan Cangyue's eyes seemed to flash a trace of disappointment and shook his head and said, "I thought you were a qualified warrior, but maybe I was wrong!" ”

I was silent, and I didn't dare to answer, but I couldn't help but think too much of his words in my heart, and the vicissitudes of the sea reminded me of Bai Yujing's sentence 'butterflies can't fly in the sea after all', which shows that Bai Yujing also has the ambition of the sea in his heart, but unfortunately, how many people in this world can cross the sea?

Wangfeng's words should come from the mentality of describing a person in the "Book with Zhu Yuansi", which was indifferent to fame and fortune, but it was used by Guan Cangyue on the weak, it seems that under Guan Cangyue's ordinary appearance, maybe it is not an ordinary soul, which can only prove - I still don't know him!

"You go and hand over to Guo Han, and you won't have anything to do with the security department from now on!" Guan Cangyue said lightly, and then lowered his head and stopped looking at me.

I hesitated for a moment, and suddenly said, "I want to recommend Qiu Yu......"

"From now on, you are not a member of the security department, which means that you do not have the right to recommend, and the person who can quit the security department proves that the loyalty is insufficient, and the recommended person is difficult to use safely, so you don't have to recommend anyone!" Guan Cangyue's tone came out with an incomparably indifferent aura.

I stood in embarrassment for a few seconds, and then turned around and left Guan Cangyue's office with a bitter expression.

When I went to Guo Han to hand over, Guo Han was quite polite, and I took care of everything as before, I handed over my little notebook, as well as documents such as the right to a gun.

Guo Han asked me puzzled, why did he propose to withdraw in the case of promotion, isn't this deliberately making the face of the customs department ugly?

In fact, what I wanted to say in my heart was the sentence that Guan Cangyue said in the conference room, 'The Tao is different and does not conspire with each other', but when I got to the exit, it became: "Maybe I don't have the heart of a strong man yet!" ”

Guo Han wanted to say something and stopped, and finally sent me out of the security department base without saying anything.

In the evening, after eating at Xu Jie's side, I felt a little empty in my heart watching TV in the living room, and when Xu Jie cleaned up and bathed out, she saw my emotional abnormality, and took the initiative to snuggle in my arms and asked, "Quitting from the security department, are you unhappy?" ”

I shook my head, wrapped my fingers around a strand of her hair and sighed: "This is my own decision, there is no question of being unhappy, but I feel that some things are too boring!" ”

"Not interesting? What does it mean? Xu Jie asked curiously.

"Bai Yujing lost, but he showed some humanity in the end, at least some of the decisions and behaviors he made in the end showed that he was at least a human person!"

"Could this be a delusion?" Xu Jie smiled and asked, "His human touch has never been used in other people, no matter how evil a person is, there will be a good thing in death, right?" ”

"Maybe......" I said with a wry smile, "but it's ...... Although I won, but in the end, I felt that there was no trace of human touch, and I suddenly couldn't understand it, I couldn't understand the human heart in this world, how complicated it is? ”

"Huh...... These questions are philosophical questions! Xu Jie lowered her head, put her smooth forehead on my face, stared at my eyes affectionately and said, "Xiaoyan, you are still young, don't think too much about these problems, it is easy to make yourself unhappy." ”

"I just gave up my identity as a security department to make my life a little happier!"

"If you give up some things, you will also get some, maybe it's because you've been fighting with Bai Yujing for too long, and suddenly the pressure is light, and you won't feel uncomfortable if you have a psychological gap, right?"

"Hmm...... Possibly. My hand moved down and slid into the gap between Xu Jie's legs after the shower.

Xu Jie was caught off guard, and suddenly let out a frightened snort, and then realized that there was someone next to him, so he immediately covered his mouth, and his face was crawling with red clouds in an instant, glaring at me and biting his lip and saying, "Uh...... You're changing too fast...... Yes! ”

"Sister, do you miss me?" I felt her emotion and couldn't help but stare into her misty eyes and ask.

"Hmm." Xu Jie's eyelashes fluttered, and she reached out and pulled my hand out and hummed, "You haven't washed your hands after eating, go take a shower, otherwise you won't be allowed to touch me!" ”

"Then I choose not to touch it!"

"Kill you—"

"Hahaha......"

deliberately teased Xu Jie, looked at her expression shyly and coquettish, and then quickly went to take a shower, and when Xu Jie brought me clothes and towels, she directly pulled her in, and in the bathroom, with the embarrassing posture that Xu Jie usually dared not make, she did the thing that made her feel ashamed but very happy.

Little Bie is newlywed.

A joy and a sound sleep, in the middle of the night suddenly thunder and lightning, Xu Jie and I were awakened by the sound of thunder and lightning outside, but when we felt that each other was still tightly snuggled and entangled, I was immediately relieved.

It turns out that the upheaval outside has nothing to do with us, as long as we are with the person we love!

In the intimacy just now, Xu Jie directly hugged me and slept in the midst of happiness, and only then did she remember to get up and wash herself, otherwise she would feel slimy and uncomfortable!

I watched her staggering out of bed and went to the bathroom, and after a while, she jumped up like a cat and got into the bed, and then hugged me and curled up in her arms and asked in a low voice: "Xiaoyan, did you say that you will be pregnant this time?" ”

"Haven't given up yet?" I couldn't help but laugh and said, "So you just took the initiative to hold me and didn't let me quit, or did you want a baby?" ”

"Alas, you don't understand......," Xu Jie said a little melancholy, "You said I don't have a problem, but we've been together a lot of times, and we haven't done safety measures to let you out inside for a long time, but Yawei and she are ...... But I ...... Alas! ”

"It's okay, God always leaves better gifts behind!" I kissed Xu Jie's forehead and said.

"I hope so, but I'm also a woman, I'm always a little uneasy, although at this time in time, we have multiple children, maybe it's not the best choice!" Xu Jie sighed helplessly.

Outside the window, thunder and lightning came down mixed with wind and rain, Xu Jie suddenly sat up with the quilt, looked at the wind and rain outside the window, and took my hand with great interest and said, "Xiaoyan, get up——"

"What?" I was pulled up by her in confusion.

"Would you like to accompany me to the window to watch the rain?" Xu Jie looked like an innocent little girl, jumping out of bed barefoot.

"What?" I couldn't stop crying.

"Look, I haven't seen the night scene of the city of Jingzhou in the wind and rain!" Xu Jie seemed to pull me to the window, and she didn't even care about her own clothes.

I was taken by Xu Jie to the window, and then she asked me to hug her tightly from behind, the lightning and thunder outside, under the wind and rain, the rain covered the window glass.

Xu Jie looked quiet and happy, stretched out her hand to the window and separated the glass, as if she was feeling the wind and rain outside, and after a while, she suddenly turned her face, slightly raised the corners of her lips, and said to me with gentle and deep eyes: "Kiss me-"

I was stunned for a moment, driven by Xu Jie's lips that took the initiative to send, and fell into this wonderful feeling of happiness, sometimes emotions are a very wonderful thing, just kissing, no more words and actions, but I seem to understand Xu Jie.

That's what she wants, stay with me, no matter if it's windy or rainy outside, there is no distance between us, it's good to be together like this forever, this is what Xu Jie's kiss made me feel!

But men are different, kissing will bring more reactions, when Xu Jie gradually felt it, and was ready to greet me with my changes, there was a somewhat abrupt mobile phone vibration sound in the room!

"No matter ......" I bit Xu Jie's ear, looking a little anxious!

Xu Jie stopped me, although her eyes were full of confusion, she was still rational and said gently: "Don't worry about this moment, my sister won't run away, let's look at the phone first!" ”

I was helpless, but I was reluctant to part with her, so I simply picked her up and went over with her, and then picked up my phone and took a look.

Xu Jie felt it, turned her head to take a look, then gasped, and froze for a long time before she sighed blankly, and said in an infinitely gloomy tone: "This world ...... It's really realistic! ”

"Butterfly...... You can't fly over the sea! I couldn't help but read this sentence, and then let out a deep sigh, and the bleak look of Bai Yujing when he was finally in the office automatically appeared in my mind.

Bai Yujing - committed suicide!