"Isn't it?"

Xia Xin was stunned for a moment before replying, "That's too disappointed in me, and I cried angrily." ”

"Forget it, it's almost the same."

Xia Xin waved his hand, not wanting to say more.

He was feeling a little tired.

Tired!

He didn't understand why he had fought back.

"Why are you here? Didn't go to rehearsal with the moon dance? ”

Zhu Xiaoxuan walked a few steps quickly, came to Xia Xin's side, bit her lip and said, "I've been waiting to see the wet, but I didn't wait for you to run over, so I came to look for you." ”

"Uh...... That's it, thank you. ”

Xia Xin smiled weakly.

Zhu Xiaoxuan moved her healthy and slender legs, took a few steps forward again, and almost stood in a close-fitting position in front of Xia Xin, and Xia Xin could smell the unique youthful and lively atmosphere of the other party.

The long ponytail swayed lightly with the wind, and a pair of clear and bright big eyes looked at Xia Xin without blinking, "So, do you want to give up when wet?" ”

Xia Xin paused and nodded gently, "Well, I'm tired, I don't want to run." ”

"Why?"

"Why do you say, this is a 20-kilometer marathon, it's normal that you can't run."

"No, it's not for this reason, because when I ate at noon, I said that even if I was thirsty to death, even if I was hungry to death, even if I was tired to death, didn't I insist on running because I was tired, how could I not run because I was tired."

Xia Xin raised his gaze and met Zhu Xiaoxuan's bright eyes, there was a complex emotion in those beautiful big eyes, which made Xia Xin dare not look directly.

Xia Xin looked away, hesitated for a while, and then said frankly, "Maybe, it's because I think it's meaningless, even if I finish running, I won't get anything, I have no scores, and I am not favored by anyone, it was because the number of people was not enough, so I was thrown up to make up the number." ”

Xia Xin said this, smiling self-deprecatingly, "This kind of thing, in fact, I have known for a long time, the junior high school sports meeting is also, the high school sports meeting is also the same, everyone doesn't want to participate in the project, just take me instead, just go up to make up the number, make a background for others, and set off how fast the people in front of you are." ”

Xia Xin didn't understand why she could confess in the face of Zhu Xiaoxuan, but she felt that it didn't matter what she said to Xiaoxuan, Xiaoxuan would not laugh at her thoughts, nor would she laugh at her actions, no matter what she said to her, even if she was persecuted, she would not tell others about herself.

Xia Xin has such a feeling.

He even told Xiaoxuan about the things in the classroom, he had an urge not to vomit unpleasantly, obviously he was also participating in two projects, and the gap between the two was really big.

He felt very unfair.

"Now I understand, if you can't finish running, it doesn't really mean anything."

"Understood."

Zhu Xiaoxuan said and nodded solemnly.

"Yes, you also understand, from the beginning, it was already doomed to be meaningless."

Zhu Xiaoxuan looked at Xia Xin with burning eyes, "I understand everything, so, wet, please run, please, you must finish it." ”

Xia Xin was shocked, "No, do you really understand, noon is just my own boring insistence, some things, in fact, there is no point in insisting, it is better to give up early, giving up is much easier than insisting......"

"I know very well," Zhu Xiaoxuan showed a bright smile in the sunlight between the leaves, "I know better, wet is not the kind of person who gives up easily, so please run." ”

"No, no, Xiaoxuan, are you listening to me?"

"I'm listening, I've been listening."

"So it doesn't make sense to say that it's just being thrown up from the beginning......"

Zhu Xiaoxuan continued to smile brighter and brighter, "So, please insist on running him." ”

"Well, Xiaoxuan, you're not actually listening at all, are you?"

"Someone who wasn't listening,...... It's wet!! ”

When she said the second half of the sentence, Zhu Xiaoxuan suddenly broke out, and the second half of the sentence was almost roaring, and there was a burst of birds and beasts flying in the forest.

"Forehead ......"

In Xia Xin's surprised sight, he saw Zhu Xiaoxuan, who was still trying to maintain a smile just now, his smile had completely collapsed, and big pearl-like tears rolled down.

"I'm just, to encourage the wet, please make sure to finish it, to cheer for the wet, why do you say this to me, why? If you say something like this, you want me to tell how to answer, how to explain it. ”

"Where is this meaningless, where is you unable to run, where is tired, it's just two people making an awkward fight, you ,...... So, woo~~, how do you want me to answer. ”

Zhu Xiaoxuan said this, her big eyes were blurred, her mouth was flattened and she looked at Xia Xin, sobbing quietly.

"Xiaoxuan, why are you crying all of a sudden?"

Xia Xin was a little confused, did he say the wrong thing just now.

"Woo~~ People who aren't listening are simply wet, and people who don't understand anything are also wet, woo~~ It's not good to be wet."

"Okay, it's all my fault, you, don't cry."

Xia Xin has no way to take a girl to cry, and what's more serious is that he doesn't understand why Zhu Xiaoxuan is crying at all.

Zhu Xiaoxuan sobbed and said loudly like a child, "Don't you understand the wet at all, don't you understand such an obvious truth, why would I report you, because even if I am asked to report, I will want to report the wet." ”

"Will you too?"

"Because I want to see Wet running in the crowd, I want to see Wet Running Hard, I want to see Wet rushing to the finish line, isn't it a very simple truth, where is the full, because I want to watch Wet work hard, I want Wet to be recognized by everyone, get the best ranking, or not get the ranking, because I will always watch Wet Hard."

"Isn't Leng Xuetong doing the same thing, isn't it a very simple truth, I've been watching the wet run over there since noon, and I'm here again in the afternoon, doesn't she have to work, just look at people running, who is she looking at, isn't it obvious?"

"No, it's not...... She, today, the student union should be busy with the sports meeting, and she may come to inspect ......"

Zhu Xiaoxuan flattened her mouth and cried and said, "Wow~~~ Is that so, just to inspect, do you want her to have a vice chairman to inspect, wet said that she didn't say thank you to you, then wet you still remember when you started to pick up my snacks, don't say thank you, such as when wet took the chocolate at noon, I didn't say it, I was still happy for a long time." ”

"Is it because Wet doesn't take me to heart at all, Wet doesn't understand it at all, thank you Most of the time it is said to outsiders, because people close to you don't need verbal thanks at all, and Wet forgets about it."

Xia Xin thought back and realized that indeed, he rarely seemed to say thank you to Xiaoxuan, because it felt like a very close person, and they were all used to it, and Zeng Jun and Zhang Feng said thank you when they took the chocolate, and they seemed to have really thought about this question at that time.

Moreover, even when I soaked milk for Leng Xuetong in the morning, I used to say thank you all the time, but I don't seem to have it recently, not because I don't take it to heart, but because the relationship has become closer, and saying thank you seems to be angry.

"Woo~~~" Zhu Xiaoxuan sobbed with a small face, and said with a flat mouth, "You said that she just made up the numbers with you, and she never had expectations, just like wet herself often said, there is no disappointment without expectations, so, what is the matter with what she said about being disappointed in you, isn't it because she had expectations for wet from the beginning, so she was disappointed, because she had no expectations for others, so, she has never been disappointed in others, and others will not let him down, such a simple truth, isn't it wet and told me." ”

Xia Xin's eyes widened in surprise, he had even forgotten such a simple truth.

It is precisely because there have been expectations that there will be disappointment.

That's why when Leng Xuetong finally left, she would say that she was disappointed, disappointed again and again, and the others didn't disappoint her......

I actually equaled her, those classmates who threw themselves up in junior high and high school, although they also wrote their own names, but the original intention was completely different.

Xia Xin understood, and he also vaguely recalled, indeed, when he ran at noon, in his vague vision, he always felt that Leng Xuetong was looking at him......

She was just looking forward to it, and she had just slapped her......

"Why, why do you want to tell me this~~Woo~~~" Zhu Xiaoxuan sobbed loudly, "Seeing your sad expression, how do you tell me to perfunctory it, woo~~~ I just want to see Wet Persistence, I want to see Wet Stick, I want to see Wet Wet being recognized by others, and I want to see Wet Handsome...... Why, if you want to tell me this, it's completely awkward between the two, isn't it, woo~~~"

Xia Xin was stunned and couldn't say half a word, so he could only stand quietly in place, looking at Zhu Xiaoxuan's crying side face in a daze.

It's so sad and sad.

Only then did she realize that this was not what she wanted to hear.

She just wanted to encourage herself to run.

I did it wrong!

Xia Xin originally thought that Zhu Xiaoxuan would cry for a long time, but soon, Zhu Xiaoxuan bit her lip with difficulty to prevent herself from crying, and then turned around and desperately wiped her cheeks with a tissue to wipe her tears away.

When he turned around again, he couldn't see anything unusual except for the red eyes and the traces of crying.

"I'm sorry, forget what I just said, I'm so out of shape, I'm obviously here to encourage the wet, why did I cry." Zhu Xiaoxuan smiled apologetically at Xia Xin.

Xia Xin smiled bitterly and said, "No, no, it's my fault, I made you cry again, am I not very bad, I don't understand anything, I don't know anything, and I always do some annoying things, I always make girls cry, it's really bad......"

"No, even if it's wet, I won't let you say that about yourself."

Zhu Xiaoxuan glared at Xia Xin with a somewhat reproachful look, and then showed a bright smile.

"I don't allow it, because in my eyes, Wet is the best, and it is also the most handsome wet in the world, no matter what difficulties you face, you are not afraid, no matter what difficulties there are, you will overcome him, no matter what kind of eyes you face, what kind of words you face, Wet just said confidently, let them go, no matter what others say, you will not eat a bite less, nor sleep a few minutes less, it has no effect on you, it is so handsome, confident, dare to face any difficulties, and go down bravely."

"It's also my favorite wet, my favorite wet."

The spring breeze blew, driving the leaves to fly, and also driving Zhu Xiaosong's black and silky horsetail, fluttering in the wind, and the smile that bloomed brightly with the spring breeze was so dazzling that the sun lost its color for a moment.

Xia Xin smiled bitterly, "In your eyes, I'm really amazing." ”

"Yes, very, very, very remarkable, I know very well that wetness will never give up easily."

Zhu Xiaoxuan showed a look of reminiscence and said softly.

"In the student union conference room, in the face of so many people's questions, one person refutes everyone without giving up."

"In the esports club, in the face of so many people's doubts, challenge everyone without giving up."

"Someone jumped into the lake on campus, and when everyone stood by, they didn't give up."

"During the autumn outing, when everyone is desperate, only wet will not give up and lead everyone out of a desperate situation."

"In the first tiebreaker of the national service, when the game fell into despair, when everyone wanted to surrender, Wet never gave up."

"When you're running, when everyone else is giving up, Wet doesn't give up."

"Always, always, ever, ever, wet will not give up easily, will work hard to overcome all difficulties and obstacles, until the goal is completed, even if there is no applause, even if there is no cheering, even if no one understands, wet still goes all the way down, in Xiaoxuan's eyes, wet has always been the most unique, the most handsome wet, I feel that even if I do it against the world, it is not a problem."

"You ......," Xia Xin wanted to say if he would be too blind.

"Really, really, really, really, handsome! I'm a handsome nymphomaniac, and I think about it every day, find a chance to just plop down the wet......"

Zhu Xiaoxuan turned her little face slightly, and in the breeze, she narrowed her beautiful eyes and showed a happy smile, as if she was happy enough just to remember.

This smile made Xia Xin a little unbearable to blaspheme.

Xia Xin said frankly, "Xiaoxuan, I'm ,...... Actually, I'm not as good as you say, I've thought about escaping, I've thought about giving up, and I've had cowardly and fearful thoughts in my heart for a while, and I often want to give up, and I just pretend to be calm most of the time. ”

Zhu Xiaoxuan smiled, "That means that Wet is also an ordinary person, but it's better and more handsome than ordinary people, isn't it good." ”

"yes, maybe it's just stubborn, but I know very well how annoying things I do, like I ...... at noon."

"Hate? But some people like it,...... Xiaoxuan likes to get wet. ”

"I like the way Wet Wet dares to challenge and walk bravely no matter what difficulties he faces."

"I like to look at me wetly, gentle, with a little care, it can easily melt my heart."

"I like to be wet and occasionally tease what I say, to say witticisms that make people happy and angry, love and hate."

"I like wet fingers, gently touching my hair, not light or heavy, through the fingers and hair, as if they can touch my heart."

"I like the way I walk when I'm wet, when the three of me go shopping, I like to walk behind, and I'll often turn back when I'm wet, and I'll be very gentle to confirm that I'm not lost."

"I like the way I sleep when I'm wet, lying on my stomach at the computer desk, sleeping like a child, but when I hear the sound of the queue entering, I jump up in shock, and look left and right, it's really funny."

"I like it, I like everything wet."

Zhu Xiaoxuan said this, looked at Xia Xin with a smile, and stretched out her hand to her chest, "If there are many people who hate wetness, then I dare to say, even if you add up the amount of hatefulness of all of them, there is not as much as I like alone." ”

"If their dislikes add up to 100 million, then my likes alone are 100 million, billions, billions, ......, even if they are canceled, there are many, many billions left."

"......" Xia Xin was shocked, looking at Zhu Xiaoxuan's pure, bright, and clear eyes, he seemed to be able to see his own reflection, and he couldn't say anything to refute it.

Zhu Xiaoxuan's innocent and beautiful smile, the face that gently rubbed the corners of his clothes, with a little shyness, seemed to clear the resentment in his heart in an instant.

It made him feel relieved.

"So, please, it's wet," Zhu Xiaoxuan clenched her little hand, her beautiful eyes still had a little shyness that she had just confessed, but she bravely looked at Xia Xin, and smiled softly and happily.

"Please run down, until the end of the line, even if no one is looking at you, even if no one supports you, I will always be by your side, with you, I want to look at such a handsome wet, running into the finish line, of course, if someone cheers for the wet, it would be better, even if not, I will use the biggest applause, applaud for the wet, please, don't give up......"

“……”