Chapter 925: The Fault of the Encounter
"Thirteenth Movement, 'Summary of Origins.'" After a wave of sound directly calmed down the chaos in this world, Zhuang Xiaoyuan did not stop playing, the saber in his right hand was still on the submachine gun, and as the saber slid hard, the violin sounded again.
Compared with the last large-scale sound wave, this time the sound wave was specifically aimed at Xia Feifei, who had calmed down the stone pillar that had risen to the sky, and was lying peacefully on the flat grass at this time.
As the sound wave of the thirteenth movement swept by, Zhuang Xiaoyuan, who had resisted Zhuang Xiaoyuan, and asked Liu Qianqian to pull out only a little bit of the transparent world crystal with all his might, slowly withdrew from Xia Feifei's chest as if he had self-consciousness.
"It's over, this thorny road destined for tragedy." Bending down slightly to pick up the colorless and transparent world crystal from Xia Feifei's side, Zhuang Xiaoyuan looked up at Miao Shishi on the opposite side and said softly.
Regarding Miao Shishi's choice, Zhuang Xiaoyuan did not comment. Whether her choice is right or wrong is known only to them. Maybe they are the biggest mistake for the creatures of this world, but for Miao Shishi, maybe it is the only way out of the road.
After experiencing separation after separation, it is human nature to be unable to bear that kind of pain. From the moment the world consciousness was born, she was no longer the original emotionless instinct, but had her own emotional existence.
And emotions are mixed with too many things, there are happy and sad, hesitant and persistent, responsible and laissez-faire. Even the consciousness of the world cannot avoid being swayed by emotions.
Not to mention world consciousness, can Zhuang Xiaoyuan himself completely abandon his emotions? That's impossible, Zhuang Xiaoyuan, who attaches importance to family and friendship, Zhuang Xiaoyuan, who has relatives and friends, this is Zhuang Xiaoyuan, this is her.
If emotions are abandoned, she is no longer her.
If it was Zhuang Xiaoyuan who was standing in Miao Shishi's position at this time, what choice would she make? This is not a doubt, but a long-standing possibility. Zhuang Xiaoyuan may make the same decision.
As the core of the big world, Miao Shishi's psychology Zhuang Xiaoyuan can understand. Perhaps, in the near future, Zhuang Xiaoyuan will also have to face such a situation. At that time, she doesn't know what choice she will make.
But, at least, for now, Zhuang Xiaoyuan just wants to cherish every minute and every second between him and his friends. So, she had to go back, the sooner the better, she was already missing those friends more and more.
"It's over, yes, it's all over." Sighing softly, watching Zhuang Xiaoyuan bend down and pick up the transparent world crystal, Miao Shishi knew that everything was over. After all, the path I chose has not been passed, and reincarnation will continue.
Thinking that hundreds of years of hard work finally ended like this, Miao Shishi's face was full of despair and pain.
It's not that she doesn't understand what kind of outcome her choice will cause, she makes this choice on the premise that she knows that kind of ending, because she has no other way but to do it.
Human beings are fragile, not only physically, but also mentally. As the consciousness of the world, after having feelings, Miao Shishi has actually become a human being to a certain extent, and she also has the fragility of human beings.
Not everyone has a strong will, and not everyone can survive the pain. And Miao Shishi is obviously not the kind of person who can be strong in the face of pain.
And, even if she is strong enough, she can't bear the pain that never ends, again and again. The relationship between Miao Shishi and Xia Feifei has been established countless times, and it has also been taken away by time countless times.
Every time she is reincarnated, Miao Shishi persevers to reconnect with her and gradually re-emotionalize. But the final outcome has never changed. All memories, all emotions will eventually be taken away by time.
In the face of this painful separation and reconstruction, Miao Shishi followed the rules of the world and established the Valhalla that belonged to this world, so that the heroes of mankind could become heroic spirits, and she was also in Xia Feifei's life, helping her achieve heroic achievements.
However, after becoming heroic spirits, what the two ushered in was not a fusion of foam, but a painful torture. It's okay if it's just an ordinary relationship, but how can people get along with each other without making trouble and quarreling.
Many times, emotions are also progressively in quarrels again and again. However, after becoming a heroic spirit, Xia Feifei never quarreled with Miao Shishi again. Because, no matter what the mood in her heart is, she will never be able to disobey Miao Shishi.
After being bound by this puppet-like rule again and again, Xia Feifei's words became less and less, and her emotions became less and less, and finally the feelings between the two gradually drifted apart in this silence, which Miao Shishi absolutely did not want to see.
In desperation, in the end, Miao Shishi relieved Xia Feifei of her heroic spirit duties and let her re-enter reincarnation. At the moment of re-entering the reincarnation, Xia Feifei's smile at that last moment is a picture that Miao Shishi will never forget for the rest of her life, it is a smile that broke free and regained her freedom.
It turns out that I've been restraining her all along. It turned out that her own existence was so painful for her. It turned out that it wasn't just themselves who felt pain between the two.
It was also at that moment that Miao Shishi made up her mind to break the shackles of this world. She was well aware that the world was wrong. At least, their own existence...... Also wrong. If it's not a mistake, why is it so painful to be the master of the world?
"You're not wrong, the world isn't wrong, everyone is not wrong. The mistake was just for you and me to meet, and our encounter was wrong from the beginning. If you hadn't met me in the first place, you wouldn't have had to be so painful. ”
The slender right hand gently placed on Miao Shishi's shoulder, pulling her out of the endless despair and pain. However, the words that came into her ears made Miao Shishi feel deeper pain.
"Is it really wrong, shouldn't we really meet?" Holding her throbbing heart with her right hand, Miao Shishi's eyes looked up at the person standing in front of her with a deep pain.
At this time, the person who said the wrong words while smiling beautifully was Xia Feifei, who had been stunned by herself in order to fuse the world crystal with her.
"yes, our encounter was wrong from the start. It's all your fault for making you so miserable and making me so lonely. But if you had to do it all over again, would you come again? Would you still ask my name in the same place where we first met? ”
(End of chapter)