Chapter 864: A New Faith (Part II)
"Hahh..............."
Putting down the wooden bowl in her hand, Jenny let out a long sigh. She looked up and looked out the window. I saw that there, the early morning sun was shining in, and it looked a little dazzling. In the cafeteria, the priests and nuns were whispering and enjoying breakfast.
Everything, it seems, nothing has changed.
Jenny could barely remember when she had left the Sacrament Room and how she had returned to her room. She only remembered what Her Highness had said to herself.
"This is just the beginning, Jenny, you have to confirm it with your own eyes, and then accept it......... It's not something evil and dirty, you'll soon understand. ”
"Hahh..............."
Thinking of this, Jenny sighed again, she hadn't slept well all night last night, and as soon as she closed her eyes, scenes in the sacrament room would appear in front of her. The scene was so chaotic that even Jenny wasn't sure if she had fallen asleep last night, if she was recalling it in her dreams, or if it was just a dream.
"Wait, Maria, you left the lettuce again, didn't you tell you to finish it?"
"Huh? Sister, can't you eat it? ”
"No, God teaches us that food is not to be wasted, and my sister knows that you don't like to eat, but if you don't eat well, you can't grow taller, right?"
"Hmm..............."
Hearing this, Jenny turned her head to look at the table not far from her, only to see that Barbara and Maria were sitting on a chair eating, and facing her sister, Maria showed a somewhat depressed expression, but looked at Barbara's determined eyes. She nodded, then picked up the lettuce on her plate and ate it. Looking at Maria's pitiful expression as she finished eating the lettuce, Barbara smiled and reached out and gently stroked her hair.
"Well, Maria is a good boy, so hard. You're sure to grow taller, right? ”
"Hee-hee-........."
Hearing Barbara's compliment, Maria smiled a little shyly, then nodded, and clenched her little fists hard.
"Well, sister, I'll try to be a good boy!"
Is this really the two of them?
If it were on a normal day, perhaps Jenny would only regard this as an ordinary and warm daily communication between the two sisters. But after all that had happened last night, she found that she couldn't face them anymore anyway. As soon as she saw the sisters' faces, Jenny remembered the excitement of the previous night. There are even some fanatical expressions that ravage her sister's posture with hard whipping, and Barbara's expression full of satisfaction under her sister's whipping with longing and pleading. That scene was so profound that Jenny now immediately recalls it whenever she sees their faces.
It's really incredible, obviously those two people haven't changed in any way, but after seeing their unknown side, there will be such a big change......... Could it be said. Is that true of everyone here? Originally, Jenny thought that as long as she did impure things, then those people would become as debauched as the dancing girls on the street. Fall, loss of faith. But neither Barbara nor Maria did not show what Jenny had imagined, they did not wear any revealing clothes, and they did not behave in the same way as before, and did not become so frivolous and promiscuous. And judging by the performance of the two. They also have no intention of deliberately disguising themselves at all, they are still ordinary people here. And that's not all......... Looking up, the other girls in the cafeteria were the same, judging by their appearance. Judging by their demeanor, judging by their expressions, none of them changed in the slightest. If she hadn't entered the sacrament room and witnessed the girls' excited hugs as they hugged each other, Jenny wouldn't have had such a strong sense of disobedience.
What's wrong? Is this all normal? It's like people can eat, drink, sleep? Just like wanting to go for convenience? As Her Highness said, this is just a normal behavior, so no one will react? They don't think they've done anything strange, and therefore don't they feel ashamed or guilty? Is it true that everyone is the same? Is this the case with your own father and mother? Does this mean that you are too sensitive? If that's what everybody looks like.........
If that's the case, isn't it ridiculous that I've been in trouble all along? Obviously everyone is doing it, but I have an inexplicable sense of shyness, if that's the case, then it's really ridiculous......... But......... Is this really the right thing to do? Why do you always feel deep down that something doesn't seem right? Although I understand what Her Highness said............
"What's wrong? Sister Jenny? ”
Maria's voice rang in her ears, waking Jenny from her musings.
"Everyone has finished their meal and is ready to go to service, right? Hasn't Sister Jenny finished eating yet? ”
"Ah, no, I'm already full........."
Looking at the lovely face of Maria with an innocent smile in front of her, Jenny couldn't help but blush. You know, last night, she was there for a long time with Her Highness the Holy Maiden. Maria also seems to enjoy performing in front of others, although she does not say anything about Jenny's appearance, but she still feels a little ashamed when she recalls the scene.
"That......... Maria? ”
After a moment's hesitation, Jenny finally asked.
"Huh? What's up? Sister Jenny? ”
"Today......... Can I go to the Sacrament Room again? ”
Maria was a little surprised to hear Jenny's inquiry, but soon she smiled as cheerfully and lively as she usually did.
"Well, of course, and my sister welcomes you. Although she said that she was very shy, but to be honest, the sister who was watching by Jenny seemed to enjoy it very much, so please come back to the sacrament room. ”
Nothing has changed.
Looking at Maria in front of her, who responded happily, there was no shyness at all, as if she was saying "Let's go out for a picnic today with good weather". Is it true that, as Her Highness the Holy Maiden said, the desire for happiness itself is not something to be ashamed of? If you look at it as long as you do it as a normal thing............
Thinking of this, Jenny took a deep breath, then looked at Maria, smiled and nodded.
"Okay, I'll go........."
Then, Jenny spoke. (To be continued.) )