Chapter 46 Zhuang Zhou Mengdie, as if in another world

"Donne!" An angry voice rang in his ears, joking him out of the chaos.

He raised his head and looked at the middle-aged man in front of him with black-rimmed glasses and bowed his head, looking much older than his actual age. This man is so familiar......

Wait, isn't this the head of department in my company?

Hey?

Don looked left and right, and a small cubicle separated by a desk appeared in front of him, and everyone looked up to look this way, and after seeing Don En, they all chose to lower their heads and continue to be busy with their own things.

Isn't that where I used to work?

Don Enko is no stranger to this place. After graduating from college, he found a lot of jobs, and his last stable job was as a copywriter here.

"You're staying up late to watch the game again? What do you think this is, Donne! It's the company! It's not your bed! When the director found that Don didn't look at him at all, he couldn't help but be furious, and leaned down to lash out at Don.

Don turned his head to him this time, but his eyes weren't focused on him.

He was still stunned.

…… Why are you here? Am I not supposed to direct the game from the dugout at the City Stadium? What about Don? What about Chris Lack? And my players, where are they? Did Newcastle equalise......

Thinking of this, he suddenly stopped his thoughts.

There is still a dull pain in the heart.

Ah, it's all a dream......

The corners of his mouth curled.

It's a dream...... Should I say "that's great" next, or do I feel a little regretful?

George. Wood, Sophia, Michael, Gavin, Don, Des. Walker, Kenny. Burns...... And Shania, they're all imaginary characters that I only appear in my dreams. How can a young staff member who eats and waits for death in China become a super coach who directs a team to upgrade and win two consecutive Champions Leagues? How could a beautiful, lively and cute world supermodel and big star fall in love with me, a good-for-nothing otaku? What is it if it's not a pipe dream?

Nothing happened, so I lost nothing.

But the pain was even more pronounced. I don't know why, my heart is empty.

- I gave you a chance. Brat. But whether you can be the best Earth star in England is up to you.

- Hey, Tony! If we're not in the Premier League next season, I wouldn't mind showing you what it means to be a die-hard fan!

- When I have money in the future, I will definitely buy Nottingham Forest Club! Then please be the head coach for life!

- Sleeping here is Michael. Bernard and Fiona. Bernard's beloved son, Nottingham Forest's most loyal fan, George Brown. Wood's eternal supporter Gavin. Bernard.

- Victory! I just want to win! I just want a champion! Other than that, I don't accept any results! Let them be scared to go! Let them curse us! The more fiercely they scold, the stronger we are!

- From the second tier of England to the European champions, Tony. It took Don and his team four years. It's as if we see Brian behind him. Clough Land Shadow...... That glorious team is on our radar again. …… This is not an accident. It's a red storm! Nottingham Forest, the team that won the European Champions Cup two years in a row, reigns in Europe for the third time!

- I'm sorry, Tony. I'm afraid the club won't be able to come up with the money to meet your demands...... The economic crisis, we have no money.

- I can't wait...... I love you, Uncle Tony, I love you.

……

Joke!

How could all this experience that had made me laugh, cry, rejoice, and feel uncomfortable, as if it had just happened to me, could it be a dream? What dream has such a real feeling?

If there really is such a real dream......

Then it's not called a "dream"!

It's real. This is the dream!

Don jerked his head up and glared at the department head who was still noisy in front of him.

“…… What do you think this is? We can find a hairy boy like you who has graduated from college for a few years! Don't think it's great to come in. I'm telling you, I've got you here, and hundreds of people out there are sharpening their heads to climb to your place! 1,000 yuan is too little, and 700 yuan is still worth countless people breaking their heads to grab it! What are you watching me do? Not convinced? If you're not convinced, get out! I've put up with you for a long time! The ability to work is not very good. The temper is not small, and you young people are getting worse and worse......"

Looking at the old face that was mixed with anger and fear, and a little distorted because of overexcitement, Don suddenly smiled.

This is the dream of yourself...... Under the hands of this old man, he pretended to be a grandson for a year. Because of the unsociable personality, there is no good thing for him, and he is excluded everywhere at work, those who have a good relationship with this old man can get better bonuses and shares, and they can't save a few dollars a year after their hard work, and others can buy a car in a year as long as they have a good relationship with their boss. No matter how much dissatisfaction I have, I don't dare to vent it, for fear that it will not be easy to find a job again. Parental expectations. His future is like a thousand pounds of weight on his left and right shoulders, so that he can only move forward slowly with his body bent.

Now he realized that this place was not for him at all, and he was completely different from his colleagues who were hiding in the cubicles in fear. He doesn't belong here, he belongs to the battlefield full of passion and blood! One is one, two is two, and winning is winning. To lose is to lose. The winner is king, and the loser is cole!

What does it mean to have a bird nesting in this small cubicle? No matter how big the will, no matter how heroic the spirit. And the original dream...... They were all trapped in this small cubicle, and they couldn't break free. Then in the countless compartments like this one, it gradually disappeared, disappeared, could not be found, as if it had never appeared in life.

After working hard for half a lifetime, the money saved can't even afford to buy a toilet in a new house; The rich man's girlfriend changes every day, as long as he reveals the inventory in his wallet. You can turn those flamboyant, glamorous and sexy women into buttery flies. And I can only watch the Japanese film handjob, while fantasizing in my heart that God can give me a girl; Desperately pleasing his boss, saying insincere words, and doing things that violate his conscience and beliefs, just to hold on to this small job in the increasingly tense employment environment; The older generation hates that iron is not made of steel, and repeatedly emphasizes that you are the Beat Generation in a serious tone, and the younger generation speaks in Martian and says very non-mainstream, "You are already outdated. This world is ours); Grilling with beer on a food stall and opening your mouth to scold Chinese football is the best way to vent your emotions......

The worst thing is that life has to continue to live like this, but what can it do?

Thirty does not stand, forty is confused. Looking back, what have you done and what have you left behind in your life? What will I do in the second half of my life?

The low office ceilings are breathless; The office cubicle limits people's thinking to a meter by a square inch. Beyond that is offside; The white, energy-saving lights reflected a dying pale on the faces of everyone here, as if they had lost their fish.

Don wanted to laugh out loud.

That's where I used to work.

That's where I almost resigned myself to my fate.

This is the dream! The most absurd dreams!

He pushed away the department head in front of him and walked straight out.

He was almost pushed to the ground, and the director yelled angrily behind him: "Where are you going! It's work time! Dawn! You kid...... If you dare to step out of this office, you will be fired today! Hear me! Expel! You're fired!! ”

The two-hundred-square-meter office hall was silent, except for the old man's heavy breathing. He's probably never been so hoarse and exhausted by swearing. It's like fighting 300 rounds in bed with the old but fierce wife.

Don stopped at the door, then looked back at the poor department head and smiled at him, "You don't care where I'm going, dead bald." ”

After saying that. He stepped out without looking back.

“…… I don't know if that's good news for Nottingham Forest's opponents. Although I don't think the news makes people happy at all...... Tony. Donn was in charge of Forest's game against Newcastle this afternoon when he suddenly fainted and fell to the ground. He was taken to the hospital for emergency treatment and is still in a coma......"

The news host on TV broadcast the news he had just received with a serious face.

As soon as the scene turned, the entrance of the Royal Faculty of Medicine Hospital of the University of Nottingham was crowded with reporters who had rushed to the hospital, and taxis were constantly parked here, jumping from the cars one after another with a hurried look.

A gray-haired one. Men with gold-rimmed eyes are clustered in the middle, like a flat boat on a rough sea.

He waved his arms and raised his voice: "We are doing our best to rescue, and we are not out of danger yet...... I can't vouch, I can't vouch for anything! Would you please get out of the way? I'm sorry...... I can't say anything, I don't understand the specifics...... We're going to have a special press conference, but not right now, not here......"

A group of people sat on the bus and looked up at all this on the on-board TV. Clam up.

This group of people is none other than the Nottingham Forest players who have just finished the game and are about to return home.

The match was stopped when Donn suddenly collapsed. No one reacted at first. Newcastle players celebrate the goal. The Nottingham Forest players were at a loss as to what to do. The fans could only express their displeasure with silence.

The narrator is still teasing Tony. Donn, wanting to see his facial expression at this moment. The camera camera flickered, but instead of seeing the man who was supposed to be standing in front of the coach's seat, he instead captured the picture of Chinese assistant coach Tang slamming out of the coach's seat. Following Tang's action, everyone saw the protagonist lying motionless on the ground.

Don shouted, attracting the attention of the people around him, and everyone panicked. Even the Newcastle players celebrating their goals looked at the Forest dugout in confusion. George. Wood ran hard to the sidelines, and the man behind him was the referee who noticed something was wrong.

The Newcastle Ground fans stopped singing and the City Stadium suddenly fell silent at that moment.

Stretchers that were supposed to be used to treat injured players were brought in, and ambulances parked outside the stadium whistled and rushed in. Until Don was lifted into the car and taken to the hospital. Most of the people in the stadium haven't reacted yet.

The game is over, and Nottingham Forest are on a four-game winless run in the league and will continue to slip down the table...... But does anyone still care about this at this moment?

Don jumped into the ambulance and followed Don away. Everything after the game was done by Chris Rac alone, and the press conference was cancelled at short notice. Alan. Shearer also asked him with interest, Tony. What the hell happened to Donn.

There was a dead air in the dressing room after the game, and instead of being frustrated by not winning, the Forest players were afraid of Tony. Don has three long and two short.

Sitting in the back of the car Ground Gareth. Bell held his head and sobbed lowly. Although more than half an hour had passed, as long as I remembered that Don suddenly fell to the ground. The way he twitched, he was scared. It's as if his head is dead.

His cry broke the silence in the carriage, and Chris Rac stood up and clapped his hands vigorously: "Go back...... Don't think too much about it, that's not something you should worry about. Tomorrow...... Keep training. There was helplessness and a hint of panic in his tone.

Tony, don't really have any problems!

When Donn awoke from the darkness and chaos, what he saw was unsurprisingly a white floor ceiling.

He heard a whirring sound.

Turning his head to follow the place where the sound came from, he was a little surprised to see a familiar back.

The slender figure was looking down and blowing into a steaming cup. After blowing for a while, I picked up the spoon and bit it down and put it to my mouth to test the temperature, but I was so hot that I almost threw away the stainless steel spoon in my hand.

"Heh......" Donn laughed.

His faint laughter startled the back on the other side, and this time she was so frightened that she almost threw the cup out of her hand.

"You're awake, Uncle Tony!" The back turned around, and there was indescribable surprise in his voice.

Who else could it be if it wasn't Shania?

"Good...... Cliché ...... Lines. "Don was a little weak. I have to take a few breaths when I say a word.

Unexpectedly, Shania began to cry, tears rolling down her bright eyes, and she couldn't stop it, leaving two silver tears on her beautiful cheeks.

"Crying...... What the? ”

Shania was still crying. Don't answer.

"I ...... Very good. ”

Hearing him say this, Shania wiped away her tears and took Donn's hand, with a cry in her voice: "You have been in a coma for twenty or four hours. For a while, the doctors were on the verge of giving up...... Don called me, and I rushed back desperately, I was afraid, I was afraid, I was afraid, ......"

The tears slipped down again, and she couldn't speak anymore.

"I ...... Very good......" Don had to repeat what he had just said.

Shania cried and continued, "They were going to Tokyo to promote...... I'm not going. It's nothing if it's not famous. I pray to God that you will wake up again......"

Don listened to her cry about how she had survived these twenty-four hours, and he felt a little guilty in his heart. He noticed that Shania's phoenix eyes were larger than usual, and the circles under her eyes were red, obviously swollen from crying. How many liters of tears did she shed in those twenty-four hours? Don probably won't know for the rest of his life.

A warmth rose in his heart, and he raised his hand with great difficulty, trying to wipe away the tears that hung on his cheeks for Shania. only to find a tube inserted in his arm. Reduced mobility.

So he only pulled the corners of his mouth. Smiled at her. "Let it go...... Heart, I am a wicked man. God will not want my land. ”

Shania didn't answer, just lowered her head and kept sobbing, as if she wanted to vent all her grievances and fears in front of Don.

This can't be done, how can such a lively and lovely little fairy be so sad?

Don decided to change the subject. He looked at the steaming cup behind Shania. "Is there water in the cup, Shania?"

Shania shook her head, "No, it's not water. It was the paste you fed me when I had a fever...... Are you thirsty, Uncle Tony? I'll pour you water......" she said as she got up.

Don stopped her with a wave of his hand, "I'm hungry, Shania. Can you feed me? ”

Shania scrambled to her feet and turned to take her cup, almost knocking it over again.

Don lay on the bed, quietly watching it all. He was indeed hungry. I was in a coma for twenty-four hours, a whole day......

Shania carefully held the cup, scooped out a spoonful of the black, sesame-scented paste, blew on it, and fed it to Donn's mouth.

This is exactly what she fed after she fell into a fever and fell unconscious, and Don fed her the local Chinese food black sesame paste.

I didn't expect her to remember.

After eating half a cup, Don waved his hand to signal that he couldn't eat anymore. After eating the food, he recovered a little, and once again lay on the bed quietly watching because of excitement. And the crimson face of Shania.

"Uncle Tony is a wicked man, wicked people live long, I can't die. Don't cry, you see the bags under your eyes are crying, how can you go out on the catwalk to do publicity? He made a joke about Shania. It's really bad to be crying and sad at this time.

"I pushed off my job, and I've been by your side all this time!" Shania said categorically. "You don't want to leave me alone and run away again!"

Don didn't say anything, just continued to look at Shania.

Looking at her pear blossoms with rain, Don thought of the absurd dream he had before. If you are still the office worker who eats and waits for death. Does he still have a chance to say goodbye to the world's supermodels? If she is still the same office worker who has achieved nothing, can Shania still say "I love you" to herself?

Even if it's a dream, I'd rather live in such a dream. The world's self...... Die and die! Who is rare!

He looked at Shanya directly, and looked a little embarrassed at Shania. It's been five years since the two of them came into contact, and it's the first time that Uncle Tony has looked at him so naked, unabashedly, and without dodging. And the key reason why she feels embarrassed is that there are more things in her eyes that didn't exist before.

"Shania, you know, I just had a very funny dream. ”

"Huh? What dreams? ”

"I dreamed that I was going to die. Then I want to go to heaven. God blasted me out, saying that I was a wicked man when I was born and a demon when I died, and that heaven was not where I should have come. Don spoke slowly, like a storyteller. "Then the Satan guy appeared in front of me, and he tempted me with a seductive voice, asking me to mingle with him......"

Shania looked at Don with wide eyes, she didn't know if what Uncle Tony said was true or false. After all, Uncle Tony didn't make fun of her before. Running the train with a mouth, not serious.

"I thought about it...... That's right, I'm really devilish fodder. So I decided to go with him. I didn't expect Satan, the bastard, to block me with a wave of his hand. He pointed to a dark door in front of him and said, ......Don mimicked Satan and made his voice a little hoarse. "Whether you are going to heaven or hell, it means that you are voluntarily leaving behind everything you have on earth. If you want to come with me, you have to forget all your emotions in the human world and walk through this door. ”

With that, Donn paused to take a breath. By the way, let's take a look at the beauty. Shania's eyes were swollen from crying. It's still beautiful. And there is a kind of beauty of grief and sorrow...... It looks like Lin Daiyu.

"Actually, I'm not afraid of death, I don't think it's a big deal to die. As long as there is no concern in this world. Death is death, and even if you are alive and not dead, it is no different from death. What honor, what money, what fame...... Life doesn't bring death and doesn't bring it, what's there to be nostalgic for? I'm going to walk in the door. But I suddenly remembered something that made me hesitate again. Do you know what's going on, Shania? ”

Shania frowned and shook her head: "I don't know ......"

Don looked at her bewildered, not to mention how cute she was. He laughed, "I forgot I owe someone an answer." ”

"Ah......h

"I'm Tony. Don never owes anyone, and I don't want someone to chase me to hell just to hear this answer, I can't afford that responsibility...... Then I said to Satan apologetically, 'Mr. Satan, I'm sorry I can't go with you to be a demon.' Why? Because I found that the world is very beautiful, and I still have too many things to put down! I can't go with you. Satan was very depressed and scolded me for being too greedy, and that good things could not be kept, so it was better to forget them as soon as possible. I shook my head and said no, I'm greedy, I just like beautiful things, I just want them to stay with me for a long time, I just can't let go of someone......"

Speaking of such a big call, Don stopped again to take a breath.

Shania didn't answer, she sat down in her chair, quietly waiting for Don to continue.

"I'm sorry now, isn't it too late?"

Shania pursed her lips, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes, and shook her head vigorously.

Don reached out and gently squeezed Shania's small, boneless hand.

"I'm so sorry, I was so stupid. I almost went to the grave with stupidity and regret. If something big doesn't happen, my stupidity may be hopeless for the rest of my life. Fortunately, I almost died, and I figured out a lot of things......" Tang Endi's voice was a little weak, and it was too much physical effort to say so many words after thinking about it.

"Can you still call me 'Uncle Tony'?" He asked.

Shania nodded nervously.

Don made a gesture for her to lean over and lie beside her.

Then he turned his head around Shania's ear and whispered, "I love you too, Shania." ”

Hearing this, Shania's eyes widened. She was pleasantly surprised, and didn't know what to say for a while.

This sentence seemed to make Don exhaust all his strength, and after saying that, he fell down again, lay on the bed and looked at the ceiling and muttered, "I'm tired, I want to sleep." ”

Shania tensed, it didn't mean anything to say at this time, she squeezed Donn's hand hard and didn't want to let go, and at the same time she was going to ring the emergency call bell at the bedside.

Unexpectedly, Don waved his hand to stop her.

"It's fine, it's just a good night's sleep. He smiled and comforted the panicked girl in front of him. "I still have a long life, there are still a lot of good things I can't let go, I just found out that I fell in love with someone, how can I be willing to go to Satan again? Rest assured, I promise...... I won't sleep too long this time......"

He slowly closed his eyes, and soon there was an even sound of breathing.

This time, he was literally asleep.

Maybe he dreamed of something again, but I believe it will be a sweet dream this time.