The speed of the car is like a streamer, and I know why people who drink and drive are so prone to accidents, because after drinking, people's spirits become excited, and the scenery and people in their eyes, even the voices of others, have become slower in their own world!

Xu Jie sat in the passenger seat with a seat belt but her face was calm, her calmness was not like the kind of pretended calmness, but a kind of calmness that made people feel very comfortable inadvertently, this kind of temperament seemed to be her innate companion!

I sometimes wonder what kind of rich heart is hidden under the calm and gentle surface of her pool.

I may really care about Xu Jie, but I found that I may not know her so well, because she always gives me the gentlest and calmest side.

After parking, we walked on the railing of Wangjiang Park, looking at the river at night, some lights on both sides of the bank were faintly refracted on the river, the wind was sparkling, we leaned on the railing and looked into the distance, no one took the initiative to speak, just stood quietly and watched for a while!

Suddenly, Xu Jie turned her head and smiled, "Let's go dance." ”

I just took her hand, just like when we were here for the first time, mixed in the middle of a bunch of middle-aged and elderly people, others were dancing fast three, but we had no rhythm, as if we were only immersed in the world of two people alone, hugging each other, leaning on each other and slowly moving and dancing, at this time I would like to have an infinite extension of time, because Xu Jie always has this kind of charm that makes people quiet, and her calmness can infect me!

One song went on, and we danced another......

After the dance, we ran to the river embankment and sat down, Xu Jie sat in my arms, I wrapped my waist around her and hugged her, the river breeze stirred her hair from time to time on my face, itchy, but such an atmosphere and scenery, but incomparably harmonious and safe!

Only at this time, when I measured her slender waist with my own hands, I would find that in fact, Xu Jie seemed to be so calm and powerful, but her body seemed to be much thinner———— she had lost weight!

"Sister."

"Huh?"

I sighed and said, "If you don't want to go on like this, then you can resign, I've thought about it, with my current ability to make money, I can afford to support you, or let's get married, right?" ”

"Poof————"

Xu Jie laughed, raised her face and stared at my eyes, and said angrily, "What do you think?" You are less than 20, sister I am already 27, not to mention the age gap, but the regulations of our country are that men must be 22 years old to do it, do you want others to say that my old cow eats tender grass? ”

She shook her head and smiled, "No! ”

I was a little depressed, and I always felt that if I didn't do this, I would feel guilty about facing Xu Jie, she was always so good.

Xu Jie pillowed on my lap and smiled: "If you have this heart, I will be content!" In fact, I sometimes think, is it really worth it to make that choice for you, which led to us becoming such a relationship, and I embarked on such a path? ”

I frowned and listened intently.

Xu Jie then sighed: "I think there are many kinds of feelings in this world, some people love the person they love but are not loved by each other, some people are loved but do not love each other, and some people do not love each other but can only be together...... I sometimes feel very lucky, my parents gave birth to me, although they didn't love each other back then, but they were very good to me and did their best parental responsibilities, so I have been thinking since I was a girl, if I Xu Jie loves a man, then he must also love me, and I wish that one person's heart will not be separated, isn't it? ”

This is the first time I heard Xu Jie mention her parents, and I couldn't help but be touched, and couldn't help but blurt out: "When can I meet your parents!" ”

Xu Jie suddenly smiled bitterly: "Speaking of which, this is the reason, they have lived a peaceful life without incident, but I know that they have high expectations for me, if I know that the boyfriend I am looking for is a boy who is so much younger than me and has a bad identity and family background, they will definitely oppose me than everyone else!" ”

I smiled bitterly and said, "No wonder sister, you said I want to be strong!" ”

"Actually, when I first said this, I didn't know what the definition of making you strong was, so I regretted it a little......," Xu Jie sighed faintly, "Because I found that this matter is circular, if I want to protect you, I have to compromise with my family, but after compromise, I will go farther and farther on this road, and the smoother and smoother I go, and my status will naturally rise, and it will not be so easy to get off the boat, and although you are also growing up, and you are better than everyone else of the same age, I also feel proud, But ......"

Xu Jie said helplessly: "But unless you can reach the point where everyone in my family recognizes you, it is impossible for us to be together, because I am in this position, either I am spurned by the world to be with you, and I have to accept the investigation of others, or I have to be with you quietly with the help of the family, and unload my burden now, but if there is no reason to absolutely convince them, the people in the family will not let me get off the boat, this is the so-called reality......"

I said with a frustrated face: "Sister, tell me, how can I get the approval of your Xu family?" ”

"The Xu family is a wang clan in northern Jiangsu, if you can let the people of northern Jiangsu hear your reputation one day, and let the people of the Xu family naturally know you as a person, your qualifications are enough!" Xu Jie frowned and sighed, "Politics and business can't be combined, so the two of us, only when you are stronger than me can I get off this boat!" ”

Northern Jiangsu?

I looked in that direction and thought, Northern Jiangsu is a quasi-first-tier city adjacent to Zhonghai City, and what is more different is that the cultural heritage of Northern Jiangsu is more profound, and it can be called a wang clan in Northern Jiangsu, which is naturally not an ordinary family, my name can't even go out of Hangzhou City now, if you want to resound in Northern Jiangsu, then what year and day?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but grit my teeth and say, "I understand! ”

"What do you understand?" Xu Jie raised her head, stared at me seriously and asked.

"I'm going to get stronger and stronger————" I stared at Xu Jie's eyes suspiciously, thinking if I had said something wrong?

Xu Jie shook her head with some disappointment and said, "Xiao Yan, what I mean by this to you is not to inspire you to continue to chase the so-called powerful, in fact, sister...... Actually, I want you to retreat, I don't know why, recently I have been more and more suspicious of myself, suspecting that the choice I made you made was wrong, because the stronger you are, it means that you will have to experience more people and things, and there will be more tribulations, if it is just to let you marry me, and watching your continuous adventures, I am always uneasy in my heart! ”

"If one day, maybe you're really strong enough to get there, I'm scared again...... You're no longer my little inkstone! Xu Jie held my face and sighed with complicated eyes, "What if...... I mean, if we can go on like this for the rest of my life, but we can spend more time together, in fact, I will be content! ”

I stared at Xu Jie, in front of her, I was like a child, as if she was always caring for me, always thinking about me, but I was always so powerless in the face of her, I wanted to say something, but I felt both powerless and hypocritical!

Why?

Because her heart is all in me!

"Fool."

Xu Jie suddenly blushed and said coquettishly: "Didn't you say that you brought me to Valentine's Day?" What's the daze, Valentine's Day is almost over, and you still don't kiss me? ”

I was stunned for a moment before I suddenly woke up from a dream, our lips quickly closed together, on this uninhabited embankment, we were fascinated and immersed in the world of two people, until the end of the night, I drove Xu Jie back to the house that only belonged to us.

After taking a bath, we were like a tacit old couple, hugging each other and lying together, I hugged her waist from behind, with her silent cooperation, I entered her world, she seemed to have become happy, with me in the space that only belongs to us, lingering!

The next morning, she woke up early to pack her suitcase, I watched her in her sheer pajamas dangling in front of my eyes, the graceful curves and the taste of last night and the picture suddenly appeared in my mind, when she sensed my gaze, blushing and looking over, I threw myself directly at her and said, "I want to sow ......"

"Badass...... Xu Jie laughed softly, and then hugged me.