Chapter 1564 People Always Have to Find a Reason to Live

Bai Yujing is crazy!

But I didn't treat him as a madman with a low IQ, because no madman would disguise Lin Chaoyang's death to me a long time ago, and then when I told Qiao Chulin the news, even Qiao Chulin gradually accepted this reality, but he could still play the card of Lin Chaoyang!

Maybe Bai Yujing's intention in playing Lin Chaoyang's card was not to keep her alive, but to know some secrets and flaws about me from her mouth!

Bai Yujing knew in his heart that as long as Lin Chaoyang was a chess piece, he would always be able to pry open a crack around me one day, and in fact, he had successfully done it!

Qiao Chulin's biggest weakness in this life is indeed Lin Chaoyang!

But he also miscalculated one thing, because after experiencing many times of sadness, Qiao Chulin realized that Lin Chaoyang was alive and came back from me, so she hid it from me, wanted to cut off all her things from me, and then exchanged them for cash, wanting to use the money to make up for Lin Chaoyang and make up for her shame as a mother!

But when she realized that this was Lin Chaoyang's resentment against herself and Bai Yujing's conspiracy, she sent out the text message, and then destroyed her mobile phone herself!

After making this move, Qiao Chulin was actually like a dead heart, she was desperate for her biological son, and she was actually desperate for the hope of survival!

Therefore, she was suffering endless torture, even if Bai Yujing's beast did so many horrific evil deeds to her, she didn't say what Bai Yujing wanted...... Even a word!

I called Wu Shuishui and asked her not to rush to send Qiao Chulin away, but to ask her to take Qiao Chulin to take a shower first and then change into clean clothes and wait for me at her residence, because there are some things I still want to ask Qiao Chulin!

Bai Yujing didn't inadvertently leave Qiao Chulin, but deliberately let me see the miserable appearance of Qiao Chulin's life, he must have investigated me for a long time, so he found Miao Village, hoping to find out about Miao Jiang's Gu Technique, find some secrets, but he inadvertently found Xiao Yezi, so Qiao Chulin is more like a warning example to me - if he can't get the 'White Snake' anti-cancer drug, he will treat Xiao Yezi like Qiao Chulin.

This is what Bai Yujing wants to tell me!

On the ninth day of the first month, I casually opened a desk calendar on the table, and suddenly saw the words "don't use the hidden dragon", which is the symbol of the Qiangua, and it is a warning hexagram of the flying dragon before the sky.

I don't know if this hexagram is a warning to me, or a sign for Bai Yujing, but in fact, I already have an answer in my heart, and I can't help but let out a long sigh when I look at the vast night and street scene outside the window.

At ten o'clock in the evening, I walked into Wu Shuishui's residence, Wu Shuishui was stewing something in the kitchen with an apron, and there was a sweet aroma with papaya......

Qiao Chulin was still sitting on the sofa blankly, and in reality it was a funny variety show, but there was no smile on her face, she just hugged her knees, curled up in the sofa like a poor orphan.

Her appearance actually reminded me absurdly of the war years, those poor women who escaped from the devil's hands, and their coldness towards Lin Chaoyang and Bai Yujing was also a little deeper because of this.

I walked over and sat on the sofa, put a set of clothes I bought on the road in her hand and said, "You go back to Hangzhou in a few days, stay in the hospital first, and I will keep a part of the shares in the beauty salon for you, you have experience...... It's time to start over! ”

"I'm already 40......" Qiao Chulin shook her head, "You're not my biological son, you don't need to give me anything more, and I can't do anything anymore, I'm sorry ......"

"When people live in this world, they must always find some reason to live." I reached out and pulled Qiao Chulin's hand over and put it in mine, this action seemed a little too intimate and warm, but I didn't feel inappropriate at all, just sighed seriously at her complicated eyes, "You've experienced enough, I don't want to talk about the big truth, but you have to know...... I'm just an orphan, and the moment I walked out of the mountains, what was I afraid of, you know? ”

Qiao Chulin stared at me blankly.

I held her cold palm and said bitterly: "That year, I followed my grandfather out with my bag, what I was most afraid of was that my grandfather didn't want me anymore, he said he would die, I was afraid that after he died, I would become a real orphan, people should always have some reason to live in this world, right?" When I was in the mountains, people beat me and scolded me, saying that I was a wild child, and I had to endure it if I couldn't bear it, because if I fought back, it would be my grandfather who hurt those people......"

"At that time, I didn't understand why I was alive, probably my grandfather raised me, I had to live for him, and I didn't have the courage to die at all......"

"I don't know why I live, but I don't dare to die, that's all the time of my life before I was a teenager."

"Fortunately, my grandfather brought me out, and Aunt Tang gave me a kind stay, which made me feel that not every unattainable beautiful woman who seems to despise me and dislike me, and also let me know that it doesn't matter whether a person looks good or not, the important thing is that if someone is good to you, you have to live well......"

"Grandpa is good to me, I have to live well."

"Aunt Tang is good to me, and I will stay and live well!"

"My sister is good to me, I have to be stronger for her!"

"Mo Jin, to me, I have to climb hard to make my identity worthy of her favor!"

"All of you have given me kindness, I have to be worthy of your kindness............ I took a deep breath, stared at Qiao Chulin seriously and sighed, "Including you, I hated you at first, but now I have regarded you as a respectful person, so I hope you can live, not for those blackest and humiliating pasts, just for the sake of someone in this world who is willing to be good to you." ”

Qiao Chulin looked at me blankly, tears couldn't help but slide down her cheeks again, her shoulders trembled, and she broke down again and cried with her face in her hands......

Wu Shuishui came out with a bowl of warm papaya soup and put it on the table, looking at Qiao Chulin, who was crying sadly, and persuaded with a smile: "Aunt Qiao, don't cry, you don't know that I almost sold myself for money before, and I was almost killed by Yang Yan, they shot another of my classmates in the head in front of me, at that time I was really scared to pee, and I was extremely scared of him in my heart, and I regarded them as demons, but you see me now, don't I still live well?" ”

"There are good and evil people in this world, there are good and evil things, everyone is an independent individual in this world, we are difficult to control even our own good and evil for a moment, how can we control the good and evil of others?" Wu Shuishui sighed seriously, "So Aunt Qiao, in the days when I almost died in Jinjiaozhou, I learned a spirit from those poppy-growing children who didn't distinguish between good and evil but lived happily, that is, it is not easy to live, if you can live happily, then let yourself live as happily as possible...... Everyone has different reasons for living, but if you live for the good side and the sunshine, you will always be better than before. ”

I stared at Wu Shuishui in surprise and couldn't help but tease: "Yo, I really deserve to be a college student in the Chinese department, and the big truth I said is like an article......

"Originally, it was ......" Wu Shuishui glanced at me and smiled, "I was really scared to death by you before, and I was afraid of you to death, but now that I have been in contact with you for a long time, I feel that there is no better person than you in this world!" ”

"Huh!" I was slapped by Wu Shuishui, and I couldn't help laughing, "Then what you said about yourself being scared to pee at that time is true or false?" Why don't I remember when your pants got wet? ”

"Poof...... You are such a shameless uncle, you are teasing me again, I will tell Mo Jin next time! Wu Shuishui protested.

Qiao Chulin was originally crying, listening to us chatting about strange topics, she couldn't help but raise her head and stare at us with a smile and said, "You guys...... It really makes me laugh and cry......"

"Haha...... Just because you can't cry or laugh means you can still laugh! Wu Shuishui took the opportunity to hug Qiao Chulin's neck and smiled, "Aunt Qiao, I'm honest, my own relatives are not very close to me, otherwise I would recognize you as my godaunt, in this case, you will have a good ...... in the future Me? All right? ”

may not be able to think of what his identity is in the words of the corresponding aunt, Wu Shuishui can only vaguely replace it with the word 'I', but Qiao Chulin seems to have changed some of her emotions because of this, she couldn't help but sigh deeply, wiped her red and swollen eyes and looked at Wu Shuishui and said: "Okay, why don't you be my goddaughter, what kind of aunt to be, auntie is not close enough!" ”

"Hee-hee...... That's even better! Wu Shuishui hugged Qiao Chulin, but her eyes blinked quietly towards me, as if she was smug and asked me if she was powerful?

I watched this scene and my mood eased a little.

Qiao Chulin slowly calmed down, suddenly turned her head to look at me and said, "You should have a lot of questions to ask me, right?" ”

"Uh...... Let's talk when you're in a better mood......" I'm noncommittal, worried that if I ask about those things now, Qiao Chulin will fall into a collapse again.

But Qiao Chulin looked at me very calmly and sighed: "Forget it, I know that some things must be more important to you now, and I just want to tell you what happened, just now......"

"Are you sure you can now?" I stared at Qiao Chulin and asked.

Qiao Chulin glanced at me angrily and said bitterly: "I have recognized a goddaughter, and I have seen such an ugly appearance now, what else can I not let go?" ”