Chapter 374: Self
At the beginning of the universe, each qiฤ was at a single dimensionless point, which is said to contain the world's first qiฤ matter. Henry had thought that this was just the brains of scientists who were idle and sore in pain, but now he saw it in the chaos of darkness. Its size can be said to be small, but at the same time, it gives people a shocking illusion.
Suddenly, a voice sounded from the heart: "Who are you...... Answer me...... Who are you......"
"Who am I? I'm Henry, no, no, I'm a soul from Earth. As soon as Henry's words came out, he felt his head split. It was as if someone was stirring their brains with a stick, and the green tendons near the temples were all raised, and the eyeballs bulged out, making it look like the head was about to explode.
"No...... You haven't found yourself yet...... Not having a clear understanding of who you are...... Go find it...... The answer to qiฤ is in the deepest part of the soul...... Come back when you find the first chapter...... I'll be here all the time waiting for you...... Remember...... At first...... "As the voice became quieter and quieter, the last few words could not be heard clearly at all."
When the voice disappeared completely, Henry suddenly found that his head didn't hurt anymore, and the moment he opened his eyes, he saw that he was actually standing in a room full of mirrors, if it wasn't for the sweat all over his body, he might feel that all the qiฤ just now was an illusion. He couldn't tell whether this was a dream or reality now, especially since the feeling of being in the universe just now was so real, and the intense pain was not false.
"Hahaha! I really didn't expect you to find a fragment so early. A voice suddenly sounded after parting. The tone full of sarcasm and disdain, as soon as you hear it, you know that it is the only opposite of the independent personality here.
Henry turned and looked at each other with pity. He knew it from memories that had been absorbed away. This guy is a collection of all his negative feelings. Imprisoned here for countless years. Not even a person who could speak. If it were a normal human being, I am afraid that I would have committed suicide a long time ago.
But obviously, he didn't even have the right to commit suicide, so he could only wait quietly, waiting for the host personality to throw in unwanted memories and emotions like garbage. It is estimated that now hatred of oneself has surpassed one, and once this terrifying hatred finds a breakthrough, it will immediately break through one qiฤ like a flood, even if it ends up together, it doesn't matter.
"What do you mean by those disgusting eyes? Sympathize? Commiseration? Or is it guilt? Don't make me laugh. You are essentially a cold-blooded, heartless and selfish person. Look at the kindness that you have sealed up, only a pitiful little piece. After yelling at the bottom of the face, he pointed to a mirror the size of a palm and mocked, "See? It's only a little bit more than desires, ambitions, and the like. โ
Regarding the negative accusation, Henry smiled indifferently. Although he has done a lot of things to help others or improve people's livelihoods, he has never considered himself a kind person, at least not exactly. To be precise, a completely self-centered person. You must know that before the crossing, the sentence he hated the most was: The earth will turn the same way away from you.
This is a typical group social concept, the purpose of which is to make people feel inferior. Thinking that they are small, lowly, and unimportant makes most people give up hope for the future. Silently becomes an integral part of the overall structure. While this is conducive to the stability of the rule, it kills countless possibilities. Countless try to imagine, if a person is not even sure of himself, how can he create something that shocks the world.
In Henry's view, everyone is formed in a small world of their own, where you are the center of a qiฤ. If one day this center dies, then the whole world will fall apart at once. Although this view is somewhat similar to idealism, if you look at the people who have achieved great success throughout the ages, they are all on the path of self-affirmation, they never doubt whether they are in the right direction, the only difference is the way forward, maybe some people are crawling, some people are walking, some people are running, some people are riding in cars, and that's it.
"Why don't you accept your kindness? Are you afraid that you will become weak after you have a bottom line? Or you would rather be as uninhibited as you are now, completely unrestrained, and do whatever you want. The negative personality continues to be unbridled sarcastic and sarcastic, and never wants to hear anything good from his mouth.
Henry was somewhat accustomed to this kind of conversation, and he didn't have anger at all. He pointed to the rune that had just appeared on his forehead and asked, "Can you tell me what this is?" If you can, tell me what the original chapter was. โ
The negative personality glanced at the strange symbol with disgust, and showed a very strange expression on his face, looking a little frightened and surprised. After thinking about it for a few minutes, he slowly replied, "That's ...... The purest crystallization produced by self-affirmation on the endless journey, without any trace of impurities, it has the power to change reality. It's just that it was scattered into seven pieces as it passed through the crystal wall, except for one that was kept in the depths of the soul, which is what you call the system. The other six are missing, and I didn't expect you to find two of them so quickly. โ
Henry frowned and continued to ask, "The power to change reality?" Yes, I can feel the power inside, but I can't control it. Also, you haven't said what the original chapter was? โ
"That's right, it's only when you fuse the original chapter that you can mobilize the terrifying energy that is difficult to describe in words. As long as you agree with it from the bottom of your heart, there is nothing in this world that cannot be changed. This includes birth, old age, sickness and death, turning back what has already happened, and even completely erasing powerful beings like gods and demon princes in an instant. They will be as if they had never appeared in this world, no one remembers, there is no documentation. Of course, there is a price to be paid for this qiฤ, and there is a corresponding price to be paid for it. โ
His eyes began to grow frantic when he said this, and then he laughed and shouted, "As for the original chapter, it refers to me!" An independent consciousness born from the beginning of the seal! But do you dare to merge now? The purpose of my zร i is to destroy miรจ! So you'll never want to get this startup key! Hahahahaha โ
Henry stared at his alter self laughing wildly in the mirror, with no sadness or joy on his face. He said in a flat tone: "Although you can't get it now, it doesn't mean that you won't be able to get it in the future." With each emotion, I become stronger, and you become weaker. It's a process of increasing and subtracting you, and when all the mirrors in this room are gone, just loneliness can defeat you completely. โ
"Ahhhh I'm going to kill you! I'm going to destroy you! Come on! If you have the ability, come and fuse me now! The opposite side seemed to be poked in the foot, and began to scream with all his might. He pounded the mirror frantically, his expression distorted like the ugliest demon from the bottomless abyss.
Henry bowed slightly to the mirror and turned to walk towards the smallest mirror. He now almost has a general understanding of his own power, that is, the system was originally a self-fragmented thing, and he subconsciously thought that there should be such an auxiliary system, so it was born. Now this fragment has been transformed into a part of the soul, and it will continue to follow its original setting until the end.
It can be said that this is a kind of subconscious protection, and even if there is no system, some other strange abilities will be born. As the first fragment, it is not destined to give too much at once, it is a gradually increasing power, the cornerstone of a qiฤ. It is conceivable that if you get the power of the legend the moment you get the body, you will definitely attract the prying eyes of powerful creatures such as gods, demons, and devils, and it is very likely that you will not survive for even a few seconds.
But now it's different. After all these years, everyone around him has long recognized his profession, whether it is a druid or a mage. Even if he suddenly rises to the top of the legend this year, others only think that this is a rare genius, and they will not suspect anything else.
Standing in front of the smallest mirror, Henry saw himself hiding in the corner and crying. He knew that this was kindness, and he cried because he was sad about what he had done. You must know that everyone who has done something against their will will have feelings such as self-blame, and it is this kind of strong remorse that will make a person firmly hold the bottom line, and once he crosses it, it means that the person has been completely changed.
Henry smiled and stretched out a hand to his kindness and said, "Don't cry, come on, let's be one again, so that you can monitor my actions at all times and torture my soul in the depths of your heart." โ
"You're not afraid of becoming weak? Think about those unarmed enemies, you may not be able to attack them in the future because of my storage, but even then do you still have to choose fusion? Kindness asked, standing up with some caution. He always seemed a little fearful, and perhaps kindness itself represented the most vulnerable part of human nature.
"It doesn't matter, a person will have scruples when he has a bottom line, and he will not hurt others lightly. And kindness does not mean weakness, it also represents tolerance. As he spoke, Henry's hand passed through the mirror and grabbed his other self.
In an instant, the entire hall emitted a holy light, which was purer than the positive energy of Heavenly Mountain, without any trace of impurities. Because this is the true goodness of this person's heart without any thoughts, even if the good snake of the two snakes of order comes, it will be ashamed of itself. The brilliant light stung the distorted negative personality, and he screamed and fled to the end of the mirror.
Perhaps because kindness was a very low percentage of Henry's feelings, it ended after only a short time. He didn't have any reflection except that he felt that he missed his relatives a little, especially his two children who were still in their infancy. Compared to the last volcanic eruption, this emotion is simply negligible.
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