What am I living for? This question has been lingering in my mind. Ever since I had my own consciousness, I have lived in a cold white world. The cold white metal walls, the cold white metal machines, the cold white ceilings and floors, and the cold white coats of the people who passed by and the eyes on their faces that were colder than metal.

Since I was born, I have grown up in such a white, cold world. There is no concept of time, there is not the slightest concept of emotion, there is no anger and joy, there is no loneliness and excitement. I'm just alive, I just know I'm alive.

Until that day, I saw the real light, which was a completely different feeling from the cold, so warm, so reassuring. At that time, I was convinced that I lived to wait for this warm light.

At the beginning of this era of human despair, I felt that my life was really starting to work. The time that had been stuck in me also began to flow, and I was alive and I felt a new feeling that was completely different from the coldness and indifference.

Even now, a hundred years later, I still vividly remember that day, in the city under the attack of monsters, that person, the person who was like the light of the sun, stretched out his hand to me sitting in the broken laboratory, and he said to me: "Do you want to come with me, even in such a desperate time, every day can be very happy." ”

"Despair...... The age? What is happiness? "I didn't hold it in the face of his outstretched right hand, I didn't know anything at that time, and the only feeling I had at that time was that this person was very strange. His expression made me feel a little weird too.

"Don't you know what happiness is? That's a shame. Come with me and I'll tell you what happiness is, and happiness, smiles, deliciousness, all I will tell you. Hearing my words, there was an emotion in that person's eyes, I didn't know what it was at that time, but now that I think about it, it was probably love.

So, on that day. My fate changed.

After that day, he was always by my side, and we wandered around the continent. He's a very strange guy who fights monsters when he doesn't agree with them, and sometimes he fights when he encounters humans. But every time he finished fighting, more people gathered around him.

He taught me a lot what is good and what is bad, what is good-looking, what is ugly, what can and cannot be done, what is laughing, what is crying, what is happy, what is sad and what is love.

However, there are some things that I still think to this day, if I don't learn it, it would be better. If you don't learn to cry, you won't be sad, and if you don't know love, your heart won't hurt.

The words he has always said are that he wants to be a hero and a light to everyone. Every time he says that, I get upset, I don't want him to be the light of everybody, because he is the only light for me. I want to be alone in His light. But in the end, he still fulfilled his long-cherished wish, but that ending was too sad.

He's really strong, very strong. Even though I have been physically modified by the people in the laboratory and have become as powerful as a non-human, I still can't beat him. But so strong that he finally fell to the ground. Because I met a stronger ......

On that day, the weather was so gloomy, as if it was a sign of something to come. Still on our journey with the two, we finally arrived at our target city before the rain, but we were greeted not by the warm welcome of humans, but by the evil minions of demons.

In order to protect the remaining humans, the two of us stayed behind and let the other people's people leave first. Let's break the back and stop the demons from pursuing.

That was the first time I had seen an evil god, a monster possessed by a human body. He was so powerful that he was easily defeated, and we both fell to the ground, blood mixed with rain as if to form a stream.

The evil gods did not kill us, not to disdain our lives, not to let us live, but to take our bodies. Although he can't defeat the evil god, he is much stronger than other humans.

Unable to resist, we can only watch as the evil god summons his companions and begins to invade our bodies. Ah, why, why is this happening, why am I so weak. Why have you taught me so much and I can't protect you?

That was probably the first time I felt my powerlessness, as the evil gods invaded, and I felt as if my body was starting to lose control, and my soul was starting to fall cold. But at this moment, my heart erupted with a breath that was deeper and colder than this cold.

The evil god who invaded my body is dead, and he has not succeeded in taking my body and devouring my soul. Instead, he activated the hidden energy in my body, which was swallowed up by me instead. Having devoured the evil gods, I awakened my patron saint.

But when I stood up with the power of the Patronus, I saw him standing up as well. No, that's not him anymore. He wouldn't have put on such a weird smile. His smile was always so warm.

On that day, the evil god died. The city was destroyed. And my light is gone. The light that illuminates my heart was buried by my own hands. That day I learned to cry, I learned to grieve, I learned to be sad, I learned to love.

In the years that followed, I continued to wander around as before, killing evil gods and demons when I saw them, and killing humans who did evil. As a result, the way humans look at me has changed, and it is completely different from when they were two people, and the admiration and worship that they once had are gone, and all that remains is fear.

Eventually, I became a human being, just like I did at the beginning. Only know the one who is alive. But I can't go back, I've learned to be lively, I've learned to be happy, and I can't go back to the time when I'm alone. Because I'm starting to learn to be lonely, it's very lonely, it's easy to be lonely, but no one dares to approach me.

It was probably the most uncomfortable time, and the only thing I was by my side was my patron saint. What a strange patronus, I am alive, but the patronus is the god of death. It is also this god of death who keeps me alive.

God of death, god of death, fear of mankind. It doesn't matter, there's still something in my heart that sustains me, and that's hatred. Although the evil gods have been destroyed by my own hands. But my light is eventually gone, so I'm going to destroy all the evil gods. Bury the light of the evil gods.

As a result, rumors began to circulate among both the human race and the evil gods, the King of the Dead. Because the king of the dead not only kills demons, but also kills people. Ordinary humans who don't have the ability to see through the eyes of the Enma don't know that those humans are possessed by evil gods. All they know is that I killed someone.

Until one day, I killed a couple possessed by an evil god with my own hands, ignoring the fearful gaze around me, and planned to leave directly. A small hand grabbed my sleeve: "Sister, please teach me how to become stronger." ”

It was a small child, really small, even if I didn't grow up because of the power of the Patronus. He was also only around my waist. I killed his parents with my own hands in front of him, but he pulled me and said that I wanted to become stronger, how ridiculous.

"I, but I killed your parents. Do you want me to teach you? Although I thought it was ridiculous, I couldn't help but ask when I noticed the boy's eyes.

"Mom and Dad are long dead. They're just the murderers who killed mom and dad. Sister, teach Ange, Ange wants to avenge his parents. A small flame of hatred burned in the heart of this child. So, my one-man journey became two people again.

Time always passes quickly, but it can't leave a mark on me. But the little boy has grown up. He's getting stronger. It still can't beat me, though. The flames of hatred of the past have also been extinguished with the passage of time. As the little boy grows up, the smile on his face increases, and he has more and more friends around him.

The journey, which was originally one big and one small, began to expand under the boy's smile, three people, four people, five people. The number of people is growing. It ended up being a small group of a dozen people. We are at the forefront of the fight against evil spirits.

After more than ten years of resistance, humanity has finally been reluctantly united. However, on the contrary, the battle against the demons has become more and more intense. The long war has allowed our group to grow rapidly, and it has also made us more and more famous. So human beings began to admire, and evil gods began to be vigilant.

The increase in fame also greatly increased the difficulty and danger of the battle. So the group began to suffer casualties. It was the mountain that died first, and the honest and sturdy man, who had been armed with his shield to guard everyone, finally left first.

After that, there is Yezi, who is good at rapid attack, and has always had a crush on the child I taught, and the shy girl who is the leader of everyone. She didn't tell her crush until she died in battle.

As the team attrition, Anger became more and more silent, and the smile on his face became less and less. But the battle continued, and thirty years later, the long war finally stopped a little, and humanity established a stable line of defense. At this time, we were the only two people left on the team, me and Ange. Anger doesn't laugh as much as he used to.

After the line of defense was completely stabilized, Anger suddenly suggested to me that he wanted to live in seclusion. I knew he was just trying to escape, but I agreed. So, after decades of wandering, I settled somewhere for the first time.

The life of seclusion was very uneventful, and a smile gradually began to appear on Ange's face. But I know that in the dead of night, he still misses his dead comrades.

The peaceful life lasted for a few years, but one day it was broken, and a little yellow-haired girl suddenly came to the door and said wildly that she wanted to establish an academy to train god-armored warriors. What an arrogant child, but I admire her very much, this arrogance, this self-confidence, this ambition, maybe it can bring new changes to mankind.

Although Anger refused the boy's offer, I knew he was tempted. After being silent for so long, his heart has healed a little, although the death of his comrade-in-arms still remains in the bottom of his heart. But the will left behind by the comrades also began to revive.

A few days later, he received the news that the academy was established. However, it was attacked by the evil gods and was finally destroyed. Ange, he still hasn't sat still. The day he received the news, he came to me. Looks like it's time to make a comeback.

He is over fifty years old, and he is still as persistent and free as before. So, we left the place where we had lived for more than ten years. Never came back.

Aang died, in the war for the creation of the Academy of Divine Armor. I didn't cry that day, I sent him away with a smile. Before leaving, he finally said what he thought. That stupid guy didn't say it until the end after holding it back for decades.

In the end, of course, I refused him without hesitation, and when I refused, I also smiled and didn't cry, and the liquid on my face was just sweat from the hot weather. I have well-developed sweat glands on my face, don't I?

In the end, he left with a smile, said with a smile that he had no regrets, smiled and said that he was very grateful to me, and just left. At the end of the day, I was just one person. O God of Death, I am the God of Death, and the God of Death cannot save the dead, He can only send the living to die. Of course, it can also make me, a living person, die.

But in the end, I didn't die. Because I'm not reconciled, because I'm afraid. It's not that I'm afraid of death, but I'm afraid that if I die like this, I'll be ridiculed by those two people and those comrades. So I still wandered around the continent alone, killing evil spirits everywhere.

It's been decades again, and decades of killing have slowed my spirit. I'm tired, I've killed enough, I can't count more. I don't want to go on like this. So that day, in that dark alley, I was going to meet my comrades-in-arms and the two people I loved the most.

However, just as I was about to meet them, a stupid little girl suddenly appeared and kicked me hard. In the end, he blamed me very rudely, but left his own food for me. It's such a person again, this kind of stupidity, it's really everywhere. It looks different, but it's really similar to them.

And so, my sluggish spirit was lifted up again. I haven't eaten for decades, but I once again tasted the so-called delicious, really delicious, even if it's just ordinary dry food, even if it's just a machine-made standard product, but it's really delicious.

After that, I was also a little glad that I didn't go to see them directly at that time, otherwise I would have been scolded. That stupid little girl actually attracted all the seven only gods of destruction from the demons, what a disaster physique.

It's time for my old bones to move again. In the end, in the end, in the end, I finally fought to the end. In the arms of that stupid little girl, I felt the light that I had not seen for a long time. Maybe that's how it felt in the first place. Memories that are too distant are blurred. But that light is still imprinted in the bottom of my heart. It's finally over, and I'm finally able to see you. Below, is it still spirited? I'm really looking forward to seeing me with any surprises.

April 14, 144 of the Apocalypse

King of the Dead - Nelles

In other words, it seems that today may be almost the Lantern Festival (*^__^*). Here, I wish everyone a happy Lantern Festival~~~ Eat some Lantern Festival and smile, although we call it Tangyuan.

Suddenly I remembered,There have been a lot of supporting roles in the book.,Many of the supporting roles are provided by the book friends in the book review area.,Every time I add it, I want to make a special indication of the source.,But every time I forget.。 It's just this side story.,I'll mention all the tricks that have appeared so far.。 The author's words in this area should not affect everyone's reading.

The following supporting characters are all provided by book friends, and of course, the author has also modified some of them himself.

First of all, of course, the king of the dead-Nerzul: thank you for the cameo of the book friend [Nerzul].

Captain Guardian - Zero: Thank you for the cameo of [If You Die].

Captain of the Academy of Costume - Ellie: Thank you for the cameo of the book friend [luelove].

Guardian Vice Captain - Tang Dynasty: Thank you for the cameo of the book friend [Scarlet Lily Control].

Xiangrui-Xuefeng: Thank you for the guest appearance of the book friend [Purple Star].

Dragon and Phoenix Fetal Brother and Sister - Liu Wen Liu Wen: Thank you for the cameo appearance of the book friend [Hell Dodder].

Research Team Assistant-Lei Zeming: Thank you for the cameo of the book friend [Guardian Three Golds].

There are still those that can be used in the follow-up, and the author will try to use the characters in the dragon set building, just sauce purple.

Finally, I wish you all a happy Lantern Festival ~~~~

(End of chapter)