The snow melts in winter, and the cold in spring is expected to be steep.

After passing through the layers of inspection, I was taken into a room of about 30 square meters, and after entering the door, I saw Qin Yue's father standing on the other side of the window and looking out, and in the moment when he didn't turn around, I looked at this small but well-equipped room, in addition to the bed and cabinet table that should be, there is also a separate bathroom of a few square meters.

"He's dead?" Qin Yue's father turned his back to me, as if he had inadvertently asked a question.

"Not ...... yet" I stared at his back, and my feelings were very complicated, because I had almost no contact with him, so even if he did something wrong, it seemed that I didn't have much disgust with him!

Qin Yue's father sighed, turned around and walked to the table and sat down, poured me a cup of tea and motioned me to sit down, and then picked up the teacup and sighed faintly: "Then while he is still alive, I will tell you a story......

"Listen up."

"That was decades ago————"

Qin Yue's father began to tell it, it was a story about his own youth, he said that when he was young, his father did not have such a good life now, living in Jingzhou, at that time he himself did not have a good beginning, one winter riding on the street '28 big bar' (old-fashioned bicycle) when wandering in the street, he met some second bastards who liked to bully people in Sijiu City at that time bullying a pair of father and daughter who sold sweet potatoes.

The woman was young and beautiful at the time, so she provoked the bullying of those bastards, he couldn't look past it, so he directly took off the chain of the bicycle and rushed over to those guys......

"Huh...... Young and frivolous......" Qin Yue's father laughed at himself, tears filled his eyes and said bitterly, "I was thinking, if this wasn't the case at the beginning, maybe she might not have died so early, but maybe she would have been bullied after all...... I can't tell myself......"

Qin Yue's father was also an ignorant young man at that time, and he didn't know how thick the sky was to fight with people, but later, although he drove those two bastards away, his head was also opened, and blood was like an infusion!

At that time, although Qin Mu was a low-key period, his tutor was unimaginably strict, if he was known to be fighting outside, he would inevitably be disciplined when he went home, so he followed them to their house to recuperate for a few days under the greeting of the father and daughter.

Thinking of those few days, his face and eyes seemed to have completely changed, full of remembrance and tenderness, that is, in a few days, he was in the girl's house, while the old father was out selling sweet potatoes alone, and they had a relationship.

Speaking of that past, his demeanor seemed to be immersed in that happy past!

"And then?" I listened and couldn't help but ask.

"Later?" He stared at me blankly, and suddenly his expression changed from pleasure to pain, and he hugged his head and gritted his teeth, "Later...... Later, that night, I lingered with her at home, but I didn't know that her father had met those bastards outside, and when we found them out late at night, the old man's corpses were cold......"

"Huh...... It was the most chaotic years......"

"She cried so much that she blamed herself, I could only watch her no wonder, and my heart was distressed......"

"Later, those bastards came to the door with people, and she and I were almost killed......" His tone became choked, "until I showed the details of the house, and those people ran away in disbelief......"

"But I couldn't swallow it, so I went home and found my dad......"

"My dad just said one thing to me, he said that if I owe a favor, I have to pay it myself......"

"Later, I learned that the price I paid was that my father begged for favors at that time, not only did the family turn over, but slowly everything changed, in just one year, I was assigned a good job, those two bastards, all disappeared quietly, and I also saw one of them thrown under the Beixin Bridge......"

"In the past year, I have grown by leaps and bounds with her, but I have been sneaking around in her dilapidated house, and I have never even thought of taking her into the house......"

"Because I didn't dare, and because I didn't think about being responsible at all......"

"And then ...... And then ......"

Speaking of this, he began to tremble, choked with tears, and the rest of the events took him an hour to finish, and then the rest of the story was actually the most tragic reality after the storm!

Under the questioning of his future future and his father, he chose to marry Wen Qinyun, and also to be able to keep his future, because he almost died in the process of being beaten by the second bastard, so he was afraid of the feeling of not having the strength to protect himself!

At that time, he thought that if it was possible, he would compensate the girl with money and other material things in the future, and he gave the girl all his savings from working for half a year at that time, and the sound of the girl's crying voice would always ring in his dreams for decades to come, so that he never felt at ease.

One day, when he found the dilapidated house again, the girl was gone, and he knelt in the house crying so sadly, not knowing that she was hiding with her own flesh and blood!

This matter has been hidden until the year after Bai Yujing was born, and at the same time as the news of the girl's death came, he received a handwritten letter, which was full of the girl's hatred for him!

Because during the time she left him, in order to support her child, she did the dirtiest thing in the world to keep the child, and finally contracted the virus so that she had to foster the child, and then returned to the dilapidated house to end her miserable life.

When he went back, he looked at the rotten corpse and cried heartbreakingly, but nothing could be undone, only the condemnation of conscience, and the whips of the past few decades on his heart!

It was during that time that after he buried the body of the woman who had died after suffering from the most tragic reality in the world, because he had been running into that dilapidated house for a long time, Wen Qinyun was sensitive and careful to perceive these things!

Later, after he did everything to find the boy and arrange an orphan for him, he found him a teacher, and the teacher's surname was Han, and he himself named the boy Bai Yujing!

"Bai Yujing in the sky, five cities on the twelfth floor. The immortals caressed my top, and my hair was immortalized. Mistakenly chasing the happiness of the world, quite poor and chaotic. Ninety-six Holy Monarchs, floating clouds hang empty names............"

Speaking of this, he himself couldn't cry anymore, he only felt that all the sins in the world were gathered on him, he was born illustrious, his family background was profound, and he had reached the peak of glory in this life, which was envied by tens of millions of people!

But he didn't dare to love the woman he really loved, he chose reality between sincerity and reality, he coveted reality vanity, killed the two women he loved and loved him deeply, and the two sons he gave birth to hated him deeply.

People live like grass and trees in autumn, but he only feels that his whole life is in autumn, except for those vanity and flashiness that seem meaningless in retrospect, he has never been truly happy, only in the dilapidated house back then, he and the girl, maybe they have had real happiness.

However, the past is no longer traceable.

After I listened to it, I didn't know how I felt in my heart, but Qin Yue's father told me that all these secrets are now only known to his father in this world, and the reason why he told me was to hope that I could spare Bai Yujing's life!

He also said that the properties left to me in Wen Qinyun's will actually include the dilapidated house where he and the girl were back then, but time has changed, and before that piece was developed, Wen Qinyun quietly bought that piece of real estate and kept it secretly, probably for him.

It's a pity that Wen Qinyun was gentle all her life, but she couldn't get Qin Yue's father's sincere change, which may also be a lifetime of sadness for a woman like Wen Qinyun.

After I got out of prison, my mood was extremely complicated, I only felt that many things in this world were empty, but I felt that it was a pity, because I couldn't agree to his request, because Bai Yujing couldn't be saved, and he was destined to die.

I stayed in Jingzhou for a day and followed Qin Yue to see Qin Mu again, but this time we met, Qin Mu just dragged me to chat for a while, and didn't talk about Bai Yujing or Wen Qinyun's will, and didn't even ask me about the process of talking with Qin Yue's father in prison......

Probably everything had signs, and three days later, Qin Yue's father committed suicide in prison, ending his heavy life of psychological shackles.

When I got the news in Hangzhou, I still had mixed feelings, and I only vaguely felt that he seemed to tell me something, but the feeling that the story brought me was not good!

When I stood at the window and subconsciously lit a cigarette, Xu Jie hugged me from behind, took off my cigarette and said softly: "Tell me when you encounter something unhappy, don't smoke......"

I turned my head to look at her gentle eyes, and couldn't help but hold her face with a complicated expression, and kissed her with a look of doubt in her eyes, Xu Jie only had time to make a muttering sound, and then ...... Gently responded to me.