only to find out that it had been blocked.

Although the author's background text message has long notified me, today is a blocked push.

But I've been busy with the manuscript lately, so I really forgot about it.

Since I finished the monthly ticket list last month, I owe a lot of debt, and I haven't rested until now.

Except for September 1st, my son's first birthday, to relax, the rest of the time is all in the codeword.

In fact, it is the same if you don't fight for a monthly pass...... It's not because of the commuter pass.

I found that I had some obsessive-compulsive disorder. If you don't code words for a day, you will always feel that something is missing.

My wife always told me to rest.

But when I'm resting and can't code, I don't know what to do.

As long as I don't go out, at home, sit in front of the computer, and don't code words, what else can I do?

I rarely QQ chat, since last month, I basically don't open QQ during the day, only go up every day before going to bed to see if anyone is looking for me.

I don't bounce Weibo now.

The game is long gone.

I didn't watch movies and TV anymore.

I can't think of anything else to do other than codewords.

So codewords became my job, my life, and ...... My entertainment.

Even if I had written three chapters in the morning and four chapters early, I would have continued to write until I went to bed.

I've been at this pace since the beginning of this book.

My wife is now used to my rhythm of life. The only time I spend with her is to go out for a walk with her after dinner with my baby. And so she was satisfied.

Sometimes, it's hard to think about it.

However, these two books have good grades, and I am not willing to let my grades fall because of laziness.

I know that competitive fiction is inherently disadvantaged because the readership is not as good as other genres, and it is a niche within a niche.

If you don't rely on diligence and hard work, how can your grades be good?

I can only win by updating and by quantity.

The score of this book is even better than that of the Forbidden Zone, but if it weren't for the fact that I had to update it with a million words in the month it was released, I don't know if the current score would be like this.

If it weren't for me updating 400,000 every month, I don't know if this book would be in the top five of the monthly pass list every month.

I'm an insecure person and I don't have confidence in that.

Writing novels and making up stories, I am not a talented person, if I hadn't entered the industry early, in 2003, I don't know if I would have such a status today.

When I read other people's books, I always feel that others write very well, and I think so wonderfully, I must not be able to write such things.

Every time I read a book, I worry that the next book will hit the streets, just like the championship legend after the godfather of champions.

When my friends say, "I think I still have 10 years to write," I always worry that "I won't be able to write next year."

The only thing that gives me confidence is probably the update.

My codeword speed is not fast, at most more than 3,000 an hour, and this is still when the state is good. It's rare to reach this rate now, and it's usually two hours to write a chapter.

But I still have to write four, five, six, or even eight chapters a day......

All I could do was spend all my day except sleeping and eating.

It takes a lot of time to keep my codeword volume.

That's my life.

(To be continued)......