Chapter 863: Elsa's Inner Struggle

"I don't know, I don't want to hear, I don't believe!"

Elsa covered her ears and squatted on the ground and shook her head vigorously. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE。 ο½‰ο½Žο½†ο½

How can this kind of thing be accepted!

Suddenly, a few people came out and said that you are not the child of your parents, you are the child of another person, but you borrowed the woman's belly to go through the birth process again...... Who would believe that!

Regardless of the authenticity, even if it is true, it is difficult for people to accept it!

A family member who has been living together all the time, but suddenly becomes a stranger who has nothing to do with each other? Who can accept this kind of drastic change?

Mom, she is obviously so weak, but she still tries her best to take care of herself until she grows up.

Although his father is often away from home, he will bring good food every time he comes back, and he will play with himself, and the way he looks at himself is obviously looking at his daughter, if he is not his daughter, how can he love himself so much!?

At least Elsa herself can't accept it!

No way!

What he said was false!

This is not true!

"It's true, I'm not lying to you, you have to believe me, Elu, I'm your Uncle Hal!"

Halkamanda is anxious to get Elsa to accept herself.

Don En stopped him, shook his head, and whispered, "Don't force her." ”

"But ......"

"Let her accept the truth herself."

In fact, Elsa must have noticed her anomaly a long time ago.

Since she was a child, she has possessed strength far beyond her peers, even stronger than the strength of adult men, and if you only use talent to explain it, this talent is too strange to appear in a little girl - not to mention that many people know that the so-called "dragon power" is not too rare, but no one has ever obtained such perverted power as Elsa.

Elsa had long ago wondered if there was something "wrong" with her, so she had always deliberately controlled her power, and hated being called a "strange woman" - you don't see how much Danny and Tom suffered because they called the eldest sister a strange woman behind their backs.

Occasionally, she would dream in her dreams that she had grown wings and was flying leisurely in the sky, and although the flight was unsteady and unfast, it was undoubtedly flying with her own wings - the unusually real feeling sometimes made Elsa unable to distinguish between reality and dreams.

When she was a child, she even sneaked up and down from a tree - because she always felt like she would grow wings and fly - if it weren't for her strong body, she would have fallen to her death.

But all these visions have been answered today.

Her background is indeed not ordinary, not only is it not ordinary, but it is also terrible!

Dragons!

Who would dare to believe it?

The so-called strange power is just the normal power of the dragon clan, she has been re-conceived by Clara, and her current strength has not yet grown, if she fully grows, her strength will grow further.

The flight in the dream was not fake, but the memories of her time as Eluhaksa - although the surface consciousness has lost that part of consciousness, the soul has not changed, and the deep memories still exist in the soul, and as long as the soul is not extinguished, those memories will not disappear, and will eventually be retrieved by her.

It's just that......

Elsa was terrified of that day.

She was afraid, afraid that after regaining her memories, she would no longer be herself.

It's no longer Elsa, but what they call it Eluhaksha.

When you are no longer yourself? And who can accept this harsh reality?

At least Elsa can't.

If this happened to Don, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to accept it.

Changing memories is as terrible as changing a person, changing an identity, and the meaning of one's current existence has completely disappeared.

Don knew Elsa's worries at the moment.

The problem she is facing now is actually a split personality (not really, but she thinks so), also known as dissociative personality disorder - the fear that another memory of herself will replace her current self.

There is no doubt that her situation is very similar to Illya, except that Illya is the reincarnation of a goddess, she herself is very aware of her own situation, and she often observes the world through Illya's eyes, and the main consciousness also communicates and guides through the spirit and her own surface consciousness, so that she can easily accept the current situation, and it will be very smooth when she grows up and slowly accepts the awakening of the main consciousness.

If you resist like Elsa, you will have a situation of rejection, and you will reject your past.

In fact, whether it is Elsa or Elukhaksha, it is a self-consciousness, even if she accepts the truth and accepts the memories of Elukhaksha, the memories of being Elsa will not disappear, and the consciousness will not change, she is still her, if she is clearly aware of this, she will not be so afraid.

Perhaps, what she needed was comfort.

Don crouched down and hugged Elsa from behind.

The warm embrace made Elsa tremble for a moment, and then subconsciously shrank into Donn's arms, and the crying girl raised her head to look at Don, wanting to get some comfort from him.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Tang En said softly: "Whether you are willing to accept the past identity or not, I am still your big brother. ”

"Brother Donne!"

Elsa cried again with a "wow": "I'm really scared, I'm afraid that I will not be myself anymore, are they all true?" ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ It's true. ”

After only a split second of hesitation, Don decided to tell her the truth.

White lies will not give her much comfort, but will cause her disgust after the truth is revealed, it is better to let her face the reality.

Without waiting for Elsa to speak, Don hugged her and said in a deep voice: "But you don't have to be afraid, whether it's Elukaksha or Elsa, you are you, Elukhaksha's memory will not replace you now, and Elsa will not disappear, you are originally alone." ”

"But, but it's another strange memoryβ€”"

"That's still your memory, isn't it?"

Don smiled and rubbed her head, and said, "Whether you are willing to accept reality or not, reality will not change there, Eru Haksha is the past you, Elsa is the current you, you don't have to worry about disappearing." ”

In addition to worrying about her disappearance, the reason why Elsa is so sad is that she doesn't want to deny her current family - her grandparents, grandparents, and parents have nothing to do with her, so hasn't she become a stranger?

Don was well aware of her fears, so he said, "Besides, you don't have to worry that Aunt Clara and Uncle Alberton will not want you, don't forget, they have known your identity for a long time, but they have been raising you as their own daughter, isn't that enough to show their love for you?" ”

Don thought for a moment and then asked another question: "Do you think that in a family, is it the blood relationship or the nurturing relationship that is important?" ”

Elsa was stunned: "Of course it's blood......"

"Wrong, very wrong."

Tang En shook his head: "No matter whose child you are, the parents who worked hard to raise you are the ones you should really respect and honor, and the so-called blood relationship is not as important as imagined - it's just that usually parents don't abandon their children, so the blood relationship we usually talk about often includes the parenting relationship, and with the plus points, it naturally feels more important." ”

In Plaindal, the mainstream is still the bloodline theory, so the blood relationship is extremely important, and Donn's statement is simply challenging everyone's three views, and even Elsa was stunned.

Don gently wiped the tears from Elsa's face: "Think about it from another angle, after the biological parents abandoned the child, if it wasn't for the adoptive parents who raised the child, the poor child would have died a long time ago, right?" Isn't it a very cruel act to abandon it? ”

Elsa nodded subconsciously, and the confused girl felt that what Don said was very reasonable, but the common sense in her heart made it difficult for her to break through the concept in her heart......

"Okay, another angle."

Don shrugged and said, "Although you are not Uncle Alberton's daughter, even if Eluhaksha's purpose is to use Aunt Clara's body remodeling, you are the child born to Aunt Clara, right?" There's no doubt about it, so it's right to say you're her biological daughter? ”

Elsa nodded.

"Uncle Alberton and Aunt Clara are husband and wife, so it's not wrong that you're their daughter?"

Elsa nodded again.

"And what are you afraid of?"

Tang En asked rhetorically: "You don't understand at all, I'm afraid that the two of them should really be worried about being abandoned, right?" ”

The raised daughter finally knows her true identity, from the noble bloodline of the dragon family, can she still accept her parents who are mortals? -- This concern is inevitable, and it may even be something that Alberton and Clara have been worried about all along.

Elsa came back to her senses, and her messy mind suddenly became clear.

Yes, since Mom and Dad have never said this, it means that they have always raised themselves as their real daughters, they love themselves so much, how can they not want themselves because they know about it?

That's right, there's no need to worry about it!

Thinking of this, Elsa finally came to her senses, but at the same time, a question also came to mind.

Is he really the "Eluk Haksha"?

Is it really a dragon?

It's not such a big coincidence, is it?

At this time, Halkamanda, who had been silently speaking, stepped forward, looked at Elsa and said, "You may be suspicious, but I have a gift from the king here, and after you accept it, there will be no such doubts." ”

Gift?

What kind of gift will it be?

Elsa looked puzzled, and then she saw the gift that Halkamanda had brought out. (To be continued.) )