…… During this time, I was confused, whether it was for my future or writing this book, I have always been a person who lacks self-confidence, I feel like a failure, I have basically not succeeded since I was a child, I am an old bookworm, the rout of reality makes me love to travel in the colorful world of novels, I know that it is an escape, and sometimes I really envy the protagonist in the novel.

…… I felt that I had written a mess, and the more I wrote, the more dissatisfied I became, so that I simply broke off, and I have been reflecting on myself for the past 12 days, have I really given up?

…… To be honest, I'm not reconciled, I'm not willing to die like this, I want to prove myself, I've never turned on the computer, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that the brothers will say that I'm cowardly, that I do things from beginning to end, and that I'm wasting your subscription.

…… But I plucked up the courage today, turned on the computer for the first time, I was blinded, 2 eye-catching monthly passes hung on it, to be honest, I never thought that I could get a monthly pass for the end of this book, I knew that I couldn't write it for the first time, so I didn't even have the courage to ask for a ticket.

…… I'm very grateful for a monthly pass given by the Wind Demon Maniac, which rekindled my fighting spirit, yes, I'm not reconciled, even if I hit the street, even if I only have that pitiful hundreds of dollars of full attendance every month? I'm awake! The road ahead is tortuous, and I haven't stepped into the door yet, but I'm no longer afraid, because of you!

Restore the update at night.,I'm really sorry for everyone during this time.,If you're upset.,You can scold me in the book review area.,I'll also add refinement! (To be continued......)