Chapter 1272 Gains and Losses Are Youth (The fifth is more than the father crown of the three soils, plus 6!) )
Music was playing in the car.
But I leaned on the car and fell asleep and woke up twice, and it was close to dawn that we finally quietly entered Jiangcheng!
The moment the car stopped, I rubbed my eyebrows and couldn't help but sit and sigh.
"What's wrong? Uncomfortable? Qiu Yuqing asked in a somewhat tired tone, turning her head to look at me.
I shook my head and sat in the car without moving: "When I get out of the car, you don't have to worry about me, go and sleep first, and sleep when ......you wake up."
"I'm not tired!" Qiu Yuqing said.
I shook my head: "How can anyone not get tired?" Flesh and blood! Even I feel that such days are exhausted, I woke up twice just now, and I didn't understand why I was like this for a moment, shouldn't people sleep in bed? ”
Qiu Yuqing was stunned for a moment, then stared at me with sympathetic eyes and smiled bitterly: "It turns out that the team leader, you also feel tired sometimes?" I thought you were really a freak, you wouldn't get tired and wouldn't fail? ”
I couldn't cry or laugh, pushed the car door and breathed in the cold air outside, and then said to Qiu Yuqing: "You go find a place to rest by yourself, just go back and give me the news, I'll go up first." ”
Qiu Yuqing nodded and returned to the car.
I walked into the familiar community, the familiar corridor, and then quietly opened the familiar door, which originally made me feel at home, but at this time, I walked into this door again, and I had a sense of guilt.
Deserted.
It was the first thing I felt when I walked through the door!
At this time, it can't be regarded as the Chinese New Year's atmosphere has completely passed, but I didn't see any festive atmosphere in the hall, and quietly walked to Aunt Tang's door, hesitated for a while before twisting open her door.
Looking at the figure lying on the bed on my side, I opened the door and shouted, "Aunt Tang......"
As soon as the figure on the bed moved, Tang Yu was so frightened that he sat up holding the quilt, his hair was scattered behind his head, and the whole person rubbed his eyes from the confused state of awakening before he came back to his senses, stared at me in surprise and asked, "Why did you come back suddenly?" Why do you sneak back in the middle of the night every time? ”
I smiled wryly, "You think I want to?" I also arrived in Jiangcheng overnight, and I went home directly without going anywhere else, is Ruoxue resting upstairs? ”
Speaking of Ruoxue, Tang Yu's face suddenly became complicated.
I frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Tang Yu avoided my eyes, lowered his head and sighed: "Ruoxue has been sleeping at home for several days...... We...... There was nothing more to say, she said she moved out and calmed down! ”
I was shocked!
How did it come to this?
Tang Yu also seemed to feel a little discouraged and sighed in frustration: "I don't know why it's like this, but I can't get back the feeling of being her mother...... But I could feel her sadness and pain...... I can't help it...... Can't comfort her! ”
I sighed, sat on the edge of the bed and asked, "Do you know about her falling in love with that Su Yuan?" ”
"I know, I checked that boy, and I didn't think there was anything abnormal......" Tang Yu nodded, and suddenly shook his head again, "But I think she was deliberately angry, deliberately letting me know that she had found a boyfriend!" ”
I looked at Tang Yu with a helpless expression.
"Why don't you persuade her? She listens to you! Tang Yu stared at me with a pleading face.
I wanted to give the antidote to Tang Yu again, but in the end I didn't make up my mind, so I could only sigh and ask, "I'm not sure if she will listen to me now, but I will do my best to ......"
"You haven't slept all night, go and sleep for a while." Tang Yu stared at me and said.
I nodded, closed the door to Aunt Tang's room, and turned to go upstairs—there was a cold silence.
Walking to the door of my own room, I unconsciously remembered a lot of pictures in my mind, every time I went upstairs in the past, as long as Tang Ruoxue knew, she would open the door and rush out and throw herself into my arms, and she would touch my room in the middle of the night and ask me to sleep with her......
Standing at the door of her room now, how I wish I could see a glimmer of light from under the crack in the door, whether she's on the air, she likes to sleep with the lights on, it makes me feel like she's in this home...... That's it.
Standing between Tang Ruoxue and the door of my room, there was no light or light, and when I opened her door, I didn't see the girl who always liked to pester me and say that she liked me.
The room was full of her scent.
Turn on the light, her computer and the pillow doll – it's all the same.
Sitting on her bed, I subconsciously reached out and touched the sheets, it was cold!
I sighed deeply and slumped my shoulders in frustration.
I can't tell whether I have gained or lost along the way, I have become numb to bitter and sweet, I used to live humbly and humiliatingly, but now I live a difficult life, and the pressure is great......
I sat in Tang Ruoxue's room for half an hour, and then fell asleep on her bed.
Suddenly, I felt that there was an extra girl in my arms, and I opened my eyes suddenly, and saw Tang Ruoxue staring at me with big eyes, and asked with a crimson face, "Are you finally willing to come back?" ”
I nodded, as if I had found something I had lost, hugged her tightly and nodded, "I'm back!" ”
"Then kiss me!" Tang Ruoxue still pursed her pink lips coquettishly.
I hesitated and lowered my head to kiss her, but she let out a sudden cry and pushed me away and yelled, "Liar—big liar—I don't trust you anymore—I don't want you anymore———— woo-woo-"
"Wakayuki...... Listen to me......"
"Don't listen!"
Suddenly, a man came out, Tang Ruoxue threw himself into his arms, the two of them looked at me across me, Tang Ruoxue stood on tiptoe and kissed the man......
Anger!
I gritted my teeth and rushed over and punched!
"Bang", after the fist missed, I suddenly rushed into the abyss!
Dream.
Wake up!
I wiped the sweat from my face, then turned my head to look at the familiar environment around me, smelling the sweet smell in the air that belonged to Tang Ruoxue's body, and couldn't help but let out a deep sigh.
I got up and went to the bathroom to wash my face!
After returning to my own room, I changed into a set of clothes, and then went downstairs to see Tang Yu making breakfast!
It was already six o'clock in the morning.
After having breakfast at the table with Tang Yu, the two of them couldn't get back the feeling they had at the beginning, there was no warm feeling at all, and there was nothing to talk about!
"I'm going to find ...... Ruoxue"
"Hmm."
Tang Yu dropped me off at the door and went back, the TV in the living room was on and playing documentaries she didn't like to watch before.
After going downstairs, I took out my mobile phone and wanted to call Qiu Yuqing, but I put it down again, turned around and went to the garage to pick up the bicycle I used to ride, the steel bones of the wheels were a little rusty.
I rode my bicycle out, then rode through the streets I was familiar with, passed by the traditional Chinese medicine hospital, passed by Xu Jie's small house, and finally stopped at the gate of Qingjiang Middle School.
At this time, it was the time to go to school, and there were a lot of private cars parked at the school gate, and the students who came out with schoolbags were like canaries transferred from one cage to another, and their faces were full of childishness and youthfulness......
I stood at the school gate and looked at the faces of these people, and suddenly I felt a wave of helplessness in my heart, life is really there is a gain and a loss, I have gained some and lost some, and those things I have lost are called young youth, also called stupid youth.
Suddenly, a black Chevrolet stopped in front of me, and after the window was lowered, Principal Zhou's stunned face appeared in front of me in disbelief: "Yang Yan? Am I right? ”
"Huh? Principal Zhou! I was stunned for a moment and hurriedly said hello.
Hou Dun's uncle, who is actually no longer Principal Zhou now, pushed the car door and got out of the car, stared at me and smiled: "Why do you suddenly have time to go back here to have a look?" How does it feel? ”
He now seems to be the deputy director of the Jiangcheng Education Bureau.
I shook my head and smiled, "Of course it's a memory, but why did you come here, now your office is in the Education Bureau, right?" ”
"Hehe, isn't this a formality to check the situation of the make-up class!" He said with a smile, "After all, this is the place where I have served for a long time, and now the make-up classes are becoming more and more frequent, I came to see it in person, and said hello to the principal here, and the lower grades should not make up classes frequently, I can't imagine that there are so many cars jammed at the school gate......
I realized that he probably noticed me because he was blocked by a private car, but this phenomenon of make-up classes is indeed a bit serious, and it is estimated that all the students in the school will start school after the Lantern Festival.
"Why don't you find a place to sit?" He asked with a smile.
I shook my head: "You're busy, I'm just coming over to take a look, and I'm leaving!" ”
"Oh...... I thought you came to see your sister Tang Ruoxue......" He suddenly sighed and said, "You know she came to get the escort notice today, right?" ”
"What?!" My eyes widened for a moment, and I asked in a shocked voice.