A few years have passed, and many things have not changed, such as the big tree that he used to use as a symbol on the side of the road, which now looks the same as it did ten years ago.

If anything, the biggest change is Bernd himself.

For example, when he first walked this path, his heart was full of apprehension, because he didn't know if he would be chosen by Aachen.

The second time, when he walked this path again, his heart was full of excitement and apprehension, because he was chosen by Aachen, but he didn't know how he would behave.

Since becoming an academy player in Aachen, I don't know how many times I have walked this road.

And today, September 18, 2003, is the slowest day he has ever walked.

On the way, occasionally fans recognized him and greeted him happily.

Bernd barely managed to squeeze out a smile and waved his hand in thanks.

Maybe it was because he wasn't fanatical in his pursuit, or maybe he could understand Bernd's mood right now, so after a cursory hello, the Aachen fan turned around and left.

After Barnd turned his head and forgot about him, he was immersed in his own world again.

Heart, it's messy......

Is it scared?

Bernd asked himself, somewhat confused.

It's just a one-time loss, so why be afraid?

A voice roared in his heart.

The next time you meet it, will you be able to win?

Another voice roared back angrily.

Just like today, he completed the training task as well as usual, even if he waits for the sixth round of the Champions League, meets Manchester United again, meets that shoehorn face again, will he be able to stop him?

No.

This is Bernd's own answer.

In order to negate this answer, he has been thinking.

It's just that there are some things, the more you think about it, the more you can't get answers.

I can't ask for it, so my heart is chaotic and messy.

Bernd stopped—

If today's training doesn't make sense, then why run to it?

It's useless anyway, is it?

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"Don't want to come?" Hack was dumbfounded and repeated, "Bernd he ......"

"Young people, it's easy to get depressed when you get hit." Ben Yaming, the bald coach who usually trains very strictly, was unexpectedly tolerant at this time, "Don't forget, he is only in his early twenties, and he is still young." ”

"But, ......," Hach didn't know what to say.

"Wouldn't you just treat him as if he had taken a few days off?" "Give him a moment to calm down. ”

"But our training ......," said Hach, looking at the other Aachen players on the pitch as if worried about what they would think.

"If you don't hide it, just say it's asking for leave." Benjamin persuaded.

“emmmmmm……”

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"Do you believe it? Is he sick? "During training, Joao suddenly found Zhuo Cunzhi.

"I don't believe it." Zhuo Cunzhi replied, and the training movements under his feet did not stop.

Of all the young people in Aachen, the two of them are in the best state of mind right now.

Zhuo Cunzhi is because of the integration of many player cards, and at the same time, he has gained a lot of experience from the life of many players.

Not to mention that you can be pampered and not shocked, but you can still control your emotions.

As for Joao, in that 4-1 game, he scored the only goal for Aachen, and his optimistic and honestly heartless personality made him disappointed?

unimaginable......

It is precisely because of this that the two of them still have the leisure to discuss the matter of Bernd.

"Didn't you just lose a game, as for it?" Joao felt a little strange.

Aachen has not lost, two seasons ago, against those teams in the Bundesliga, but they lost a lot of games.

Even if it was a fiasco like 4:1, Aachen did not experience it.

have experienced so many failures, as for such a glass heart?

"It's different." Zhuo Cunzhi shook his head.

"What's the difference? Aren't they all losing? "Joao was a little strange.

"Do you think the next time we play Manchester United, Bernd will be able to defend against them?" Zhuo Cunzhi asked.

"Unlikely." Optimism, like João, gives a negative answer.

"So, that's the crux of the matter, and he can't accept it for a while." Zhuo Cunzhi shook his head.

At the same time, Zhuo Cunzhi recalled Vanney's performance in his mind.

In that game, he played his signature stunt perfectly, and also showed his most perfect state.

But even so, scoring a big four is still a bit exaggerated.

You know, Aachen is a team that qualifies for the Bundesliga title!

What's more, Bernd is already a star-level player, and Manuel's level is also close to the star-level level.

The partnership of these two players is nothing in front of Vanney!

Can't stop it, can't stop it, can't even do a foul!

In the industry that I like the most, is best at, and has invested all my energy, but I have lost so simply.

Bernd may be doubting life now.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Cunzhi also had a headache.

"Why don't we invite him to a bar?" João proposed.

"I promise, this time I really won't let him pay, I will never pretend to be asleep and let him pay!" João swears.

"You finally admit that you pretended to be asleep?" Zhuo Cunzhi looked at him unkindly.

"No, when did I pretend to be asleep!" Joao's face was righteous and awe-inspiring, "I just said that the money to go to the bar this month, I Joao. Doss. Santos gave! ”

"......" Zhuo Cunzhi directly rolled his eyes at him.

"This time, let's forget it." Zhuo Cunzhi shook his head again, "I feel that it is better to let him be quiet now." ”

"No, no, no!" Shaking his head, it was changed to Joao, "This kind of thing should be borne by everyone together, scolding and laughing together, no matter how big it is, it's not a thing!" ”

“…… You're living a lot happier than I am. Zhuo Cunzhi looked at him with some jealousy, in exchange for an inexplicable look from Joao.

"Okay, I hope it can be useful." Zhuo Cunzhi nodded.

However, he knows better that when this kind of thing happens, it is still difficult to adjust his mood for a while.

But the time of the game will not be postponed because of the mood of the players.

At this time, you can only bite the bullet.

Glancing around, especially the players on the same team as their own age.

Everybody's training, but they all look serious.

However, old players such as Mendieta and Max look quite pampered and not surprised, not to mention talking and laughing, at least they are calm.

"Why don't you ask them for help?" Zhuo Cunzhi came up with a bold idea.

Believe it or not, I'll punch you guys to death!