Chapter 0879 There Is No Self in the World
Under the blue sky and white clouds, the blue ocean is like an endless painting, I stood at the bow of the boat but did not feel any bumps, looking at these constantly undulating waves, I just felt at a loss, the question that I had never thought about has been haunting me these days.
Who am I?
Where am I, where have I come from, and where am I going?
It's been three days, and since I woke up I've been standing on the bow of the boat and looking at the sea, because I always feel like I've forgotten something, but no matter how hard I try to think about it, I'm always overwhelmed by a wave of dizziness, which means that if I use my mind to think about things, I'll be sleepy immediately!
"Beiying-kun, are you in a daze again?" Suddenly, a crisp and pleasant voice came, accompanied by a petite girl with a ponytail in sight, and when she walked up to me, she leaned on the railing and raised her face with a sunny face, as if feeling the breath of the sky.
But I looked at this girl who has been living with me these days with strange eyes, and taught me to speak and teach me to live, she said that her name is Shu Qingming, my name is Beiying Tang, we are people who grew up together as brothers and sisters, because of the mission, I lost my memory.
Well...... If I'm not mistaken, that's what she told me!
These days, she has been teaching me to speak in a voice that I feel is awkward, such as her name and eating, she is teaching me, everything about me, even my perception of the world, is what she told me, and she also said that we are going to take a ship to South Korea on a mission this time, and she hopes that I will remember some things in a few days!
This girl looks beautiful, although she is a little petite, but with her ponytail and sunny smile, at least it doesn't look annoying, but the strange thing is that I can't always be happy, and I always feel that I have vaguely forgotten something very important!
Cao Shu Qingming looked at me silently, suddenly smiled and took out his mobile phone, and then took my arm and took a selfie with me against the background of the blue sea, and then held my hand and said that it was time to eat, and I was gently pulled by her towards the restaurant on the boat!
There is a lot of choice on the boat, and there are a lot of choices in the restaurant, sashimi and sushi and the like, which look fresh, but it always feels less flavorful, especially the posture of Harumi Saki who looks like she eats cross-legged so naturally, but I always feel stiff and awkward!
"...... Shushu" I said her name with difficulty, and asked her half-gesturing and half-talking, is there anything else to eat here, I eat these every day, I have a little no appetite.
She also told me that the conditions on the boat are limited, but when you get to Korea, it is different, but there is more food there, and maybe I will like it.
I sighed, took two bites, put down my chopsticks, and returned to the bow of the boat to continue staring at the waves!
"What's on the other side of the sea?" I pointed in one direction and asked Kazuki Qingming.
"That's our country!" Shu Qingming smiled.
"Where's that over there?" I asked, with a twist of my finger.
"That's where we're going this time, South Korea!" Sashu smiled at me without being annoyed.
"Where is it?" My finger was pointing in a different direction again.
"There......" Sashu Qingming's face became slightly strange and smiled, "It's also a country, but it's a complicated place, if it's not a mission, I think we'd better not go back to that place......"
"Why?"
"Because the people there are complicated and there are a lot of people, I like places with fewer people!" Saki Qingming suddenly stretched out his finger and flicked my forehead and laughed, "If I go to the foot of Mt. Fuji to live in seclusion with you Hokage-kun, I think I can live for the rest of my life!" ”
"Ugh." I looked at the girl with a shy look and thought that such a girl was a little cute, but I asked her strangely, what kind of mountain is Mt. Fuji and where is it?
Sashu's face showed a look of infinite yearning, and he described to me the beauty of Mt. Fuji and the picture of cherry blossoms blooming and flying all over the sky, and the smell of cherry blossoms in the air, and then said with a smile: "My biggest dream in life is to find someone to live there for the rest of my life without going on a mission, do you think this dream is good?" ”
I nodded unconsciously, "It's good, but why do people who live in the mountains come out to carry out missions?" ”
"Because you want to live, Beiying-kun, you have to remember my words...... For people like us, staying alive is the only thing that matters! Shu Shu laughed.
I frowned slightly, repeating this sentence repeatedly, and for the first time I showed a natural sense of identity with the words of the tree!
Maybe because the ship is not standardized, we have been going around the sea for a few days, as if we are avoiding something, and from the evening, the tree began to teach me some things, such as the skills of the body, people in close proximity, can even use their own nails to fight, only need to rub the nails with deadly poison in advance, and such details can save their lives at critical times, and such as how to compress their bones in the case of the limit, exert the strongest toughness, Hide yourself in a very small box so that you can have the effect of surprise............
For the next few days, Sashu has been teaching me all kinds of techniques to challenge the limits of my body, and solemnly told me that this is a sacred ninja technique, a profound kung fu that has existed for a long time in the great "Tale of Genji", but I don't feel anything other than feeling aggrieved and painful!
Time passed under the tireless teaching of the tree, and the ship finally landed at a port in Incheon, and the moment the tree took me to the ground, I felt like I was reborn, but my brain still couldn't think about something carefully, otherwise I would immediately become sleepy!
On the sixth day of my stay in South Korea, I followed the tree to kill someone, but more often than not, I watched the tree kill the gray-haired old man, and the moment the blood splashed on the tree's face, I saw the cold side hidden behind the sunny smiling face of the tree.
I started to feel a little boring because the Korean food didn't appeal to my appetite as Sashu said, which caused my body to become emaciated.
On the eleventh day, Sashu took me to kill four people in a row, and in her words, when all the tasks were finally completed, she took me on a boat again, and two days later, Sashu took me to a fishing village in Kanagawa to stay, and the food was still fishy sashimi and sushi!
"I'm a little tired of ......"
On this day, I finally couldn't even eat a bite of salmon, and looked at Sashu very uncomfortably.
She was originally eating with relish cross-legged, but after looking at the uninteresting expression on my face, she suddenly hesitated and sighed, "Okay, you wait, I'll try to make a delicacy to try, but seriously...... In fact, I have only seen it a few times once in a while, and I have eaten it a few times, and the craftsmanship is not very good! ”
As she spoke, Saki in a kimono stood up and walked to the kitchen and began to make a ping-pong chopping sound, I curiously walked over and stood at the door of the kitchen looking at Sashu, she was cutting a pork bone in embarrassment, and not long after, she threw the pork bone and some spicy cabbage brought back from Korea into the pot to stew!
Half an hour later, eating cabbage and pork bone soup, I looked at Cao Shu with grateful eyes for the first time and smiled: "Delicious! ”
Cao Shu looked at my smiling face, and couldn't help but laugh and said, "Beiying-kun, if I am willing to learn to cook for you, are you willing to stay here for me all the time?" ”
I looked at her curiously and asked, "Why do you ask?" Didn't you say I grew up living here? Where else can I go? ”
Yu Shu's expression smiled a little embarrassed, and then he poured some of his own stewed soup and took a sip, and then his face became extremely frowning and his nose smiled bitterly: "It's so sour, why do you like to eat things with this taste?" ”
I was also at a loss and said, "Because ...... It feels familiar! ”
Sashu stared at me and sighed, "Okay, I'm going to go out later, can you wait at home for me to come back?" ”
I nodded my head with an emotionless 'um'.