"It's miserable, is this all true? How do you know so clearly? The little nurse on the side bit her handkerchief, tears rolling in her eyes, and then the most tragic story she had ever heard.

"Lie to you, how can there be such a miserable thing in the world? I made it all up. The little nurse, who was still telling the story in earnest just now, suddenly turned her face and made a playful grimace and said.

"Nalan Ruyu, your sister, why do you make such a joke? I thought it was true, but it was too much. The little nurse rolled her eyes angrily and complained to the little nurse named Nalan Ruyu beside her.

"Okay, I'm just trying to amuse you, the working environment here is so boring, if we don't have some fun on our own, we'll become mentally ill sooner or later." Nalan Ruyu retracted her smile and said.

"Hey, by the way, I still want to ask you, is it true that you said before that there was an author who was XX by his stepfather? I think I've heard this rumor on the Internet. The little nurse suddenly stared at Nalan Ruyu seriously and asked.

Nalan Ruyu's heart jumped, and her cheeks instantly turned red, "You... How do you know? ”

"There was an author named Leek Shell before, she seemed to have talked about that incident in the book, and it just so happened that you talked about it again, you tell me, is it true? Moreover, I think the story you just told is so real, don't you tell me, there is no shadow of reality? The little nurse was obviously not easy to deceive, she blinked, looked at Nalan Ruyu ghostly and asked.

"Oh, don't be suspicious, I'm just telling you a story, why are you so serious?" Nalan Ruyu said, turning around and going back to the pharmacy.

The little nurse followed closely, "Hey, why did you run away all of a sudden?" Well, is it true? By the way, I've heard you've written about it before, could it be your own experience? Let's talk about it. ”

"Are you bothered, I said that I was telling you a story, okay, I'm going to deliver medicine to the patient, don't talk about it." Nalan Ruyu hurriedly took the medicine and went to the ward.

"This Nalan Ruyu, why did she suddenly panic? Could it be that the stories she tells are about herself? The little nurse frowned slightly, as if she had an enlightened conjecture.

Nalan Ruyu walked into the ward and quickly closed the door, her heartbeat was so strong, she almost got into a gang just now, "Whew... In the future, it's better to talk less, and if you talk too much, you will lose. ”

Nalan Ruyu rubbed her soft little breasts, although in her previous years, every protagonist was a tall 36 breast, but, in reality, in fact, she was just a small C cup, and she didn't dare to wear too revealing clothes in the summer.

"Ji Ran, I've taken the medicine." Nalan Ruyu took out the medicine bottle, knocked the pill out, and put it in a clean medicine tray.

Looking at Ji Ran's dirty fingers, Nalan Ruyu shook her head with a headache, broke the basin of clean water, soaked Ji Ran's hands in the basin, and washed it clean.

"After taking the medicine and washing it, stop playing on the ground and go back to sleep." After Nalan Ruyu fed Ji Ran the medicine, she took her to bed and coaxed her to sleep.

Every time she fell asleep, Nalan Ruyu had to coax for a long time, maybe she had experienced too many misfortunes, so it led to mental disorders and extreme insecurity.

In fact, setbacks abound in life, whether it is money, power, love, life, all aspects of pressure, every day.

And some people have a strong ability to bear it, no matter how much pressure they have, they can bear it, but some people are born with a fragile personality, in the words of Nalan Ruyu, it is the character of the little white rabbit, who is harmless by nature and will not bully and hurt others, but is also very afraid of being hurt, and always carefully protects himself, not to fight with others, not to fight with the world, but there are not only white rabbits in this world, but also big bad wolves, lions and tigers.

People with the character of the little white rabbit, in this world, are destined to be eaten, but it is only a matter of time.

Nalan Ruyu cherishes Ji Ran very much, just like she cherishes her sister, because from her body, you can always see her own shadow, and perhaps, she is her future.

After coaxing Ji Ran to sleep, Nalan Ruyu left the ward.

Late at night, Nalan Ruyu was on duty alone in the ward, and the entire hospital was quiet, as quiet as a cemetery.

Mentally ill people usually have a common characteristic, that is, when they make a fuss, they are very noisy, and when they are quiet, they are surprisingly quiet.

At night, when the electric switch is turned off, the mentally ill here have developed the habit of sleeping, but there are also some mentally ill people who do not sleep, keeping their eyes open all night, some standing in the corner, some sitting on the bed, with their backs against the cold wall, I don't know what they are thinking, but they can stay up all night without saying a word.

Today is Nalan Ruyu on duty by herself, and after stretching lazily, she is planning to code braille again.

Although Nalan Ruyu has her own job, the salary is very low, because she is a contract worker, which is different from the official employees, so the salary is still very different.

There are three or four thousand small nurses in the formal staff every month, but there are only more than 1,000 yuan for contract workers, and the most bitter and tiring, especially the night shift, most of the contract nurses come to work.

And now the housing prices in T City are super high, and the consumption level is also close to the third-tier cities, after deducting the rent of seven or eight hundred for a thousand yuan, it is equivalent to deducting more than half, plus the water and electricity bills, living expenses, almost every month is the moonlight family, Nalan Ruyu has not bought a new dress for more than half a year, sometimes passing by the night market, just looking, regretfully walking away.

If you don't take advantage of your free time to make a little money by coding Braille, I'm afraid that it will be difficult to deal with a little illness and cold.

Ji Ran poured a glass of hot boiling water, stretched out his arm, and then began to sort out his thoughts.

The recent results are not very good, of course, this is by no means because the website is not publicized enough, and it is not that the readers are not enthusiastic enough, but the problem lies with herself.

During this time, the family was always urging to get married, Nalan Ruyu was not young, and it had been a few years since graduation, and the parents saw that other people's children would play soy sauce, and Nalan Ruyu didn't even have a mother-in-law, so she was so anxious that she couldn't wait to go to the street to catch a young man by the water, and drag it home to be an uncle.

Especially my mother, when she sees someone, she asks someone to introduce Nalan Ruyu to someone, and even if she has an acquaintance, even if she only has one side, as long as she can talk, she also asks others.

And what makes Nalan Ruyu even more helpless is that her mother also casually gives away her photos, whether she wants to send a good-looking one, but which one is ugly and which one is sent, which one is really speechless.