Zhang Xiaolan's reasonableness today was something An Yinong didn't expect, and he thought that Zhang Xiaolan was going to fight with him today, but he was relieved to see that he didn't have him. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

Zhang Xiaolan looked at An Yinong, then sighed and said, "I think you should go up, Haruko is really sad." ”

Because she worked with Haruko Kobayakawa, Zhang Xiaolan knew Haruko Kobayakawa's thoughts about An Yinong, and she knew it for a long time, so she knew that this matter had a relatively big blow to Haruko Kobayakawa.

An Yinong looked at the second floor and said, "Okay, I'll go up and have a look." ”

Zhang Xiaolan opened her eyes because she felt that even if An Yinong was married, she would still be her own Yinong brother, and she had not changed, but for some people, she had changed.

So compared with those people, Zhang Xiaolan feels that she has no need to be sad, compared with them, Zhang Xiaolan really feels that she is sad but a little hypocritical.

When he came to the second floor, he just hurt the staircase, and An Yinong saw Xu Huijia with a not very good face, Xu Huijia saw An Yinong coming up, and said directly: "Look at the good things you did." ”

"What's wrong?" An Yinong said.

"You still asked me what's wrong, you came here and made my chef cry and run up, and he didn't even work anymore, what do you say?" Xu Huijia is also depressed, Haruko Kobayakawa is very serious about her work, why did she say that she threw down her things and ran up today.

Xu Huijia asked, "What did you say to Haruko Kobayakawa about it?" ”

"By the way, I may be getting married in a while, you remember to come." An Yinong said.

"You, married?" Xu Huijia was also very surprised, why An Yinong suddenly wanted to get married.

"Yes, I'm married." An Yinong said, as if you don't eat this matter, you are even more surprised than you.

Xu Huijia asked, "With whom?" ”

"No. 76, Liu Wei, Secretary Liu." An Yinong said.

"You kid is a good mix, I got on Secretary Liu at No. 76, and I got rid of Haruko Kobayakawa instead, no wonder she cried so sadly." Xu Huijia said that An Yinong's marriage is nothing to Xu Huijia.

A woman like Xu Huijia is like this, she won't put her heart on anyone, let alone be sad for anyone.

Xu Huijia had some good feelings about An Yinong for a period of time, but it was only some good feelings, and it was just a period of time, and now when she heard that An Yinong was going to get married, she said that she didn't have any feelings, she just felt curious.

An Yinong said: "Don't talk nonsense, I and Kobayakawa Haruko are innocent, I don't want a reputation, but other girls still want it." ”

Xu Huijia said: "I don't care about your affairs, but you make our chef like this, and you are responsible." ”

"Then get out of the way and let me in." An Yinong also said angrily.

Xu Huijia let go of her body and let An Yinong in, and at the same time said in her mouth: "A man who likes the new and hates the old." ”

"Have you been dumped by a man in the past two days?" An Yinong asked Xu Huijia.

"The man who can be a handsome old lady has not been born yet." Xu Huijia said disdainfully, she doesn't take men very seriously, because Xu Huijia thinks differently from other women.

Other women think it's good to find a man they like, but Xu Huijia is not, Xu Huijia is the kind of man I want a man for?

As if men are toys in her heart, Xu Huijia said that she is really a little feminist, but in such an era, it seems a little out of place.

Although it is no longer allowed to give preference to sons over women, it is already said that men and women are equal, but it will take some time for thousands of years of concepts to change.

"Then why are you so angry?" An Yinong asked.

"I do." Xu Huijia said, in fact, Xu Huijia is holding grievances for Haruko Kobayakawa.

I have been working with Haruko Kobayakawa for so long, although Xu Huijia and Haruko Kobayakawa do not understand the language, but they also have a certain relationship.

Now An Yinong makes Kobayakawa Haruko so sad, of course Xu Huijia is unwilling, this is to help Kobayakawa Haruko squeeze An Yinong.

An Yinong didn't bother to pay attention to Xu Huijia, and he didn't care about her cold words, so he came directly to the door of Haruko Kobayakawa and knocked on the door.

Xu Huijia saw that An Yinong ignored her cynicism, and also felt that a punch was on the cotton, which was meaningless, so she went downstairs.

Ready to hand over the upstairs to An Yinong and Kobayakawa Haruko, let them solve it themselves, after An Yinon knocked on the door, Kobayakawa Haruko's voice came from inside, but which one was crying.

"Who." Haruko Kobayakawa asked.

"It's Haruko, open the door and let me in." An Yinong said outside.

An Yinong waited outside for a while, and Haruko Kobayakawa opened the door from the inside, there were no tears on Haruko Kobayakawa's face, but judging from her red eyes, An Yinong knew that she was crying just now.

And looking at the somewhat messy appearance on the bed, it should be lying there, Kobayakawa Haruko now pretended to be calm and said: "I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me." ”

An Yinon looked at Haruko Kobayakawa and said, "Haruko." ”

"I'm here." Haruko Kobayakawa said.

"You're not even twenty years old, are you?" An Yinong said that Haruko Kobayakawa is just a little older than Zhang Xiaolan, and to put it bluntly, she is still a child.

But because he studied geisha since he was a child, there was a person who crossed the ocean, so he seemed more mature.

Haruko Kobayakawa nodded, she didn't know what An Yinon was going to say.

"You still have a long life, you will meet many people, and you will go through a lot of things. Maybe years later, what you and I have experienced will not be anything at all in your long life. ”

An Yinong said this with a smile, what he said was the truth, Haruko Kobayakawa still has a long life, she will meet different people and experience different things.

Her encounter with her and her experience, many years later, can be summed up in just three or two sentences, and it is not as important as she feels now.

Haruko Kobayakawa forcibly asked herself not to cry, she said: "I will meet many people and experience many things, but the person who will change my life, he can only be you." ”

"The person who changes your life will not be someone else, it will be you. It was you who changed your life, and if it weren't for your ocean, the restaurant wouldn't have opened, so you changed yourself, do you understand? An Yinong felt that Haruko Kobayakawa had misunderstood, she felt that she had changed her, but it wasn't.

If Haruko Kobayakawa didn't believe in herself at the time and was unwilling to take out the ocean, then none of them would have had this chance.

So An Yinong felt that in this matter, he helped Haruko Kobayakawa, but Haruko Kobayakawa didn't help herself.

Haruko Kobayakawa shook her head, she didn't agree with An Yinong's words, she said: "I'm not grateful to you, it doesn't matter if you help me or not, I like you." ”

"Do you know what liking is?" An Yinong suddenly wanted to ask a question, because Haruko Kobayakawa was about the same age as Wen Duoduo, and Wen Duoduo didn't know what he liked before he died.

An Yinon wants to know, does Haruko Kobayakawa know?

"It's missing, it's the joy after meeting, it's the expectation of silently missing." Haruko Kobayakawa spoke out about her experience, and she felt that these were just likes.

An Yinong has no way to deny Haruko Kobayakawa because everyone's likes are different, Wen Duoduo may not have such a feeling, he just acted in a play with her.

A scene where the curtain of her life came to an end.

Haruko Kobayakawa's liking makes An Yinong feel very good, this is the love of girls' generation, there is nothing else, it is pure.

An Yinong smiled and said: "I'm very happy that Haruko can like me, I'm honored, but please don't like me from now on, go and discover new people and new things." ”

An Yinong feels that telling Haruko Kobayakawa all the time that what you don't like in your heart may make Haruko Kobayakawa more and more resistant, so it is better to do the opposite.

I admit that Haruko Kobayakawa likes it, and I feel that she likes it, but I'm getting married now, so you can't continue to like it.

Sure enough, hearing An Yinong say this, Haruko Kobayakawa still couldn't stop tears and flowed down her face.

Haruko Kobayakawa said: "I know, I won't disturb your life, but can't a girl cry alone for a while after falling out of love, please please go out, I want to cry alone for a while." ”

Haruko Kobayakawa couldn't bear it anymore, she clearly told An Yinong that she was going to cry for a while, but this is what girls have to experience after falling out of love, not that they are not strong.

An Yinong stood up and said, "Leave a private space for our beautiful girl, and I'll go out first." ”

Coming out of Haruko Kobayakawa's room, An Yinon couldn't help but ask himself, what is like?

What is Like?

An Yinong didn't dare to ask himself what love was, because he knew that he didn't have love, so what about liking, didn't he have it?

But An Yinong really didn't know what liking was, he didn't understand, and he was a little scared in his heart.

He was very worried, like Wen Duoduo, until the day he died, he didn't know what liking was and what love was.

An Yinong never felt that he was luckier than others, and he might be exposed that day and face death.

Like and love, An Yinong feels that it is a luxury for her current self, and it is something that cannot be expected.

What you have to do is your own work, it is the task of the organization, and you don't want to talk about feelings, only trade-offs.

There are no feelings, only trade-offs, and you have to understand when your choice is the most correct, not emotional.

An Yinong suddenly remembered a sentence, underground workers, the biggest enemy is not loneliness, not fear, not enemies, but feelings.