Chapter 19 I can't let go, I can't give up, I can't forget, it's hard to love

If last time it was just a small fight, then this time it is a tsunami. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

World shaking.

Fortunately, Chen Zhiang had an idea, and he was the first to react, and immediately whispered a few words in the ear of the class guide, sternly warning everyone, not letting people call the police, and trying to suppress the situation inside the school.

There was no accident, but no one called the police.

In fact, this is not just my business, the trouble is big, and the class guide is not happy, Chen Zhiang said that the class guide simply tied me and him to the same broken boat, and the class guide was so bad that there was no way.

After the panic, the parents of both sides were invited to the school for the first time, the mother was frightened, and the father finally got up this time, but after they learned the ins and outs of the matter, the attitude changed again, the mother was worried about it, but no longer blamed, the father glared at the parents of Pan Deng in disgust and fiercely, saying disgusting. Privilege and power have always been twins, I didn't expect that I actually enjoyed the taste of privilege, Pan Deng's parents were frightened, and repeatedly said that they would never pursue it, and they didn't even accept the medical expenses.

Not long after, Panden transferred to another college, and I left the security office and went straight home, where I lay in bed for a full week.

The sun was shining through the window, a white dove fluttered its wings and stopped in front of the windowsill, I stretched out my hand, the light passed through my fingers, and I childishly grabbed for a long time, trying to catch it, but the result was, of course, tragic.

The white dove was also bold, and perhaps he looked at me too stupidly, and looked at me as if he were mocking.

I burst out laughing.

Get out of bed, eat, go back to school, say goodbye to Sanxin, as if in the afterlife, not salty and indifferent.

She clearly showed great remorse, and I could even feel that she was deliberately flattering, never touching me again, gentle to the extreme, often guilty in her eyes, often evasive in her eyes, and I was overwhelmed by everything.

This is not Gu Sanxin that I am familiar with, it is extremely unfamiliar, and at that time, a kind of knife-like pain suddenly arose in my heart.

It dawned on me that the war between us was over.

I forgot what the score was, and the reason I forgot it was because I suddenly understood that it didn't matter what the end result was, what mattered was the process.

We maintain this kind of relationship that is neither salty nor light, everything that happened that night has become a taboo for the two, a light touch, it pierces the heartache of the people, and the two tacitly deliberately avoid it, and no one mentions it. But the spirit of the three hearts began to wither, like a flower that has lost its moisture and moisture.

It didn't take long for the second generation of Chu Daguan to finally break out, all kinds of false news flew all over the sky, my father was portrayed as an arrogant and domineering bureaucrat, and the Pan Deng family was a vulnerable group who suffered from unwarranted disasters and dared to be angry but did not dare to speak.

Dad has a resolute personality, an iron fist, uses all kinds of relationships, and forcibly presses it, and finds out the mastermind behind the scenes in one fell swoop, and decisively solves it together.

Although the matter was resolved, Chu University couldn't stay, but fortunately, I was a genius academically, and I was admitted to Yenching University as an auditor, so I left Jiangcheng, a strange and familiar city.

On the day of farewell, Sanxin didn't come. Maybe it's sad, maybe it's embarrassing, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that I'm stuck in my own world again.

When I arrived in Yanjing, I concentrated on academics and had nothing else to do, so I never contacted Sanxin again, and it was three years in a hurry.

In the past three years, I have gained a lot, not only obtained a master's degree, but also obtained several highly valuable patents, and made remarkable achievements in biological research. Before I graduated with a master's degree, I had already received an invitation from Yenching University to stay in school, and the conditions were extremely favorable, but my heart was not here, so I decisively refused. Then, he returned to Jiangcheng and became the youngest associate professor since the establishment of Chuhua University. In fact, before I returned to school, Chu University had already started to prepare my personal laboratory for me, and two years ago, I became internationally famous for my academic achievements.

Chen Zhiang, that idiot, is right again, the most suitable for me is really academic, and it must be rational and objective, Ding is Ding Mao is Mao.

Seeing Sanxin again, it was the wedding ceremony of Lu Yu in the eighth year of Emperor Lan.

Lu Yu, who has been in the midst of thousands of flowers, and the leaves are not touched, turned out to be the first of the four brothers in our dormitory to get married, and this thing finally did a serious thing, but what is not serious is that he actually chose to notify us on April 1 April Fool's Day, which made us extremely embarrassed and almost failed to catch up.

This is also difficult for Lu Yu, although he was the first to get married, but among the four of us, his love road may be the most bumpy.

It is said that after I left Jiangcheng, I had three years of entanglement with Wu Anruo, and I was divided and merged, but I was defeated after all, but fortunately, I met the current bride, and finally had a home, and our brothers were happy for him.

I didn't expect to see Sanxin again in Nanyue, Sanxin has been staying in Jiangcheng, I know, but I didn't have a chance to see him.

In the crowd, I was drunk and fell down, and I saw her again.

She wears jeans and has a clean and sassy demeanor.

The moment I saw her, I was stunned as if I had been electrocuted.

A spring many years ago. The dream, resurfaced in my mind, clear, clear, I finally saw the face of the woman in the dream, my body trembled, and my heart suddenly twitched.

That's three hearts!

Gu Sanxin.

When I saw Sanxin, she also saw me, not surprised, not stunned, as if she had expected to meet, only nodded politely.

I'm no longer the outrageously low emotional intelligence teenager, well, maybe still is, but at least, at least the three hearts are different, and the face of the three hearts is different.

I understood the distance in her eyes, and I understood the politeness in her eyes.

In an instant, a vague, looming pain sprung up from my back and rushed straight to my mind.

Pain!

I remember that the doctor has a song that says that he is most afraid of the reunion of the old man, and what he is afraid of is not that he has nothing to say, but that he is polite to ordinary friends.

This situation can be recalled, but it was already clear at the time.

I finally understood why we were in the same city, but we never saw each other.

In fact, where is there no fate, what is obviously afraid is the respect for each other who reunites after many years.

A little polite, a little pain.

I should have known, and always had, but what I didn't know was that the pain could be so heavy.

The wedding ceremony in Nanyue was extremely heavy, the banquet was noisy, and the atmosphere was indescribably noisy, but my heart was lonely, and I finally realized Mr. Zhu Ziqing's mood of enjoying the lotus in Mochou Lake: "The excitement is theirs, and I have nothing." ”