Chapter 492: Regrets of Generations.
Just when Mu Qingqing and the others were discussing the next match with the Blood Killing Team with great interest, Ye Tian and Luo Ling, who were in the hospital, were also having a heart-to-heart conversation between mother and son.
Maybe it was because of the extreme depression, or maybe it was really distressing about Ye Tian's appearance at the moment, Luo Ling walked to Ye Tian's side and sat down, and gently touched his head:
"Xiaotian, to be honest, all along, did you actually hate your father's opposition and obstruction to you in the past few years?"
"After all, while we don't really support you in playing that esports, it's your dream anyway."
"You're actually very unhappy to be opposed by us like this."
Ye Tian, who had been sluggish like a stone sculpture, finally had a hint of brilliance in his eyes after hearing his mother Luo Ling's words, closed his eyes, and was silent for a long time, Ye Tiancai shook his head with difficulty, and said extremely dryly: "No, you are my parents, how can I hate you." ”
Luo Ling shook her head: "Maybe you are sensible and can really understand our hard work, but, no matter what, you still have a mustard in your heart, otherwise the relationship between you and your father would not be so stiff as it is now." ”
Ye Tian leaned against the wall and opened his mouth several times, but found that there seemed to be something blocked in his throat, and he couldn't say half a word at all.
Just like my mother said, is there really no dissatisfaction in his heart?
That's impossible.
After all, it was his dream, his biggest dream, and at that time, he was even one step away from his dream.
If Dad hadn't been angry about this incident, if Dad hadn't been hospitalized because of this incident, if Dad had supported him at the time, how could he have been distracted in the last game against the Great Demon King and couldn't put his energy into the game at all, resulting in the pinnacle team losing the game in the final game without half a point of resistance?
The fiasco in this last game not only made his dreams and efforts come to naught, but also made the efforts and dreams of his teammates come to naught, and let countless domestic e-sports players who have been waiting for this championship for several years taste the taste of disappointment and failure again!
To say that he really didn't have the slightest dissatisfaction and complaint in his heart, is that possible?
Luo Ling sighed, and looked at the still closed door of the emergency room with worried and anxious eyes:
"Xiaotian, I know, no matter what, you must still feel uncomfortable in your heart."
"However, maybe there are some things that you can understand why your dad is like this after you know it."
"It all has to start with the grandfather you haven't met."
"Do you remember when you were a kid and you used to ask me and your dad where your grandfather went?"
"At that time, because you were young, coupled with the guilt in your father's heart, I always only told you that your grandfather died of illness, but in fact, your grandfather died of anger."
Luo Ling took a deep breath, lovingly touched Ye Tian, who was full of surprise, and continued:
"When your grandfather was young, he was an intellectual, and in that era, it was no surprise that he became an educated youth who went to the countryside, and then met your grandmother, who was also an educated youth who went to the countryside."
"Later, the country resumed the college entrance examination, and your grandmother returned to her hometown, while your grandfather, for some special reasons, had to pass the college entrance examination that was restored at that time in order to return to the city by assigning jobs."
"In this way, your grandfather will naturally continue to work hard to recover the knowledge lost because of going to the countryside for the college entrance examination."
"It's just a pity that your grandfather has tried so many times, but he has never succeeded."
"After all, the university at that time was too much worse than you are now, and the college students at that time were the real pride of the sky."
"As long as you graduate, you will either be put in a local government to be an official, or you will be assigned to a public institution, or you will be assigned to a state-owned enterprise, such a good treatment, then in terms of the difficulty of the college entrance examination, it is naturally very different from what you are now."
"So, although your grandfather worked very hard, for various reasons, he failed to be admitted to college, and the most regrettable one was only one point!"
"That's it, your father also grew up at that time, maybe because he was separated from your grandmother since he was a child, and your grandfather has been immersed in learning and wants to go back to the city, so, your father was actually forced to study by your grandfather since he was a child, and your father's dream at that time was said You will probably laugh, at that time, your father was only a teenager, it is the rebellious period you are talking about now, let him study every day, how is this possible? What's more, your dad's dream at that time was to be a wandering singer! ”
"In this way, how could your grandfather agree? After all, returning to the city has been his dream for many years. ”
"However, your father is the same as you, how stubborn he is, and after making a fuss, your father ran away from home in a fit of anger."
"This walk is a full four or five years, and your grandfather died of anger in the hospital bed three years after your father ran away from home because of the repeated failure of the college entrance examination and the stimulation of your father running away from home."
"When your dad is wandering and you really miss your father coming home to see, all you see is your grandfather's grave."
"From that time on, your father smashed the most beloved guitar he bought with his frugality directly in front of your grandfather's grave, and swore in front of your grandfather's grave that he must pass the college entrance examination!"
"Since then, your father seems to have completely changed as a person, and he has devoted himself wholeheartedly to his studies, and he has never touched his favorite music before."
"It was at this time that I met your father."
"I don't know what the problem is, in the years when I knew your father, your father worked so hard, but he couldn't pass the exam."
"It wasn't until later that I had you, because of the pressure of life and finance, your father slowly had no time to study."
"It was in this situation that he transferred the regret he felt for your grandfather to you."
"He can't fulfill that promise by himself, so he always hopes that you can help him fulfill this promise, because this is the most regrettable and painful thing in his heart."
(Regarding the age of educated youth, if you want to know, you can take a look at "The History of China's Educated Youth", which is really an era full of regrets.) )
(If happiness is stable in this life, who wants to be displaced?) Perhaps, this sentence is the best portrayal of that era. )