Chapter 0194: Go Deep
Watching Mo Jin's tears, I only felt that my heart was hurting, but I didn't know what to do?
She told me to go out, she didn't want to see me, should I go out?
I slowly approached her, reaching out to brush the hair next to her ear, but Mo Jin suddenly turned around, sobbing and threw herself into my arms, and suddenly a fragrance hit my nose, she hugged me tightly, and the cry instantly became louder and louder, and it seemed to be more sad and aggrieved......
I lowered my head, my chin rested on her hair and smelled her fragrance, I couldn't help but feel tender, slowly wrapped around her waist, the feeling that has been not very stable finally became solid at this moment, and another mixed with self-blame spread in the bottom of my heart, I am a flower?
"Why did you leave me alone that day...... Mo Jian cried, and suddenly bit me the chest.
I grinned in pain for a moment, and couldn't help but smile bitterly: "It's Tan Cun......"
"Even if Tan Cun lets you go, you really go...... Have you ever thought about my feelings? Mo Jin continued to cry, but instead of biting me, she gently pressed her face against my chest and choked up.
"But you said ......"
"I said I wouldn't fall in love in high school, but you can also believe women......"
Feeling Mo Jin's grievances and her soft body, I was stunned for a moment, and a look of astonishment couldn't help but appear on my face, if I couldn't understand the meaning of Mo Jin's words, then I would really be a fool.
She likes me? This is true!
But I don't know why my heart became heavier.
Mo Jin cried and cried and gradually stopped, gently put his palm against my chest and calmed it and asked in a low voice, "Does it hurt?" ”
"It doesn't hurt." I smiled wryly.
"Then I'll take another bite......" Mo Jin really wanted to take another bite, and I hurriedly pulled her out.
At this time, Mo Jin suddenly raised her face, her eyelashes were still stained with tears, and her eyes were clear and bright, which contained a complex look of resentment, looking at her beautiful appearance, I finally couldn't help lowering my head and holding her lips.
It was as if time had suddenly stood still.
Mo Jin's hand tightly pinched the flesh on my waist.
A moment of stalemate.
We kissed intensely.
I realized that I had been suppressing my feelings for her, and at this moment they all exploded, eager to melt her into my body.
She didn't push me away until she was almost out of breath, staring at me with silky eyes and panting and muttering, "You're going to suffocate me......"
Mo Jin...... "I wanted to say something, but I actually had a lot to ask her.
But Mo Jin stretched out his cold fingers to block my mouth and said with a wry smile: "Before you walk out of this door, you are only allowed to say what I want to hear, and nothing else, is it okay?" ”
I didn't know what Mo Jin wanted to hear and didn't want to hear, but I still nodded.
"Hold me......" Mo Jin snuggled up, like a human bird, so weak that she didn't have the momentum of a half-branch flower.
I was generous, hugged her tightly, only to find that she was really haggard, compared to the feeling of my hug when we danced, she lost a lot of weight, and if it goes on like this, I am afraid that it will not even be 90 pounds.
In fact, I wanted to ask why she liked me, but I didn't dare to ask at this time, for fear of ruining the current atmosphere.
Mo Jin curled up in my arms and asked in a low voice, "Do you like me?" ”
"I like it!" I replied.
"But it's not love, is it?" Mo Jin sighed.
I hesitated for a moment and said, "I'm not sure ......."
"Then do you have love for Xu Jie?"
I was suddenly stunned, bowed my head suddenly, and met Mo Jin's eyes full of sadness, and suddenly I had a feeling of shame to face it, and subconsciously avoided her eyes, wanting to let go of her, but Mo Jin hugged me harder and choked up: "Don't let go of me!" ”
"I ......"
"I know!" Mo Jin choked his voice and whispered, "You rejected me in Wangjiang Park that day, waiting for Xu Jie's information, you still don't have the courage in Lingchan Temple, so you must have someone else in your heart, so you don't dare to love me, right?" That person is Xu Jie, right? ”
I looked at her in a daze, not knowing how she could have guessed, but subconsciously, nodded.
Mo Jin buried his head in my arms and said silently: "You are so different from Xu Jie......
"But she's good to me, better than anyone else in this world!" When I talk about Xu Jie, my heart is still full of infinite tenderness.
"Then do you know why I like you?" Mo Jin muttered.
Actually, this is what I wanted to know all along, so I nodded and asked, "Why?" You are the colonel Mo Hibiscus, why do you fall in love with me as a toad, I don't look as handsome as Lin Chaoyang, and my family background is not worthy of you......"
"That day, I was shocked to see you beaten by Zhang Meng like a dead dog, covered in blood, outside the school gate, but you didn't look scared at all!" Mo Jin bit her lip lightly, curled up in my arms and sighed softly, "At that time, I thought, why are there people like you in the world? At such a young age, you are not even afraid of death, you are different from everyone I have ever met...... Later, I tried to help you, but you murdered me, threatened me, and said that you were afraid of soiling my skirt......"
"At that time, I thought it was ridiculous and distressed......," Mo Jin sighed, "So from that time on, I actually paid attention to you!" ”
I cried and laughed, "I was beaten to death at that time? Do you still have a crush on me? ”
Mo Jin sighed: "You won't understand...... My daily life is as usual, everyone I have seen seems so ordinary, but only you, at that time you also said that you were afraid of soiling my skirt, I was a little pitiful and ridiculous, how can your self-esteem be so strong? ”
"Then why are you still ......?" I wanted to say.
"Later, the more I came into contact, the more I felt that you were much more interesting than Lin Chaoyang, until that day in the training room, you helped me with acupuncture on the soles of my feet...... You know, in fact, it was the first time I was touched by a man's feet, and I said that I hated it when men touched me, and even I wondered why I didn't particularly dislike you...... When I think about it, maybe this is my life. ”
"Until I went to Hangzhou to compete, you stoically encouraged me, and after going to Lingchan Temple, you went down the mountain, and you yourself were injured but you still had to carry me down the mountain...... It's raining so hard...... No one has ever done this to me, neither has my father, he has been busy, busy, when you carried me down the mountain that day, in fact, I already thought I was finished......" Mo Jin said this, and cried again and muttered, "Now I am really finished......"
I involuntarily hugged her tightly, said a silly girl, and then lowered my head and kissed her on the forehead.
"I'm just stupid...... Mo Jin cried helplessly, "Others say I'm smart, and I think I'm excellent, but why am I stupid in this matter?" Do you know how touched I was when I had a cold and fever that day, and you came to help me with acupuncture? I almost told you that I liked you, I thought you were going to stay one more day for me, but ...... But you bastard, you break my heartbreak...... You left without a sound! ”
That's because Tan Cun said...... "I'm a little helpless."
"You are not afraid of being beaten to death, why should you be afraid of Tan Cun? Will he hit you? Mo Jin raised her tearful face and bit her lip and glared at me.
"The gap between us is too big......" I explained.
"Can it be bigger than the gap between you and Xu Jie?" Mo Jin shook his head, wiped his tears vigorously and said, "I just want to ask you one thing now, if I appeared earlier than Xu Jie, would you fall in love with me?" ”
I looked at Mo Jin, who was serious and persistent, and Xu Jie's gentle face flashed in my mind, and my heart couldn't help but become extremely entangled, do I love Xu Jie? Love! Do I love Hibiscus?
It's love, too......
Mo Jin said that she liked me, but what about me? When did I first fall in love with her? I don't even know it!
I don't know what to do, go deep!
Looking at Mo Jin's eyes, I nodded slowly and said, "I will fall in love with you, because you are also a good girl, a silly and beautiful girl............"
After hearing me say this, Mo Jin suddenly cried "wow", hit me with his fist while crying, and finally suddenly raised his face, hooked my neck, and kissed me madly, I have never seen Mo Jin's active and passionate side, I can't help but get lost in this burning flame.
What is youth?
What is love?
All of a sudden, I was completely lost......